ok ignore the titties.. just.. focus on the DEMON CAT

REMM REMM REM REM REMM REM REMMMM HUMMMM!!!!

BABY AND I

jang geun suk is so hot i can't watch this movie
O_O

i dont understand why they MUST have a twist at the end though.
i also am very jealous of the girl because she gets to kiss JANG GEUN SUK

RAR.

is it just me or does he look incredibly hot here?

LOVE THE UNIFORM.

my dream

i had a really strange dream i must share with everyone!
okay so in my dream.. i was drinking free chocolate milk iw as ilke FUCKYEA
free chocolate milk! it had been distributed to everyone for free and i wanted to know why so i was reading some article that outlined the environmental threats.. and.. risks chocolate milk pose on a local river..
because ... the dumping of chocolate milk in the river..
made it all.. muddy..
it was like .. BP all over again.
there was a small amusement park by the lake/river thing.
i got a feeling the river/lake went through a cave.
and there was a rollercoaster ride that went though the water (not smart yeah)
and all these other rides
which were now covered in a brown.. chocolatey coating
i was like :o *hands cover mouth* oh! how awful! *sips chocolate milk*
then i gathered up my skirt and blouse and blazer and was about to change then i realised i was already wearing my skirt so i



put it down



so yeah and i was singing halo in the shower
when i woke up and was like
oh.. fuckmylife.. i have to do it all over again..

yeah it's really annoying when my brother comes home and as soon as he comes home he expects to be able to game.. till like. 10. or 11.
and when i don't get off he's like why can't you
: i'm doing my homework
: why can't you do it on the other computer
: because it's laggy and i can't open as many windows
: why do you need to open lots of windows
: COZ I'M DOING MY HOMEWORK YOU LITTLE FUCK AND UNLESS YOU'RE GOING TO DO IT I SUGGEST YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP BECAUSE I'M NOT HERE TO DEAL WITH YOUR SHIT AND PLAINLY SPEAKING, I COULDN'T CARE LESS ABOUT YOUR GAMING NEEDS.
: fucking bitch blabalballablbal *bitchy shit* goes and eats rest of the kfc gravy including my share.

bitchface. AGRH FUCKYOU.

http://madisonmag.com.au/blogs/the-search-for-the-one.htm

Not so long ago, an old friend accidentally sent me into paroxysms of doubt about my relationship. We were at a party and she was gazing at her newly minted husband, who was a drunken blur on the dancefloor. “He’s the kindest man I’ve ever met,” she said. “That’s why I married him.” She paused, tilting her head in thought, her eyes soaked gloopily by love. “But then, you wouldn’t get married if you didn’t think that they were the kindest person in the world, would you? That would be stupid.”

At first I was confused. Could she really be talking about the right man? The one who, a couple of years ago, gave her a real surprise on their anniversary by doing absolutely nothing at all? Then I realised what was happening: still soused in adoration following her recent wedding, my loved-up friend wasn’t gazing at an actual human. She was seeing nothing less than the ultimate, heroic, ideal model of romantic partnerhood. She was seeing The One.

I began to worry. Because I don’t think my fiancée is The One. She’s just the one I happened to fall in love with. And despite her vast array of wonders, I can’t honestly say she’s the kindest person I’ve ever met. Is that wrong? Does it mean that our relationship is doomed for divorce? For a moment, I really wasn’t sure.

It took me a while to understand that what I was witnessing was nothing less than a profound difference between the way that men and women view relationships. Because we guys, generally speaking, don’t believe in The One. We don’t think there’s a single, perfect human out there with whom we’re fated to spend our lives. Most of us aren’t on a bold mission to track down the spotlit goddess that destiny has selected for us. We stumble towards our partners, groping – often literally – through singlehood in a random and chaotic fashion. Our goal, initially, is modest. All we want is someone decently attractive who we can have a laugh with. Then, if things go well, we cross our fingers and hope that what has transpired ends up lasting forever.

My fiancée thinks I’m The One. The pressure is unbelievable. It’s easy enough to sustain the illusion that you’re a minor god in the explosive first months, when the magic is still crackling and your days are spent weightless inside the miracle of you both. But my fiancée and I are now seven years in. We’re crapping with the toilet door open. Every time I’m grumpy; every time I’m not sufficiently attentive to her wedding plans; every time she sees me naked but for a pair of odd socks, I can sense her thinking, “What if I’ve made a mistake? What if he’s not The One after all?”

Belief in The One encapsulates much of what men fear most about women. We’re scared that you need a hero and, despite all our boasting, we know we’re not one of those. What if you finally realise it, too? There’s no coming back from that. You’ll have torn off our mask and unveiled us as a charlatan who has no legal claim on your heart.

The truth is, there’s nothing more corrosive to love than the desire for perfection, because perfection itself is a lie. It’s the drop of poison in the wedding cup that can eventually lead to crippling side effects like disillusionment and contempt. When women close their eyes and imagine spending their lives with The One, they’re fantasising about an eternity blanketed in warmth, protection and good humour; a world in which there’s nothing but you and him. A world where all you have to do to be bathed in the sunshine of his attention is ask. They’re resurrecting the traces of a long-distant memory that was formed when life was exactly like that. When women say they want The One, often what they really want is Dad.

When I argue with my fiancé, I’m not silently comparing her to a fantasy girl who might be out there, somewhere, waiting to rescue me from all my miseries. Because I know she’s not The One, I know that no matter who I’d partnered up with, we’d still fight and sulk and doubt. This is why, for me, not falling for the myth of The One makes my relationship stronger and more romantic. When you know the woman you’re spending a life with is not perfect and you only need to watch her sleep for your heart to swell with the soft hurt of longing, then there’s only one thing you do know for sure. You definitely are in love.




yeah okay this is what i do when eco makes me feel like i'm drowning and i want to commit suicide.

if i hadn't gone nsg i would have used my 5 weeks to realise spanish wasn't for me and move to business quicksmart.
maybe then i would be owning a subject not flunking it
LOL FML.
ohwells.


oh and

north korea lost 7-0

dear god
please help the north koreans
esp the soccer players
please conserve their bodies and .. preserve their well being
please please please don't let them get owned once they return to north korea
a safe trip for all of them.. and a safe life o.o
plz?

amen.

LADY GAGA MAKES ME GO GAGA

http://video.msn.com/?mkt=en-au&brand=ninemsn&tab=m1225936505275&playlist=videoByUuids:uuids:f007d591-5a6b-4782-a425-0f9e0dca91ae&showPlaylist=true&from=inline


ok so katy perry dissed alejandro on her twitter
lets be honest all of lady gaga's mvs are very sexual
so.. what did you expect?
though i don't agree with katy perry using her fame to diss other stars
i'm not sure about lady gaga using her position to diss katy perry and russell brand..
well she can diss katy perry as much as she likes but.. russel brand!

'i kicked a girl and i liked it' LOL

but too much enforced lady gaga worship. doesn't feel realistic at all.
w/e lady gaga (L)


you think i'd have better things to do than read msn live shit but it comes up every time i sign in D: i cannota help myself!
ok i'll disable it.

http://celebrities.ninemsn.com.au/blog.aspx?blogentryid=661092&showcomments=true


its funny how super chat katy perry looks.. esp next to rihanna.
The whole bit - she's hot, I love her and she's just like the coolest chick... we have a lot in common."

....nu. i don't think katy perry has anything in common with rihanna physically..


OMG ECO D:

so i admit i hadn't watched the trailers for 'get him to the greek' yet

is this really the best movie to be watching with a dude...?

*people fucking on a toilet*
*girl goingahh ahh*
guy shouting 'MY BUTTS GETTING WET! MY BUTTS GETTING WET!!!*
LOLLLOLOOL girl doesn't stop


(tu) ttm yo




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9oQpzaRqinA

'i think i broke a rib'
OLOLOL

'I GOT SIX KIDS! YOU KNOW HOW MUCH IT IS TO PUT THEM THROUGH SCHOOL? YOU KNOW HOW MANY AIR JORDANS SIX BLACK KIDS WEAR?"

oh i love diddy

you don't know me - ben folds ft regina spektor

Ben Folds - You Don't Know Me from Eric Wareheim on Vimeo.

love his voice
love this song
love regina spektor
i like post modern girls by the strokes (and regina spektor)
but that didn't have a cool mv so yeh.



and i love russel brand just as much

'mum i've won an award'
'oh what is it darlin''
'it's the shagger of the year'

'excuse me, i'm thinking sexy thoughts'
'oh what is it?'
'wouldn't you like to know ;)'



if all goes well i will be watching this film :)


i just realised i won't be able to watch it till end of term.
fuck i want to kick something in the balls right now.

dizzee rascal ft lily allen - wanna be
'ya mum buys ya bling'


oh fuck me why do i have so much work
and why am i such a procrastinator?
going to a good school means you can have no social life.

eughsiguskgdsff....

WHY AM I SUCH A PROCRASTINATOR OH MY GOD
.. I WANT TO WATCH GET HIM TO THE GREEK! FUCKDAMNIT

thankyou god for endowing me with awesome taste in music

i want that yellow guy's legs
the song itself i must admit was not as good as ok go's other songs.. but ohwells.. once a band hits the top it can only go down.. or.. redefine what top is ;)

now, as we all know, in regards to musical taste, my main influences today are

1. nicole xin yung guan
2. rachel hui ting yeong
3. peter
4. megan
5. me and my little discovery trips
6. ha eun
7. randoms.
of course, not in that order (as we all know, the only songs i listen to that are korean are from megan and ha eun. mostly from megan.)

idno i was thinking of my favourite artists atm and was thinking who introd me to them.


ANYWAYS THANKYOU GOD FOR OK GO.

TODAY IS A GOOD DAY.

:)

on a bad note


korea is losing atm..
argentinians are too l337.
and the koreans are freaking out because of that...

pressure.

today i didn't go to school because i just didn't feel like it

ahah. haters gon' hate!

a new level of my SUPER FAN-DOM

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/A_Battle_of_Wits_(2006_film)


STARRING SHIWON. MUST WATCH IT WITH MY CHINESE BUDDIES.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Attack_on_the_Pin-Up_Boys

ALL THAT IS GOOD IS IN ONE FILM. MUST WATCH WITH RACHEL.

i'm serious.. kangin.. shiwon... kibum... heechul.. OH MY GOD IM DYING.





I LOVE HIS HONESTLY
and heechul's acting
AGRHAHSFODSF LOl

but seriously. kangin is so hot i think i am on fire my brain just melted or something
MY PERCEPTORY GLANDS DIED I DONT FUCKING KNOW.

WUAHU WAH UWAHUAWH

i would date him. AND MARRY HIM. KANGINN (L)
i wouldn't date heechul it would be like being a lesbian lal

JUST GETTING IT OUT THERE AGAIN

I LOVE KANGIN FROM SUPER JUNIOR.
LIKE.
FORREALS YO.


HE IS LIKE.
(L)
GYAHHHHH WHAT A CUDDLY MAN.

EEK.
HE'S SO FUCKING HOT OH MY GOD I CAN BARELY CONTAIN MYSELF
*dies*

no! make them stop!

they keep releasing new pictures of the new pokemon AND I GET MORE AND MORE UPSET
WHO DID THEY HIRE AS DESIGNERS?
MAKE THEM STOP
DON'T THEY KNOW THERE IS ONLY SPACE ENOUGH IN MY HEART FOR PIKACHU?
(and a select number of other awesome pokemon)

WHAT THE HELL IS THIS

but looking at the graphics and the way things are .. rendered.. is tht the right word?
anyways SOME ASPECTS OF IT INCLUDING THE 3D ARE MAKING ME GO GOODY GIVE ME SOME MORE.
enough of my pokemon fangirling.


eh

i needa go flemingtonnnn i want to buy fake raybanss ahh
and i wanna go.. to.. all these places...
my english homework is a chain.. connected to.. a desk..
and a chair.. where i must work..

or not :0
i have a headache

TIGERS.. OUT!

RAR RAR RAR.
break from my fifa ness.

KOREA SCORED
YEAY EAY EYA YEA YEA!

FIFA FIVA

yeah well

being korean.. you know..
the whole. INVITE ALL THE KOREANS YOU KNOW AND LETS HAVE A HUGE BBQ

GOGIGOIGOGIGOSDJ
AJA AJA HWAITINGGG!
YER

bs?
yeah that got cancelled because of my shitty dad.

wht a waste of over 100$ worth of meat.

eh.
then i was invited to go to stra to watch soccer with my korean friends
but..


well that's what sucks ball about living in a shithole like baulko.

how on earth do you get from baulko to strathfield when there are no buses nd it's dark?

you can't. that's the answer.
sucks to be me sometimes.


straight to your place
from outer space!

what cj does on days with cramps, muscle pains and migrains

well duh, she stays at home eating chocolate and bananas
and other fatshit food and watches movies on love

'brief interviews with hideous men'

i liked it

:/

it was a good movie.
after wanting to watch it for over a year, i finally downloaded it.
it took so long :0
new york i love you?
paris je taime? (if that's how you spell it)
nick and norah's infinite playlist

were all amongst my moview playlist :.

eh


so far i haven't watched the last two.
new york i love you had some boring parts but some very interesting segments.
same with brief interviews with hideous men.
some parts were really dull but other parts were really good.
strong, gripping, powerful, profound blahblahblah
most of all emotional i suppose. and.
delving deep into the human aspect.


whatever

i want to read mans search for meaning by victor frankl.
i would like to buy it.
it is now amongst my ever-growing book wishlist.
by george, i will have all those books before the end of my life.
and i will have read them :#

it would be a dream to have ..
a house full of my things.. and a bookcase full of my books..
HAHAHAHAHAHA
HEH

:)

oh noes i cannot pull an indie, i'm a fob!
i still have to watch baby and i..
WITH JANG GEUN SUK AND RACHEL YEONG AND ALISON CHAN

oh boy i am such a contradiction to myself.
or just varied preferences stretching across many somewhat 'conflicting' genres.
for example you can't like pop and classic at the same time?
or screamo or whatever?
you can't like cliche meg cabot shit and classic/twisted stories?
what is with this whole can't can bullshit.

i'll like whatever i like thanks, fuck your opinions on what i should be able to can or cannot do.

one day you'll realise you're free to do as you will too.
once you realise that you can be my friend :)

while we're on the topic of what one can or cannot do
i question the notion of copying.
everything is a parody, a rip and a copy of everything else.
whatever you thought up of you got it from somewhere else.
so what is wrong with someone getting it from you.
is it a question of originality? non-conformity?
or is this just your self conscious insecurity that something must belong to you and only you when it never belonged to you in the first place.
that you must constantly assure yourself that you are 'different'
and impose that 'difference', the supposed superiority upon everyone else?

you did not start anything.
someone else did, and that someone got it off someone else too.
so i don't see the point.
especially things regarding say.
bags. idno. things you buy and are mass produced.
'you can't get the same country road bag as me because i got it first and i think it's really nice and so do you but you're not allowed because if you do then it's copying me and that's not allowed'
same thing with being so..
avant garde. 'you're just toting around a 1k camera everywhere just so you can pretend to be artsy and deep, you don't even take pictures and when you do they just come off as completely try-hard wannabe photographer. by the way, i started the whole trend of taking pictures of the sky, so whatever you do is now inferior to mine, in that mine was the original'

in rebuttal to that (by the way i these examples are completely out of the blue, as we all know i do not even own a camera)
the sky.. has been there.. since
..............
god fucking knows when.
are you retarded?

you think you're the first shitting being to look up at the sky and try capture it?
you really think so?
if you do, YOU'RE FUCKING RETARDED GTFO PLZ.

we started nothing.


why can't you let go of that?

if you really have a problem with someone 'conforming' to your trend, why don't you just START ANOTHER, if it is really YOU starting all these things.
oh and none of that 'but i started it in this school' bullshit, please.

i don't care what you think you started in this school.
so you were the quickest to find out about it and adhere, that gives you exclusive rights to it, does it?
suck my dick.

i'd buy two of whatever you think you're exclusively entitled to just to spite you
that's how the world works baby. grow the fuck up.
or just buy something really really expensive so nobody else can get it

i also don't like it when people are like
'omg. i balbabal*didthisfirst* now everyone else is doing it. i hate it'

BOO FUCKING HOO
GO 'START' SOME OTHER TREND THEN
MISS IT GIRL
ISN'T THAT WHAT YOU'RE FOR?

now i've run out of brain juice

what was i trying to say?
please derive meanings for yourselves.
NUTELLA TIME BEBBEH :D

a prime example of pms.

oh and everyone seems to be misunderstanding me when i say i want contact lenses.
i want contact lenses so i can see things without having to squint

but that doesn't mean i don't want circle lens or whatever shit they're called in australia

i want those lenses with degrees. you can do that you know.
well you could in korea...
but i'm not talking about.. purple.. or whatever shit.
i just want brown. and or black.
THEN MY FOB TRANSFORMATION IS COMPLETE!
MAHAHAHHAHAHHA

hedgehog in the fog

check the russian whispering.
hot.
i cannot speak a word in russian, despite all my efforts.

duhduhuhduh


long weekend
duhdudhudhduudh

party party not

long weekend
duh duh du hdu duh
long weekend

homework homework do we ever get breaks

apparantly not.

eco english englsih english euuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh

i want to drop maths spanish and eco
eco just because it's boring and i can't be bothered

sigh.

suppose i can put in more effort
but effort is so..
i am so lazy
i would rather run around in the sun all day
something i haven't done for a while.

i think i will die very early

in the marmalade forest

last week i was watching flight of the concords.
this week i am watching flight of the concords.
i think this is becoming an every friday/saturday habit.

i think this is really bad for me because it brings out my new zealand accent.
BUT THEY'RE SO FUNNNEHHH.





they're both the same thing but personally i prefer their performance better.
AGRHAFIODg

my attitude towards exams:

clearly my studies are not very high in my list of priorities

it's 2am.

i'm still watching nick and norah's infinite playilst and getting other artsy awesome movies to watch with my friends

gg to me sir.

i haven't studied for eco at all lets see how i do in the test off pure memory

i'm too busy planning how i'm going to celebrate :D