Thursday, July 29, 2010

This is another one of my 'I just had an idea but I forgot and then I remembered it again then realised I had that same idea a couple of years ago' mo

ments.

yeah. screw korean guys.. or maybe not.. actually yeah screw them for now
when i grow up i'm going to marry a canadian guy.
or a japanese guy. and we're gonna have super cute halfies.
WOOP WOOP.
dewd. hayden christensen mannnn.

so basically it's been proven time and time again that all the asians i idolise are more or less completely plastic.
yes, that includes ayumi lee who is the hottest girl in the world...
and park si yeon... who is also.. really hot..
and go ara.. who is relatively hot..
and my ex future husband miyavi (WHO WAS SUPER CUTE BEFORE ANYWAY)
MAN I THINK I JUST RE-GOT A CRUSH ON THE MORE ASIAN-LESS-EUROPEAN-LOOKING MIYAVI.
so yes.. this is what i spend my days doing..
i look at beautiful people who used to be not so beautiful and think

' one day i will be just like them '




THIS IS AYUMI LEE. SHE IS ONE OF MY IDOLS. I HOPE SHE DOESNT TURN ALL PARK SI YEON AND RUIN HER PERFECT FACE FOR A PERFECT NOSE THAT DOESN'T SUIT HER.

THIS IS THE GUY HA EUN HAS A MASSIVE CRUSH ON.
KAMENASHI KAZUYA. when she's 25 i bet there'll be a handful of em ;)

this is miyavi. can you believe it? apparantly so. he's cute.. minus the hair :0

eyes + jawline + ??

my mum likes han ye seul. i think she's a pinhead. a hot pinhead.
WHO IN MY OPINION LOOKS JUST LIKE KIM HEE SUN.


SEE LOOK. SHE'S SO HOT ON THE LEFT. why.. WHY



and that's where she started

this is the girl from.. that drama my-girl. lee da hae?


THIS, ladies, is perfection. LUKE SKYWALKER <3>

edit: okay it looks like i'll just be browsing hot people all day today.


HANDS UP IF YOU THINK THIS GUY IS HOT? (me!!!)
ladies and gentlemen, this is superficial shallowness at its best :)



well overdue post..
lately i don't say anything much
spose i've turned into a marginally quieter person.
i'll post up my short stories and shit sometime maybe..
anyways
that music video, i was just bored sitting procrastinating today then i remembered it and i suddenly had an urge to watch it.
i like that music video because it reflected a lot of my childhood too.
i like the way it depicted life.
mine was a lot like that too, minus the boy parts like sports and magazines and girls.

it all started so perfectly you know? everyone was happy.. birthday cakes and everything.. then well. shit goes down the drain no?
if something is perfect it can only get worse right?
my life has been a series of bad turns since then- a series of bad turns with a lot of good consequences :)

Thursday, July 22, 2010

yeh im real artsy n shit so like FUCK MEH


http://prudence-stewart.tumblr.com/post/809717170/hairytesticles-thecoloredpicture#notes


there is something very beautiful
at the same time very haunting and sad
about that.

disenchanted. timeless.

it is like that foetus is now forever impervious to age illness or anything else
and it is there frozen in time inside that bag of placenta.
it is so very pretty o.o

i wonder if asian foetuses look like that too.. LOL JK :)

but oh man..

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

i keep forgetting this so

i must document it somewhere.

when i grow up i would like a small blue or black star to cover up this ugly spot i have on my arm.. this aint no normal spot its like a cancer spot.
i should get it checked up by a doctor but my mum's too cheap and cbf so i don't think it'll ever happen. in fact if i die of cancer let that be my blimmin' cbf mum's fault and mine for failing to take the initiative to walk to the local clinic just in case.

i would also like a tattoo of a fish or something.
something holy yknow :)

Friday, July 16, 2010

SYNC- CONNECT10

IT WAS AWESOME
IT WAS BRILLIANT
IT WAS YUMMY
IT WAS FUNTASTIC
WOHSDOFDSFSDG.
i'm still starstrukk!

i'm so glad i went :)
we all learnt so much!
and got to know all these people :D

!!

it went by so quick.
it still feels like monday..
the fact i haven't done any homework hasn't really hit me yet..

Sunday, July 11, 2010

EMERGENCY : SOMEBODY SHOW THIS TO SEWON



ok if you cut the bullshit (which is half of it)

you will see.
see it?

YES. YES THAT IS HIM.
THE GUY SEWON WAS OBSESSING OVER FOR ABOUT A TERM OR SO.
YES THAT IS HIM.


WHO
KNEW
HE
COULD
SING?

on par with those stars from cnblue and 2am and kim jong gook
and lesser singers like jessica (who i think sucked.. but the taeyeon redeemed her by singing in what i thought was pretty good english for a fob)



i love 2am

homnomnom oh yeah bebbeh so delishus.

there is something very 'rain' about their dance movies.
i think its the forcefulness / movement of their entire bodies.




he doesn't dance here but his voice is AMAZING.
GIVES ME GOOSEBUMPS
OH FUCK YEAH
i love his gangsta hat. ooooo boy (L)





and 2pm are also amazing live.
i wonder what it must be like going to one of these shows
must be fantastic.
some of the guys there are actually REALLY REALLY HOT.
something cameras make look not-so-hot tho ;d



the not-so-hot but irresistably cute 2AM!
i would date them just because they are SUCH AMAZING SINGERS.
LIKE SERIOUSLY YOU HAVE TO AGREE WITH ME
THEY'RE FUCKING EXCELLENT
guy with glasses in green hoodie - 완전 내 스타일이야~ ><
they're so
INDIVIDUALLY TALENTED
LIKE IM FORREALS THIS IS WHAT A BALLAD BAND SHOULD BE OMG (L)
except for that guy that keeps trying to act cute.. like a girl.. eugh.. it kinda freaks me out.
dno if it gets the girls in korea.. certainly doesn't get me.

(and epik high's what an awesome band should be)


when i was nine i wanted to be one of those girls
..
they were like. THE COOLEST. then i found out their eating habits and was like K CANNOT DO DAT ONE.

brb gonna watch the 2am video again *0*

Saturday, July 10, 2010

so i was looking through the bookshelves and..

i came across a folder containing shit from primary school and most of it was jacks but i did find ONE folder that was mine and BOY WAS I SURPRISED.

enter christine 2010. the anal one. the mostly grammatically correct, spelling obsessed freak that reads too deeply into things.. and reads.. a lot.

christine 2003. small asian girl with low self esteem. good at maths and scientific things. shit at english and listening tasks.
here's what i wrote

'I have achieved many things this year, however i need to improve my English work and my listening skills. I am good at maths and i improved a lot in my writing since the year started. I am making a pretty good progress at school and I a very interested in space and the histories of countries like: Egyptian, Greek and Roman. I read lots of thick books in the library and really like long fiction books. I also like assignements and projects on space. sometimes i research things like ancient egyptians because they are very interesting.'


LOL COMPLETE OPPOSITE OF ME NOW.
i don't do any histories. i suck SHIT at mathematics and.. i'm not bad at english (though i DO go to a school dominated by asians and, might i say, UNBIASED teachers)

idno i just have a feeling, depending on the schools you go to and which teacher,
most primary school teachers are full of shit.
well .. most of mine were full of it.
i was always the asian girl that was quite and sort of mentally retarded... but good at math. they have favourites in the class (always the white girls in my classes)
but yeah. .

i remember all my teachers names

Kindy (Yr1 in NZ) : MRS VERCOE.
i remember sitting down on the green carpet as she read us a story and looking up her nose and thinking wow.. what big nostrils she has.. she was really old and wore glasses and had very short grey/white hair. she could have passed for a man if she tried hard.

YR1 (Yr2 in NZ) : MRS HADLEE.
she got married the year she had us. i wore rollerblades to her wedding. dont' think she appreciated that. i felt so out of place because everyone else had bought gifts and i hadn't. and coz i was asian. she was blonde and kind of young looking.


Yr2 (i was like wtf why am i repeating yr2) Mrs Gillyland.
super duper platinum blonde. always wore thick eyeliner. did a deep roaring voice thing when she got pissed off at us. called us her treasures. was pretty shit at finding a solution to my friendlessness and stopping the bullying. (this was at asquith) i remember one time she stood me up in front of the class and was like WELL CHRISTINE HAS NOBODY TO PLAY WITH AT LUNCH TODAY. SOMEBODY'S GOT TO DO IT. *long silence* oh boy that was SO EMBARRASSING. FUCK. i was also incredibly smart (in comparison to the rest of those asquith girls/boys bound yobos. god she was such a pathetic teacher.

Yr 3. Mrs Dallinger.
SHE was funny. hahahah. i moved schools coz i kept getting bullied like the sad asian i am. i remember she had all these catch phrases she used to use on the problem kids. and random sound effects ilek DULDUDHLSFSD DOWN DEV! NO NAVARRE! SIT STANLEY! and so on. she also bestowed upon me a nickname that would eventually stick... c.j. ...
i still remember what it was for it was in maths and she was putting initials in boxes.. to make a table.. yeah...

Yr4. Mrs Sutherland
fucking psycho. fullstop like seriously, she didn't like us using erasers in maths and one time i was using one and she picked it up and threw it out the window. just like that. just before school ended she let me go outside to retrieve it but oh my god she was such a fucking nut. she didn't even give us lollies! bitch. in terms of lollies i think Mrs Hadlee was the best. she gave us one every time we had maths.. ah.. and the sticker chart *0* i also think mrs sutherland was fucking crazy. we were in yr4 and we were ranked. she gave us ridiculous tasks like reading and writing reviews and shit on the rabbit fence - FUCKING BORING MOVIE. oh boy.

yr5. Mrs Mckenzie
she was nice. she was blond.. sort of skinny.. had really long toes. was kind of serious.. was.. actually really nice to me. uhm. i think she had favourites. she was rather nice to me because i was pretty smart.. she didn't really overdo the bravado but she DID get rid of a lot of my super shit self esteem (thanks mrs sutherland you gay hawk) yeah.. but i remember the other girls (coz baulkham hills north was a shit school with a lot of problematic kids) pressured me into putting in good words for them. like when they get into trouble and somehow i was witness they would make me go see her at lunch and say it wasn't them.. (when it was).. oh .. those were the days

yr6. Mrs Kindleysides.
just because her name has a 'kind' in it, doesn't make her nice. she was a witch o_o. she had short blonde hair, had enormous sides.. ehh... she had an english accent. she .. made us do everything english (in my opinion she was more than a bit racist) she gave me a detention and a warning (which was something very serious) for.. guess what? crossing the road. this was at like 4.30 when everyone was gone home and there were no cars and i was crossing the road.. to get to my mums car and she happened to see me. she made me walk down the street and cross at the crossing and walk to her so she could tell me i had detention the next day. FREAK. she also made the school days lame things like mediaeval day. in fact most of our education was based upon mediaeval england. a whole lot of rubbish she made us do on castles and jousting and flags and feudal systems and other stupid shit like that. FUUUUCK. she also shouted at us a lot like a pmsing bitch. one time i turned around. like i didn't even turn around (i was going to) and she shouted CHRISTINE! PAY ATTENTION! IT WAS SO LOUD OMG SHE"S SO ANNOYING ARGH


so you see, primary teachers are mostly full of shit.
they really should consider raising their standards. it's young peoples' minds we're talking about here. most of my teachers were CRAZY. OHMYGOD.
and all white . hmmm..

needless to say, my highschool teachers (psht DUHHH I GO TO ONE OF THE BEST SCHOOLS IN THE STATE. AND THATS NOT EVEN JUST AMONGST THE GIRL SCHOOLS)
are of a significantly higher calibre.
they're the material the best teachers are made out of
teachers you can have a genuine conversation with.. who have character and.. dont COMMAND respect and good behaviour.. but they get it anyway because.. they're awesome?
HAHAHHAHA

omg the other day i saw mr farrel. he had short hair and i was going to say hi (but his chinese wife was next to him and LOL instead i stared on going :O
SO THATS WHO HIS NEW WIFE IS
hahahahaha.\

but yeah i would rather home school my kid than send them to a white school.
like seriously they literally said things like ' what are you doing here? why don't you go back to where you came from? '
which is ironic coz they were white and i could just as easily ask the same question to them but back then i thought they were the lordly white shitheads and i the lowly yellow banana.

Chris Crocker - Codependency.



REPPIN'





i know i've always said i wish i had a gay best friend but

.. i don't anymore
i have something better
CHRIS CROCKER HAHHA

all hail chris crocker!

Friday, July 9, 2010

appleee

you know i've always had issues with apple's legal.. policy.
the way it's all full-on about its shit.

yeah okay, so apple's stuff's pretty darn good.
so?
apple is still a company.
you know a website page had to be taken down because apple bitched about it to its lawyers and they sent some 'threatening and authoritative' email backed up by 2384324 laws stating blablablabalbla its their stuff

so it had to be taken down.

though in my opinion it was no different from a normal product review
(btw it was about how the macbook air sucks ballsacks.. its hard drive is the same as an ipod.. thingy.. yeah i dont remember the specs BUT ITS SHIT)

http://static.thepiratebay.org/apple_response.txt


LOL

so this is what i do in the holidays. read random shit.
yet another example. the rest of the stories are pretty funny too :0
though im a great fan of dreamworks's stuff.



Wednesday, July 7, 2010

reLIVING it!

i was going through old archives and i remember in my primary school years i would watch a lot of cartoons on the internet.
foamy the squirrel.
i was introduced to it by a boy named kevin.
he was chinese. he was really funny.
we were friends because we both had finished kingdom hearts.

he was a GEEK! (but not.. you know..)

anyways so yeah foamy the squirrel. retrospectively i can see this fictional personality had a huge impact on me. like seriously.
i got a feeling this guy is the influence that gave me my strongly opinionated voice.
this is the kind of stuff my parents would have forbidden me to watch.
HAHAHA.

http://www.friendsoffoamy.com/videos/foamys-rant-episode-023

was the one i last watched.
ohhhh i didn't know then but that relationship thing applies a lot to people i know.
except instead of saying
SHUT THE FUCK UP I DONT CARE
YOU'RE WEAK MINDED AND STUPID

i saw aww . and show sympathy and pretend to care very well.
sometimes i do care.
other times.. not so much ^^

I LOVE FOAMYY :D (but some things are boring and perhaps i only liked them because i was.. idno.. ten?)

http://www.friendsoffoamy.com/official-episodes





if only i had a four handed buddy

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

despicable me

jermaine clement from flight of the conchords is a minor voice in it.
nuff said.
(RUSSEL BRAND IS IN IT TOO OO YUMMY)




ITS SO FLUFFFY IM GONNA DIE!



http://video.sina.com.cn/v/b/25948612-1287086557.html

that is for all up fans.
DUG'S SPECIAL MISSION. naw