i am a king and will not be hated

god made me beautiful
i am beautiful
my BODY, parts and p i e c e s
jiggly bits and all.

and when my mind wanders.. where it go?

i'm starting eco now
yeah i know i'm fucked
god knows when i'll start for legal
or start writing my stuff for viva voce

yeah i know fuck you it's yr12 whatever.
i'm a winger T___T

i am spoilt?

where the fuck did he get the money to buy all this shit
amongst all the other things he got me

i now have
3 swatch watches. the black one, if you tap the screen, the hands move to times in differnet places or something. like it changes depending on what the time is.. like the hour hand iwll move 80 degrees anticlockwise and the minute 180 clockwise or osmething.. yeah its really entertaining to watch
a pair of sunglasses from renoma.. that are too round for my liking
a nice jacket
laneige eyeliner
mamonde sunscreen and eyeliner
tony moly eyeliner
what the FUCK I ASKED FOR ONE
and a skincare set.. for age control..
and headphones
and earphones
and gel pens
and glow in the dark stars
and highlighters
and an arnold palmer umbrella.. which is pretty useless coz i'm going to keep using my cheap asian yellow pooh bear umbrella

i gave my brother a swatch watch
i wanted it.. even though it looked kinda manly.
and all this other shit.
i wish my sunglasses actually looked good and weren't a waste of.. how many hundred dollars he spent on them = =
i would have much rather preferred 10$ sunglasses that looked hot. fml.

all the skincare products he got me and mum have a whitening element LOL
EVERY SINGLE ONE WHITENS THE SKIN
and the sets all have a bb cream included
lOL I HAV BB CREAM NOW IM GONNA BE RELLI PALE
LOLSIdj FOsdFERIODFsdf EIOFSf?

my uncle though is giving me his iphone 3gs coz he's upgrading to an iphone 4
lulz

IPHONE 3GS FUK YEA
OMGOD xD

FORGET IT ALL.

someday this moment will just be a memory

all the crazy shit i did last night

remember in yr9 when i thought kid kudi was the shit?
(i still do)

watching david guetta mv's makes me feel sad.
especially that one for sexy bitch.
seriously.
i'm just like... DAYUMM GURRRL.
they're ALLL SO SKINNY
and fucken tall
makes me wanna throw up everythingi eat and starve myself stupid.

if this be not love, it is madness, and then it is pardonable
william congreve, 'the old bachelor', 1693

he's just not that into you

1. i will not go out with a man who hasn't asked me out first
2. i will not go out with a man who keeps me waiting by the phone
3. i will not date a man who isn't sure he wants to date me
4. i will not date a man who makes me feel unattractive
5. i will not date a man who drinks or does drugs to an extent that makes me uncomfortable
6. i will not be with a man who's afraid to talk about our future
7. i will not, under any circumstances, spend my precious time with a man who has already rejected me
8. i will not date a man who is married
9. i will not be with a man who is clearly not a good, kind, loving person.

HEAR HEAR.

yeah yeah, okay so i'm slow

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lqSKVv6YO8g

amy winehouse is an amazing singer.
damn gurl.

oh yeah, for swimming carnival, the theme is jailhouse right?
well.. amy winehouse IS jailhouse
if i can find out how to do the beehive with my asian hair...
I'M SO GOING AS AMY WINEHOUSE :D

how nice :)

n a YouTube clip last year, Longoria Parker - who plays former runway model Gabrielle Solis on the popular US television series about life in suburbia - said her idea of paradise was being in love.

"Whether it is being in love or feeling love or giving love or receiving love, but to be in this constant environment of intimacy and ecstasy," she said.

"To me that is paradise,"

eva longoria's getting divorced coz her husband is a cheating skank.
hundreds of texts with another woman.
and cheating on her with ANOTHER woman earlier in their marriage.

bro. your wife is eva longoria. EVA LONGORIA.
why teh fuck would you do that to yourself?

this is a guy.

the weather today is delightful

i used to have a frog
its name was mojo.
it was very small. sort of dark. i found it really cute.
we kept it in a big plastic container with water and bricks and shit
with stuff like snails in it occasionally for it to eat.
one day, i came back home to find it gone.
frogs have this thing with sunlight. almost like photosynthesis, so we'd left the box outside.
mojo had disappeared without a trace. well, what could it have left behind? it was no snail. mojo had been a frog, after all.

i was just reading a story by murakami about a big frog.
say the word- frog. it's delightful.
frog, frog, frog. i could say it all day. frog.
it's almost funny. it brings a smile to my face.
frog frog frog. ribbet.
hello. i am a frog. i will pour tea for you and have civil conversation with you.
frog. i am a big frog.
frog.

i miss my frog sometimes :(
i would say i hope it's okay
but it's probably not.
it's probably dead.
but beyond all things of chance, i wish my little frogs guts weren't splayed out on some roadside to rot away in the sunlight, or digested by some nasty creature.
mojo will be my frog forever in my heart D<
and if i ever get another frog
i will name it mojo in mojo's memory.

frog. - smile -
HAHAHHAAH.



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Masakichi was a kind of special bear. And so the other bears, who weren't so special, tended to shun him.

an interesting fact about me-

i am scared to fuck of menopause.
so until then i plan to cram in as many slanty-eyed, mathematically-talented, asian babies as possible.
(coz my husband will be good at math)

and they will be bought up like mafia-children
and be geniuses in their own right.

its.haeun says:
*heheheheh
*:D
*you know
*theres a thing always said in our group
*and thats that sewon has the capacity to dominate
*and sewon and cj will make O: gg
*but then that would never work out
*cause they'll end up clashing with each other
*but just saying
*imagine a world with sewon and cj as overlords O_O
-       megan        says:
*LOL
*if world was dominated by sewon and ck
**cj
*noone will ever sleep
its.haeun says:
*LOL YES
*HAHAHAHAH
-       megan        says:
*can u imagine them installing like
*PA systems
*in everyones houses
its.haeun says:
*OMG YES
-       megan        says:
*and like shouting random shit
its.haeun says:
*and making them
-       megan        says:
*when they feel like it?
its.haeun says:
*act out whatevers in their heads?
-       megan        says:
*ahahahhahaha
its.haeun says:
*and going spaztic
*oh man
*dont even want to imagine it

english is taking over my life and i'm not sure how i feel about it

sometimes i forget that
wishful thinking never got me anywhere

it kept me happy though

:D


lalalalala i have developed really shit sleeping habits again
no math! *dance*
no science! *dance*

please let me have a good weekend
and yr12
LOVE.

i'm beginning to realise
every profound or insightful thought/realisation i had about literature / language itself

has already been thought of by someone
it is called philosophy
fucking hell i should have just studied philosophy and saved myself the bother of thinking it all up by myself and then realising someone else had already thought of it miles deeper than i had ever fathomed the subject could go
:0

the awe of the world

my outsider love

not the best mv but
HOW HOT IS HE NOW
AND HOW MUCH DOES HE LOOK LIKE KIM RAE WON
from coffee prince, my little bride, love story at harvard and all those other dramas?
dash that HE LOOKS EVEN HOTTER
OH MY GODD



and look how drag-queeny bitch he looked before with his fag hair?

it's the suit.
yes barney stintson
everyone looks hotter when they suit up

and the haircut lol

JOYFUL JOYFUL LORD

HI GUYS
SORRY FOR BEING SUCH AN ANGSTY BITCH

you know i love ye all ye?


JOYFUL JOYFUL
GOD IS SO GOOD TO ME.

seriously
i am one
seriously lucky girl.
:)