you win some you lose some

i bort a dress


i will get it professionally tailored. just don't know a good place..
white spot is dust on the mirror

this is what i did in exam week

old photo of me last summer. i'm such a bamf

yesterday i went to bed at 2.30
i was too panicked so i fell asleep almost two hours later
then i had a nightmare that we were being assessed on completely different texts, i think hamlet and this short story and poem i'd never even read but maybe heard of
so there i was sitting an exam and writing an essay on a text i don't really remember, one i'd thought i sort of had heard of, and one i never read or anything whatsoever!
the feeling of being completely fucking fucked!
and everyone else had known except for me
yeah o_o
i woke up really disorientated and even more panicked
so in the actual exam i was like O_O O_O O_O
and to make myself feel better i had some mcdonalds. then pizza when i got home.

it's an ironic thing my dress is still too big for me.
i ought to get it professionally tailored. thing is, i don't trust the tailors around here.. maybe i should go find a really.. reputable tailor.. to entrust my clothes to.. heh..

i need a shower

but i just wanted to share with the world how good at bsing i am.

jokes. but i think i am full of shit = good at bsing
and procrastinating HOOHOO :D

whys everyone seem so happy? I'M SO MISERABLE.
and overworked.
STOP MAKING ME JELLY! WHY ARE YOU SO FREKAING HAPPY
HAPPY PEOPLE WHAT IS YOUR SECRET
jokes i know it.


it's shoes, isn't it?

black milk is reopening in like 20 minutes and..

i want this


yeah so instead of writing my conflicting perspectives essay (which every time i tried to write, my eyes just started bleeding and yeah k so i didn't)
i stalked those online shopping places
and this is what i think

etsy has some cute stuff, but the ratio from worth to shit is 1/40 so not really worth the time browsing
also it's hand made, so it can either be a bargain and w/e worth it, or just shoddy pseudo hipster shit that's actually really chat.
speaking of chat
alright, so like public opinion, okay. jeffrey campbell shoes are pretty damn nice.
but i was looking at them too, and some of them are just

dno.
fucking weird?

i think you have to be either really insecure or with too much money to actually BUY some of the stuff there.

so after
40 minutes of abuse
(i took 20 minutes to browse)

in the end i ended up not buying :(
because of my faggot conservative asian friends.

if you love me and have lots of money
please buy me these in xs

http://shop.blackmilkclothing.com/product/crystal-swimsuit

cmon mum...

jokes.

but seriously by the time i save up enough money these will be out of stock.... and production...


and i will be one devo bitch :(

my life is a cycle of devo :(

ONLY HA EUN EVER UNDERSTANDS ME

뭐야??!?!

[12:43:34 AM] haeunni: ...........................

[12:43:35 AM] haeunni: 기분나쁘게

[12:43:37 AM] haeunni: .................

[12:43:41 AM] haeunni: 그렇게 잘났어?

[12:43:42 AM] haeunni: 헐

NO SERIOUSLY, SHE VOICED THE UNSPOKEN WORDS OF MY HEART :(

AHH MY 자존심 SANGHAEFUCKINGFAILKOREAN

あきらめてもいい？

no seriously why does my life suck so much

everything good seems to be a means to distract myself from how shitty it is

jokes i'm being overdramatic

but fuck i really could use a holiday

here's a little story

so you can all laugh at my misfortune and be like hahaha thank god i'm not her

well

today started off with my alarm going off at 6.10

fml.

then when i woke up and checked my exam timetable i realised my jap speaking was in the middle of my eco exam; let's not forget roberts hates me, and there's no school today so i'll be literally telling her i can't sit the speaking exam the day before it (which is better than on the day) and she'll probably make me sit it on the spot

then there's the eco exam, which has a lot of maths and i'm not really looking forward to; all you bitches have a good snigger/snicker? here

then i just shut down and didn't want to do anything because my life is miserable and i'm fucked head to toe

then i had jap tutoring and the teacher made me do an impromptu speech off the bat

then when i was trying to get home all the buses and trains were cancelled because it's public holidays and its trackwork and nobody gives a fuck about the hills area

so i was waiting for the trainbus and assumed it would be free because that's the way they usuallly do it but then they said buy a ticket

so i sprinted and bought a ticket and missed the bus i waited 20 mins for

and had to wait another 20 minutes and the driver of that didn't even bother checking my ticket

today is a shitty day

i'm pretty fucked for exams

i just wanna be a housewife plz

arts/law is just my backup plan

seriouslay. who would wanna be a lawyer ALLL their lives... (it seems so boring)

all that paper, all that monotonous talking.

my mum was like wtfuck why are you doing arts

why are you doing a degree that'll get you NOWHERE

and i was like D: stfu bich :(

金曜日から今日まで勉強ぜんぜんしなかったの。悪いけど。

オレは、さいしょからポテーと・チップスのことが好きじゃなかった。

でも、きのう母が二つ買ってきた。オレはきょうみはなくて食べなかったが、今朝朝ごはんを食べる時食欲があまりなくて、何かスナックのような小さいことが食べたくなった。そしてきゅうに、オレも分からなくて、手がポテート・チップスをとって部屋に行った。

オレは今までポテート・チップスしか食べなかった。

オレはポテート・チップスはぜんぜん好きじゃないけど食べた。

しおからいすぎてあまりおいしくないさ。

どうして？と考え見た

しけんがあるからだ。

I was going to say exams are scary things, but someone just bashed on the front door and I'm home alone and now I'm scared shitless so I'm just going to munch on my too-salty potato chips.

when i was god

i used to be able to stay up until 4am for exams


now i feel beat at 12.40

i'm growing old :(
i don't wanna fail!

what of this fish would you wish?

things i ought to do (and have not done)

- read the 80 pages of eco we're going to be assessed on and LEARN ALL THE MATHS

- separate all the darfur conflict thing into key headings and memorise it so i can shoot it off the top of my head

- hamlet themes/characters/wahtevers MEMORISE POINTS + QUOTES

- japanese kanji+vocab.. sentence structure....s... fucking roberts

- relationships arguements + vocab

- ext eng- if on a winters night a traveller arguements, revise orlando + 2 relateds

wewf.

- man up

NORWEGIAN WOOD

seriouslayy?
seriouslyayyyy...
lol

kiko mizuhara is so hot
i didnt know she was half korean / american
AGHHHH NO WONDER SHE LOOKS LIKE CHANEL IMAN

okay that was a weird movie. 2 cute scenes where he gets her a birthday present and cake, and the other where he's like i love you give me some time (wuss) and she's like okay because i trust you but when you choose me choose only me andbAISFHSDOF omg