such joy

opening the box was probably the best feeling

then it was the badum badum fuck if it doesn't fit

and it did

then it was

walking around the house in them

yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss today is good day. (lol, what exams?)

talking to myself again ahhhhhah

note to myself : i will never buy another pair of shoes. this year.

NO MORE.

one day one day one day i'll realise that i am truly alone so it won't matter what i say

say because there is no reason not to but in saying so it gives it solid, tangible form and confirms the existence of something i'd rather deny and pretend never happened

yes it never happened happened happened
but seriously no more shoes.

jokes on mee, bruh


so o o o o o i want to play