is this even possible?

tis tuesday and i already feel exhausted and tired and lazy and friday.




commerce and science in one day. two of the hardest hitters.
why do i feel that i'm not prepared for any of this?
why don't i care?
(as yeji said) i will care once i get the results back.
results telling me i'm not good enough and blablabla then my asian mum has to inflate that and shove it into my ears and make me feel even more insignificant and stupid and simple and 9939393
i want to be a tumbleweed when i grow up 8)
weeee

but seriously.
if i dont want to fail/mess up in epic proportions, i should study right? because if i fail i'll go through the tortures outlined above.
wrong, i do not study and take my chances on my memory capacity/natural genius(or not) and either ace it or crash and die and scream.
which is what happened with math coz that's something you need to consistantly work on and is... uncrammable. which is why it's one of my most hated subjects.
do your maths hw kids.
but im in mr ms class so i don't do it, just to piss him off a little more.
scienceeeeeeeeeee ....................................
ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..................................................................

zzzzzzzz will finis post tomraqw


a dream is like being able to fly or drive a car through the sky :D
happy tastes like candy and fairy floss and sunshine .
i can see rainbows. time for beddybyetime .