forget about your boyfriend and meet me at the hotel room. ho.

NSG FORMAL :D
umm. also the first day of my p's.
my unborn baby being vengeful.
as you might know, the first day for me is like hell. sometimes i stay home just because of it. it's like someone stabbed a knife into my stomach and started to draw circles or something. kills. and my legs get serious muscle pain. and i get migrains.
today in total i think i took five pills.
and i can still feel it (though very slightly)

i spent most of the day going O_O OMG IM SUCH A LOSER
and being a loner. my dress was the longest out of most peoples. and it was like a garbage bag. if i shook my ass you wouldn't have been able to tell.
i spent most of the formal at the table trying to look normal because i'd run out of panadol. i took two more when i got back, but yeah, formal was painful.
jung and yool and raymond and all the other nsg's must think im some sort of anti social whore. which is a paradox i know.

sorry man. i feel so dead.

oh yeah the hummerzines were hot.

EVERYONE SHOULD GO TO THE DANCE.

i am in a state of internal disquiet.

i dont know what i'm saying.

hornsby formal is going to be so fun.
maybe i should have said i'll go to normo formal.

btw nsg's are hot.
they all looked like dolls tonight.
normos wish they were me :)

i think i'll update later.

but- hummerzine's were hot. 500$ each. took 2.
so many couples grinding.
i wish i had someone i liked. so i can dance with them and take them to formal(s).
but i don't.
jang geun suk is with me in spirit.

zzz

yes i think i'll update later.