you may not know the unspoken, unwritten rules that govern being a new girl.
you have to be shy, not overbearing, nice to everyone try to not piss off your school and do everything you can to be happy and not piss anyone off blabla
well i think i've broken every one of those rules.
i repeat, nsg is not bad.
but the difference is really getting to me now.
i'm turning into a dick and pissing myself off so when people get pissed at me i dont even care.
i'm turning into one of those tools who don't give a fuck about anything, esp school and much less about themselves.
let me be a little prat and not grow up and fuck myself over.
i don't want to suck it up. i have for three weeks and tried to be happy and then i was for a bit but then i was like hangon you're lying to yourself and then..
i lost my trail of thought.
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