today i woke up in pain.
yesterday i woke up in pain.
the day before i woke up in pain.
pain has characterised a lot of my days lately.
in fact, it has been a key factor.
it has been the x in all the equations.
fuck it doesn't make sense okay wtevs.
anyways, i woke up thinking ah fuck my mouth canes like a bitch.
i could take a painkiller.
i could get out of bed.
i could get dressed.
i could go to class, learn the stuff we're going to be assessed on in the exams
i could go school and come back.
but i didn't.
it's all about opportunity cost. i sacrifice the opportunity to learn and bask with glee for an hour in my friends glorious prescences.. or.. sleep. mmm.
the combined pains of waking up too early x mouth pain was too overwhelming for my poor system and i suffocated myself back to sleep.
i think the problem here is, my bed is much too comfy. (and the school is much too far)
much. too. comfy.
even when i just sit on it i end up falling asleep.
EVEN IF I JUST WANT A LITTLE QUIET DOWN-TIME I END UP FALLING INTO A DREAM.
A GOOD DREAM..
this time, i dreamt of ha-eun.
we were choosing things. i forgot what. it was stupid
i got frustrated because i was so indecisive.
no hablo espanol. mi temo hablo espanol.
i dont even think i got that right but that's the extent of my spanish.
bueno.
kinder bueno. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm :)
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