My room is a cage
The sun streams through the window,
the bellhops are at my door
like those little soldiers
who want to take me away.
I don't want to work,
I don't want to lunch
I only want to forget and so I smoke.
Long ago I knew the smell of love,
a million roses didn't smell as sweet.
Now a single flower in my way makes me sick.
Chorus
I am not proud if this life
that wants to kill me.
It's magnificent to be sympatico
but I have never known this.
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Saturday, August 21, 2010
i sat on my brother to see what would happen
nothing did.
--
like, he was gaming and i went behind him and sat on his back.
.. he just kept gaming.
whereas in our school it would elicit a most tremendous response all to do with how weird it is to feel two lumps of fat on your back.. that belongs to a bottom.. ... harh ar
--
like, he was gaming and i went behind him and sat on his back.
.. he just kept gaming.
whereas in our school it would elicit a most tremendous response all to do with how weird it is to feel two lumps of fat on your back.. that belongs to a bottom.. ... harh ar
why megan chen is my role model + should be a stand-up comedian
◍ CJAYY!! says:
*ene; stylehungrycrew. says:
*that's not too bad.
*i mean, you can't really complain about alcohol, can you ?
*.. you did come to the school dance highly intoxicated, if i so do remember.
◍ CJAYY!! says:
*............
*wow
bene; stylehungrycrew. says:
*damn right.
*FUCK THIS
*BAD MEMORY TIME
*EUHG
- megan says:
*WOW
*says the bald idiot dressed in maccas colours
*tripping over his own leg
◍ CJAYY!! says:
*LOKL
*IOSDFJOSDf
*IO WOULD SO
*C+P THAT
*BUT THAT IS TOO MEAN
- megan says:
*DUDE
◍ CJAYY!! says:
*THAT IS ACUTALLKY
- megan says:
*NO
◍ CJAYY!! says:
*REALLY GOOD THO
- megan says:
*AHHAHA
◍ CJAYY!! says:
*LL
- megan says:
*wow im surprised u got more offended over primitive
*i would have actually like
*slammed my laptop
*and take a train to hornsby
*if he commented on me being highly intoxicated
◍ CJAYY!! says:
*LOL
*hornsby?
*why hornsby'
- megan says:
*i think thats where he lives
*or gets off
*:D
*(Y)
◍ CJAYY!! says:
*LOL
*and then
*what
*kill him?
- megan says:
*no
*i'll smash his head with his imaginary 8 year old copy of great expectation
*and then burn his koreanto english electronic dictionar
*y
◍ CJAYY!! says:
*LOL
*LOL
*LOL
*YOU'RE MAKING ME LAUGH
*LIKE ACTUALLY
*IM LIKE[
- megan says:
*and say in those guerilla leader voices
◍ CJAYY!! says:
*LOL
*HAHAHFODSF
- megan says:
*THIS IS FOR CHRISTINE
*LOOK WHO'S PRIMITIVE NOW
*and then burn his clothes
◍ CJAYY!! says:
*LIKKLLLOLOL
- megan says:
*and then walk out with my bazooka
*"haters gun hate"
◍ CJAYY!! says:
*LOLL
*dude
*this be epic
*im putting this somewhere
MEGRAN U SO FUNNEH
*ene; stylehungrycrew. says:
*that's not too bad.
*i mean, you can't really complain about alcohol, can you ?
*.. you did come to the school dance highly intoxicated, if i so do remember.
◍ CJAYY!! says:
*............
*wow
bene; stylehungrycrew. says:
*damn right.
*FUCK THIS
*BAD MEMORY TIME
*EUHG
- megan says:
*WOW
*says the bald idiot dressed in maccas colours
*tripping over his own leg
◍ CJAYY!! says:
*LOKL
*IOSDFJOSDf
*IO WOULD SO
*C+P THAT
*BUT THAT IS TOO MEAN
- megan says:
*DUDE
◍ CJAYY!! says:
*THAT IS ACUTALLKY
- megan says:
*NO
◍ CJAYY!! says:
*REALLY GOOD THO
- megan says:
*AHHAHA
◍ CJAYY!! says:
*LL
- megan says:
*wow im surprised u got more offended over primitive
*i would have actually like
*slammed my laptop
*and take a train to hornsby
*if he commented on me being highly intoxicated
◍ CJAYY!! says:
*LOL
*hornsby?
*why hornsby'
- megan says:
*i think thats where he lives
*or gets off
*:D
*(Y)
◍ CJAYY!! says:
*LOL
*and then
*what
*kill him?
- megan says:
*no
*i'll smash his head with his imaginary 8 year old copy of great expectation
*and then burn his koreanto english electronic dictionar
*y
◍ CJAYY!! says:
*LOL
*LOL
*LOL
*YOU'RE MAKING ME LAUGH
*LIKE ACTUALLY
*IM LIKE[
- megan says:
*and say in those guerilla leader voices
◍ CJAYY!! says:
*LOL
*HAHAHFODSF
- megan says:
*THIS IS FOR CHRISTINE
*LOOK WHO'S PRIMITIVE NOW
*and then burn his clothes
◍ CJAYY!! says:
*LIKKLLLOLOL
- megan says:
*and then walk out with my bazooka
*"haters gun hate"
◍ CJAYY!! says:
*LOLL
*dude
*this be epic
*im putting this somewhere
MEGRAN U SO FUNNEH
Friday, August 20, 2010
희망은 잠들지 않는 꿈
I WUV KUHYUN
his voice is like. *0*
uhhh this week has been a hard week.
i have not done so much work in a long time.
ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhm.
short story.. i would post up.. but..
THEY'RE SO EXPLICIT AND WHO WOULD BE BOTHERED TO READ THEM?
i have a new jap assistant teacher
i'm still trying to figure out whether he's hot or just looks like a bitch.
2 weeks till exams
uh.
am i meant to have started studying?
i have people over from church and they're annoying.
koreans suck in general. JK I WUV U KOREANZ.
k brain juice gone me tired baibai <3x
MAGIC MAGIC MAGIC MAGIC MAGIC MAGIC MAGIC FOUNTAIN
DUHHH UHH UHH UHH BUH BUH BUHUHUHUHUHH
his voice is like. *0*
uhhh this week has been a hard week.
i have not done so much work in a long time.
ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhm.
short story.. i would post up.. but..
THEY'RE SO EXPLICIT AND WHO WOULD BE BOTHERED TO READ THEM?
i have a new jap assistant teacher
i'm still trying to figure out whether he's hot or just looks like a bitch.
2 weeks till exams
uh.
am i meant to have started studying?
i have people over from church and they're annoying.
koreans suck in general. JK I WUV U KOREANZ.
k brain juice gone me tired baibai <3x
MAGIC MAGIC MAGIC MAGIC MAGIC MAGIC MAGIC FOUNTAIN
DUHHH UHH UHH UHH BUH BUH BUHUHUHUHUHH
Sunday, August 15, 2010
it is sometimes exhausting
going to a school full of amazingly talented pretty smart hard-working girls
because i'm so lazy.
they expect me to do all this work.
i don't do it.
i'm pressured to do it coz all the other girls do.
it's also frustrating to see some girls pull down our glorious school name.
i won't have someone running for prefect who's convinced our school is 'fucking shit' and wishes she could go to some whatever school
BECAUSE I TELL YOU ONCE I TELL YOU AGAIN
hornsby girls really is the best :)
for me.
should be for you too.
we are all (mostly) such lovely people.
and the rest are still lovely rotten bitches. note the prescence of lovely.
lovely meaning we can all suck it up and get along.
i get the feeling my life is getting nowhere.
my life is like my short stories - it has no direction.
i need a grounding of some sort. nah co-dependancy is fucking pathetic.
but it has been sort of depressing these days.
and my attendance rate is fucking shit.
rather than being one of those quick learners who can memorise + recite easily
i wish i had more in the effort department
i'm so fucknig lazy and i can't bring myself to do any work
like
esp for maths and spanish LOL
i suppose if i tried i would do okay.
but i don't want to. i hate doing things i don't want to so i never do it.
that's an unhealthy philosophy- one cannot live merely doing what they want to do.
... but i can get away with it so i do it anyway. that's fucking conceited but i don't envy myself at all.
another confusing thing is me being bright? ????
i am just a carrot.
i have never really thought of myself as anything
but stiflingly average.
i was pretty below average in primary.
painstakingly average in every sense and aspect. so dull and AVERAGE.
FUCK MY LIFE.
eh. i want a ps3.
another thing worth of note:
as you all know i am not of a very affluent background.. anymore.
we are very pov.
my uniform is no less than 8 sizes too big.
it is like a 32-34 or wahtever.
i am a 24-26.
my mum won't buy me a uniform that fits me because she says its too expensive.
i'm worried about being a dag at semiformal coz i can't buy pretty and pricey dresses.
today my dad came home with a 50" HDTV, a brand new computer which has all these impressive specs, a 1TB external hard drive, norton anti virus
all of which cost at least 2k.
where the fuck did we get the funds for this?
..
they wouldnt even buy me one of those little laptops tht i can take to school and write notes when i'm at places
those are like 200$ if you use the tax rebate.
wtfuck?
so am i meant ot be delighted or upset and pissed off?
i'm confused.
you know i was just starting to think
yay we finally got a hdtv and now i'm thinking...
LOL.... we're the last ones to get one.
like. every house i go to they have one and i just.. kinda took it for granted that everyone has one but us..
coz i don't watch tv..
yeah.
because i'm so lazy.
they expect me to do all this work.
i don't do it.
i'm pressured to do it coz all the other girls do.
it's also frustrating to see some girls pull down our glorious school name.
i won't have someone running for prefect who's convinced our school is 'fucking shit' and wishes she could go to some whatever school
BECAUSE I TELL YOU ONCE I TELL YOU AGAIN
hornsby girls really is the best :)
for me.
should be for you too.
we are all (mostly) such lovely people.
and the rest are still lovely rotten bitches. note the prescence of lovely.
lovely meaning we can all suck it up and get along.
i get the feeling my life is getting nowhere.
my life is like my short stories - it has no direction.
i need a grounding of some sort. nah co-dependancy is fucking pathetic.
but it has been sort of depressing these days.
and my attendance rate is fucking shit.
rather than being one of those quick learners who can memorise + recite easily
i wish i had more in the effort department
i'm so fucknig lazy and i can't bring myself to do any work
like
esp for maths and spanish LOL
i suppose if i tried i would do okay.
but i don't want to. i hate doing things i don't want to so i never do it.
that's an unhealthy philosophy- one cannot live merely doing what they want to do.
... but i can get away with it so i do it anyway. that's fucking conceited but i don't envy myself at all.
another confusing thing is me being bright? ????
i am just a carrot.
i have never really thought of myself as anything
but stiflingly average.
i was pretty below average in primary.
painstakingly average in every sense and aspect. so dull and AVERAGE.
FUCK MY LIFE.
eh. i want a ps3.
another thing worth of note:
as you all know i am not of a very affluent background.. anymore.
we are very pov.
my uniform is no less than 8 sizes too big.
it is like a 32-34 or wahtever.
i am a 24-26.
my mum won't buy me a uniform that fits me because she says its too expensive.
i'm worried about being a dag at semiformal coz i can't buy pretty and pricey dresses.
today my dad came home with a 50" HDTV, a brand new computer which has all these impressive specs, a 1TB external hard drive, norton anti virus
all of which cost at least 2k.
where the fuck did we get the funds for this?
..
they wouldnt even buy me one of those little laptops tht i can take to school and write notes when i'm at places
those are like 200$ if you use the tax rebate.
wtfuck?
so am i meant ot be delighted or upset and pissed off?
i'm confused.
you know i was just starting to think
yay we finally got a hdtv and now i'm thinking...
LOL.... we're the last ones to get one.
like. every house i go to they have one and i just.. kinda took it for granted that everyone has one but us..
coz i don't watch tv..
yeah.
Saturday, August 14, 2010
私がもう少しきれいだったら
I AM NOT THE LAST RESORT.
OR TO BE USED AS THE RESERVE OR THE BACKUP
K THX
on the other hand i am lacking material. inspiration.
ta ta ta ta what kitsch shit my stories are.
so trite and insincere!
I NEED FUCKEN INSPIRATION
okay my food tastes like shit.
fuck women's rights, i'm going to go make a sandwich
lol japanese version of mister by kara.
i didnt know 'jakku' was a japanese word too HAHA seriously some parts are exactly the same as the korean one
like seriously i love goo hara.
she is never.. not super hot.
Height: 164cm
Weight: 43kg
and like taller than me and .. really skinny o_o
oh to be a k-pop star
OR TO BE USED AS THE RESERVE OR THE BACKUP
K THX
on the other hand i am lacking material. inspiration.
ta ta ta ta what kitsch shit my stories are.
so trite and insincere!
I NEED FUCKEN INSPIRATION
okay my food tastes like shit.
fuck women's rights, i'm going to go make a sandwich
lol japanese version of mister by kara.
i didnt know 'jakku' was a japanese word too HAHA seriously some parts are exactly the same as the korean one
like seriously i love goo hara.
she is never.. not super hot.
Height: 164cm
Weight: 43kg
and like taller than me and .. really skinny o_o
oh to be a k-pop star
Thursday, August 12, 2010
the art of what?
yeah yeah yeah so like yeah
TODAY I AM HAPPY BECAUSE
i met eden on the way back from school.
was awesome coz i havent seen her in ages
she was the one who convinced me to go back to hornsby
8)
WEHWOEHAWOEA.
uh.
she also told me my jersey name should be seagull.
coz on the first day of yr7 her and jackie caught the bus with us
yeah 8)
i wouldnt tell them my name but they knew it started with a c so they called me c-girl. then jackie was like lol it sounds like seagull.
so yeah seagull it was 8)
paying homage to the seniors who showed me my ropes is fitting, no?
yeah she also made me realise that
there is a world out there to be conquered
that i don't not have a future 8)
oooo tis a big oyster to be eaten!
my school attendance is fucking shit and the teachers are actually noticing.
TODAY I AM HAPPY BECAUSE
i met eden on the way back from school.
was awesome coz i havent seen her in ages
she was the one who convinced me to go back to hornsby
8)
WEHWOEHAWOEA.
uh.
she also told me my jersey name should be seagull.
coz on the first day of yr7 her and jackie caught the bus with us
yeah 8)
i wouldnt tell them my name but they knew it started with a c so they called me c-girl. then jackie was like lol it sounds like seagull.
so yeah seagull it was 8)
paying homage to the seniors who showed me my ropes is fitting, no?
yeah she also made me realise that
there is a world out there to be conquered
that i don't not have a future 8)
oooo tis a big oyster to be eaten!
my school attendance is fucking shit and the teachers are actually noticing.
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
how can you not fall in love with this guy?
this is the first time i've watched a drama since like.
yoinks. bro, i didn't even watch bof.
joo sang wook is that hot. like his EXPRESSION MAN.
NAILS ME.
yeah the drama is called 'giant'. it has every famous (but old) celebrity you'll ever know.
quality fucking acting.
not this 'i have big eyes i'm cute' rubbish people chuck around.
oh man the plotline *0*
and hwang jung eums gorgeous plastic face just puts the icing on top.
JOO SANG WOOK IS THE CUPCAKE.
FUCK HE'S SO HOT
but he's not a photo person.
it's his expressions and.. so-called 'cold' demeanor that makes him so FUCKING HOT.
i was going to slit my wrists and die of jealousy when sewon told me he kisses her
but when i saw i was like.. WHAT THE HELL IS THAT.
as sewon put it
it's like
[12:49:37 AM] snowemik: i'm going to place my mouth on top of yours
[12:49:45 AM] snowemik: and give it a slight suck
[12:49:52 AM] snowemik: cause i'm an octopus
eugh.. gross..
no passion or love there at all. (OFC, HE MOVES ONTO A BETTER MODEL)
I WANT HIM TO CARRY ME OFF TOOO :(
GYAHHHAWOUFHOSDFUWEJLIFDSOFSDF *0*
anyways fuck i hate routine.
and monotony.
the blurring of my days into one single colour.
i need variety. i need more. i need .. change.
because this is turning into a cycle that i am not comfortable with.
two rhinoplasties, a blepharoplasty and perhaps a jawline scrape when i've got balls enough pl0x.
you are my friend stop bitching about me it hurts
the hell is wrong with you
why the fuck am i having to ask this of someone who is meant to be my friend?
oh, my fucking mistake.
never the fuck mind.
Saturday, August 7, 2010
non, je ne regrette rien
not cuz of the excursion that was shit lol
i was so let down.
tankobon cultural centre?
what does that suggest about the place?
that it is classy? large? formidable?
yeah well we went it was in a shitty school full of dumb bogans who scream 'ni-hao' at asians and the other school that went with us were like
illawarra grammar school kids from fucking wollongong who couldn't string together a sentence in japanese.
they were meant to find people on our level, not people who were on my level when i was in bloody year 9.
man i felt so smart near them.
the whole bogan surroundings made me a very pessimistic stuck up, proud-to-be-asian bitch.
THE BEST PART OF THE DAY WAS AFTER THE SHITTY EXCURSION.
running to the train.
taking photos in the bathroom and at the train station
you have no idea how pretty it is in holes.
there are no people.
there is just.. really nice.. recently built things..
it is so nice.
then the train ride
then the walking in circles at central coz rachel gave us wrong directions
then going in the right way because i decided i would lead the party (SORRY I LUV U RACHEL)
then using a 2$ coin on the capitol machines (they only accept $1 coins)
the mango, pink grapefruit sorbet, caramalised popcorn, green tea, lycheenrosepetal flavoured icecream
the k was BRILLIAG. 15 DORRAH FOR LIKE AN HOUR AND A HALF
pepper lunch.
6.30 pomegranite juice
going home to eugenie's house
ha eun and genie 'bitching about me'
playing ffxiii for like 5 hours
grovelling at the superior graphics of the playstation three displayed on genie's huge television.
appreciating the intricacy of the design and the mechanics of the gameplay of japanese rpgs
eating old gold dark chocolate, cheese, crackers and icecream at genie's house
that was all brilliant
EUEHESKFSFES :D:D:D:D
i've been having too much fun recently.
thursday what was good
- megan eating maccass. that is some sight to watch. like seriously nobody can do it like megan
- laughing while eating.. dno what we talked abot. genie and megan are funy
- cream and strawberry boost: the verdict is, the cream and strawberry ratio is uneven. there is not enough strawberry, an obnoxiously large amount of cream in proportion to the strawberry thus making this chat .. grainy... yeah nvm not getting it again i'm sticking to my usual strawberry squeeze
- inception
- joseph gordon levitt
- the chat chinese guy that kept staring at us on the train
- edith piaff
here are some quotes from some of my favourite scenes
Cobb: For this to work, we'd have to buy off the pilots...
Arthur: And we'd have to buy off the flight attendants...
Saito: I bought the airline.
[Everybody turns and stares at him. Saito just shrugs]
Saito: It seemed neater.
Arthur: Quick, give me a kiss!
[She kisses him and then looks around]
Ariadne: They're still looking at us.
Arthur: Yeah, it's worth a shot.
that was when i decided i have a massive crush on joseph gordon levitt.
THAT WAS SOME AWESOME CHEESING. LOVE.
Mal: You're waiting for a train; a train that will take you far away. You know where you hope this train will take you, but you can't be sure. But it doesn't matter - because we'll be together.
Ariadne: Why is it so important to dream?
Cobb: Because, in my dreams we are together.
Mal: I'm the only thing you do believe in anymore.
Cobb: I wish. I wish more than anything. But I can't imagine you with all your complexity, all you perfection, all your imperfection. Look at you. You are just a shade of my real wife. You're the best I can do; but I'm sorry, you are just not good enough.
GAIUFHSDF IT WAS SUCH... A DELICATE MIX OF LIKE
action, sci fi, mystery, romance, .. mission impossible stealth, high class hotel shit, uni life, spanned so many different cultures, corporate things, artsy escher shit, dreams
FUCKING UNICORNS ITS GOT EVERYTHING (no not really)
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1375666/keywords
i will date you if you can dance this.
who would want to date YOU?
STFU I WAS JUST MAKING A POINT OKAY?
i think my friends' super obsession with shinee
(namely megan ha eun.. various other koreans)
have rubbed off on me. before they were just like meh.
yeah they're not bad. they're not brilliant either.
now i've been noticing their live performances are actually brilliant.
like wow. i'm blown away.
taemin is actually not bad at singing either.
now if you ask me my opinion on shinee i'll be like
샤이니? 존나 멋있어~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 꺄~ x3
yeah lol :)
music-wise... i'm still waiting for the tingtings to release their next album..
their first album was so good o_o
like no joke it was one of the rare ones where you like pretty much every song.
i was so let down.
tankobon cultural centre?
what does that suggest about the place?
that it is classy? large? formidable?
yeah well we went it was in a shitty school full of dumb bogans who scream 'ni-hao' at asians and the other school that went with us were like
illawarra grammar school kids from fucking wollongong who couldn't string together a sentence in japanese.
they were meant to find people on our level, not people who were on my level when i was in bloody year 9.
man i felt so smart near them.
the whole bogan surroundings made me a very pessimistic stuck up, proud-to-be-asian bitch.
THE BEST PART OF THE DAY WAS AFTER THE SHITTY EXCURSION.
running to the train.
taking photos in the bathroom and at the train station
you have no idea how pretty it is in holes.
there are no people.
there is just.. really nice.. recently built things..
it is so nice.
then the train ride
then the walking in circles at central coz rachel gave us wrong directions
then going in the right way because i decided i would lead the party (SORRY I LUV U RACHEL)
then using a 2$ coin on the capitol machines (they only accept $1 coins)
the mango, pink grapefruit sorbet, caramalised popcorn, green tea, lycheenrosepetal flavoured icecream
the k was BRILLIAG. 15 DORRAH FOR LIKE AN HOUR AND A HALF
pepper lunch.
6.30 pomegranite juice
going home to eugenie's house
ha eun and genie 'bitching about me'
playing ffxiii for like 5 hours
grovelling at the superior graphics of the playstation three displayed on genie's huge television.
appreciating the intricacy of the design and the mechanics of the gameplay of japanese rpgs
eating old gold dark chocolate, cheese, crackers and icecream at genie's house
that was all brilliant
EUEHESKFSFES :D:D:D:D
i've been having too much fun recently.
thursday what was good
- megan eating maccass. that is some sight to watch. like seriously nobody can do it like megan
- laughing while eating.. dno what we talked abot. genie and megan are funy
- cream and strawberry boost: the verdict is, the cream and strawberry ratio is uneven. there is not enough strawberry, an obnoxiously large amount of cream in proportion to the strawberry thus making this chat .. grainy... yeah nvm not getting it again i'm sticking to my usual strawberry squeeze
- inception
- joseph gordon levitt
- the chat chinese guy that kept staring at us on the train
- edith piaff
here are some quotes from some of my favourite scenes
Cobb: For this to work, we'd have to buy off the pilots...
Arthur: And we'd have to buy off the flight attendants...
Saito: I bought the airline.
[Everybody turns and stares at him. Saito just shrugs]
Saito: It seemed neater.
Arthur: Quick, give me a kiss!
[She kisses him and then looks around]
Ariadne: They're still looking at us.
Arthur: Yeah, it's worth a shot.
that was when i decided i have a massive crush on joseph gordon levitt.
THAT WAS SOME AWESOME CHEESING. LOVE.
Mal: You're waiting for a train; a train that will take you far away. You know where you hope this train will take you, but you can't be sure. But it doesn't matter - because we'll be together.
Ariadne: Why is it so important to dream?
Cobb: Because, in my dreams we are together.
Mal: I'm the only thing you do believe in anymore.
Cobb: I wish. I wish more than anything. But I can't imagine you with all your complexity, all you perfection, all your imperfection. Look at you. You are just a shade of my real wife. You're the best I can do; but I'm sorry, you are just not good enough.
GAIUFHSDF IT WAS SUCH... A DELICATE MIX OF LIKE
action, sci fi, mystery, romance, .. mission impossible stealth, high class hotel shit, uni life, spanned so many different cultures, corporate things, artsy escher shit, dreams
FUCKING UNICORNS ITS GOT EVERYTHING (no not really)
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1375666/keywords
i will date you if you can dance this.
who would want to date YOU?
STFU I WAS JUST MAKING A POINT OKAY?
i think my friends' super obsession with shinee
(namely megan ha eun.. various other koreans)
have rubbed off on me. before they were just like meh.
yeah they're not bad. they're not brilliant either.
now i've been noticing their live performances are actually brilliant.
like wow. i'm blown away.
taemin is actually not bad at singing either.
now if you ask me my opinion on shinee i'll be like
샤이니? 존나 멋있어~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 꺄~ x3
yeah lol :)
music-wise... i'm still waiting for the tingtings to release their next album..
their first album was so good o_o
like no joke it was one of the rare ones where you like pretty much every song.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
strawberry & cream smoothie... ahhh
(L)
FUCK I LOVE STRABRIES
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeahhhhh
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeahhhhh
fml legal studies
uhm my work.. is okay.
my short stories.. are coming along.. cliche...
my social life.. is .. going down the gutter?
actually my social life is continuously flowing into the gutter.. it ebbs and flows.. like a continuous stream of thought
how poetic.
i can't wait until next term
i can't wait until.. until i'm all married off with nothing else to do but .. what i want.
actually
i can do that whenever
i am biding my time.. for.. the .. 'opportune moment'
LOVE ME SOCIETY.
you are so easily influenced why can you not hold your own?
there is nothing more respectable than holding your head up and sticking to your own beliefs and morals.
find them and keep them but make sure they're the right ones.
kitsch son of a bitch.
FUCK I LOVE STRABRIES
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeahhhhh
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeahhhhh
fml legal studies
uhm my work.. is okay.
my short stories.. are coming along.. cliche...
my social life.. is .. going down the gutter?
actually my social life is continuously flowing into the gutter.. it ebbs and flows.. like a continuous stream of thought
how poetic.
i can't wait until next term
i can't wait until.. until i'm all married off with nothing else to do but .. what i want.
actually
i can do that whenever
i am biding my time.. for.. the .. 'opportune moment'
LOVE ME SOCIETY.
you are so easily influenced why can you not hold your own?
there is nothing more respectable than holding your head up and sticking to your own beliefs and morals.
find them and keep them but make sure they're the right ones.
kitsch son of a bitch.
RADAR
yeah chime but i was just watching giant..
the lame korean drama..
well i was only watching it because the guy in it was really hot
joo sang wook.
i'm going to look him up when i get home BUT SERIOUSLY BRO.
i was eating breakfast then i was like WAITASEC.
HOLD UP.
WHO'S THAT GUY HE'S KINDA CUTE.
yeahhhh k-actors... that's more like it :)
yeah i got home.
okay he kind of has an older guy image but..
WHATEVER I DIG IT. most of his pictures aren't that great though.
WHATEVER HE WAS REALLY HOT IN THE DRAMA. that's why he's an actor.
but i cbf watching giant
seriously though. my future kids would thank me if their dad looked like that
*0*
tubblelwots
yeah fuck me i wish i was super rich
and i could buy whatever i want
and go out every day.
don't we all?
yeah fuck you.
im up late writing legal studies speech
i hate how capable i am.
jk not to be so bold but you're stupid.
so stop pretending you're all peacock-like and stuff because....
unless you're a ruse and can dazzle me i won't take off my hat to you.
HOMAGE TO THE SEWON.
i got sewon approval on my short stories.
and rachel approval.
soon i shall get cj approval.. :(
and then you may all enjoy
the pastiche of atrocities that is my writing :D
man i'm so fucking wasted
and i could buy whatever i want
and go out every day.
don't we all?
yeah fuck you.
im up late writing legal studies speech
i hate how capable i am.
jk not to be so bold but you're stupid.
so stop pretending you're all peacock-like and stuff because....
unless you're a ruse and can dazzle me i won't take off my hat to you.
HOMAGE TO THE SEWON.
i got sewon approval on my short stories.
and rachel approval.
soon i shall get cj approval.. :(
and then you may all enjoy
the pastiche of atrocities that is my writing :D
man i'm so fucking wasted
Sunday, August 1, 2010
you know, perhaps i should blog about more personal things
like i used to.
you know, the shit nobody really cares about?
not that anyone cares about any of this shit i've been posting recently anyway.
well nowadays my life has been a shitball.. rolling down a shit hill.. accumulating more shit.. and stuff.
i am no longer as young as i was!
i sleep a fuckload more!
onemanga is closing down! where will i read naruto now?
and i know people generally shun naruto and i shun most manga too.
but naruto. seriously omg i don't even give a fuck if the plotline goes down the drains (which it has not, this weeks was really good. well. one page of it was. the rest was rather overdone but the emotion got through. which was the most important part)
it is vital to appreciate manga as an artform.
the delivery of the story as well as the actual artwork.
the characterisation the specially chosen dialogue the effects the..
i dont know shitfuck yeah whatever.
basically once naruto is finished i'll be like o_o
like ha eun when fullmetal alchemist finished (WHICH I THINK WAS BORING)
BACK ON TOPIC.
tomorrow. tomorrow i am fucked.
on monday there is a locus exam i am set to fail.
i'm really bad at math, no joke.
tuesday there is a legal presentation of which (sorry)
i did the work for.
i'm being a bitch but groupwork is a pain in the fucking arse when you're paired with someone relatively useless.
that was really bitchy thank god not everyone knows who i was paired with.
but it really gets frustrating doing groupwork by myself and compiling a presentation and speech and researching all by my self.
and then that person gets to take my credit ^^
because we're individually assessed and she has to take some parts of my speech right?
==
and i've been eating midnight snacks too oft.
in the past three days at 12am i've had
6 hashbrowns
a kfc meal
approx 300 grams of nutella
various bobs of korean food.
yeah fuck me this lifestyle is fucked i'm going to try fix it .. sometime soon.
i'm also not looking forward to yearlies coz im fucked.
fuck fuck fuck?
i'm tempted to go to a psychologist and be diagnosed with like 2384324 things and then say i can't do any more work coz it might drive me to commit suicide.
then again i have too much pride to let me fall to that level of mentality.
faith with fortitude.
btw 4minute sucks. except for their dances. and i like i my me mine and hot issue .. sort of.. and bahbahbah.. but that's all..
their i my me mine dance is wicked.. for the first half :)
in spite of myself i will admit kangin looks like a fat dad now.
these are back from when he used to be hot.
(i'd still marry him though)
his highschool picture isn't so hot BUT I WAS LIKE OMGOD.
I HAVE A CRUSH ON THE KANGIN OF .. how many years ago.
cuz he's still hotter than any guy I KNOW...
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GOO HARA FROM KARA IS SO HOT.
she's like a doll.
and she's only had her eyes nose and teeth done once.
she was pretty cute before she had them done too.
from today all my idols shall be plastic.
like forreals she is so hot.
and i respect that she can openly admit she has had work done
unlike those other fags who are sporting noses with silicon bulging out saying
oh no i haven't had any work done...... >_> please believe me when i say that!
omg this is so upsetting! what will my mother say?! oh noes ><
idno who this guy is but he looks hot in the last photo so yeah.
why aren't any of these guys my age?
(and in the same country?)
man australia sucks in terms of hot asian guy supply.
jk jk jk ily
you know, the shit nobody really cares about?
not that anyone cares about any of this shit i've been posting recently anyway.
well nowadays my life has been a shitball.. rolling down a shit hill.. accumulating more shit.. and stuff.
i am no longer as young as i was!
i sleep a fuckload more!
onemanga is closing down! where will i read naruto now?
and i know people generally shun naruto and i shun most manga too.
but naruto. seriously omg i don't even give a fuck if the plotline goes down the drains (which it has not, this weeks was really good. well. one page of it was. the rest was rather overdone but the emotion got through. which was the most important part)
it is vital to appreciate manga as an artform.
the delivery of the story as well as the actual artwork.
the characterisation the specially chosen dialogue the effects the..
i dont know shitfuck yeah whatever.
basically once naruto is finished i'll be like o_o
like ha eun when fullmetal alchemist finished (WHICH I THINK WAS BORING)
BACK ON TOPIC.
tomorrow. tomorrow i am fucked.
on monday there is a locus exam i am set to fail.
i'm really bad at math, no joke.
tuesday there is a legal presentation of which (sorry)
i did the work for.
i'm being a bitch but groupwork is a pain in the fucking arse when you're paired with someone relatively useless.
that was really bitchy thank god not everyone knows who i was paired with.
but it really gets frustrating doing groupwork by myself and compiling a presentation and speech and researching all by my self.
and then that person gets to take my credit ^^
because we're individually assessed and she has to take some parts of my speech right?
==
and i've been eating midnight snacks too oft.
in the past three days at 12am i've had
6 hashbrowns
a kfc meal
approx 300 grams of nutella
various bobs of korean food.
yeah fuck me this lifestyle is fucked i'm going to try fix it .. sometime soon.
i'm also not looking forward to yearlies coz im fucked.
fuck fuck fuck?
i'm tempted to go to a psychologist and be diagnosed with like 2384324 things and then say i can't do any more work coz it might drive me to commit suicide.
then again i have too much pride to let me fall to that level of mentality.
faith with fortitude.
btw 4minute sucks. except for their dances. and i like i my me mine and hot issue .. sort of.. and bahbahbah.. but that's all..
their i my me mine dance is wicked.. for the first half :)
in spite of myself i will admit kangin looks like a fat dad now.
these are back from when he used to be hot.
(i'd still marry him though)
his highschool picture isn't so hot BUT I WAS LIKE OMGOD.
I HAVE A CRUSH ON THE KANGIN OF .. how many years ago.
cuz he's still hotter than any guy I KNOW...
.png)
GOO HARA FROM KARA IS SO HOT.
she's like a doll.
and she's only had her eyes nose and teeth done once.
she was pretty cute before she had them done too.
from today all my idols shall be plastic.
like forreals she is so hot.
and i respect that she can openly admit she has had work done
unlike those other fags who are sporting noses with silicon bulging out saying
oh no i haven't had any work done...... >_> please believe me when i say that!
omg this is so upsetting! what will my mother say?! oh noes ><
idno who this guy is but he looks hot in the last photo so yeah.
why aren't any of these guys my age?
(and in the same country?)
man australia sucks in terms of hot asian guy supply.
jk jk jk ily
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