ms black 2#

yes this is angsty and childish but you know what i am

today at recess i went to see ms black.
she started off by saying something along the lines of
i still don't believe you / blablaba this room looked disgusting when i found it yesterday recess
and i started off by saying well i've talked to people in my class and people who left after me and they tell me we left it spotless. if you like you can ask them
also, after class we went straight to the cottage. how can you say it wasn't someone that just came in at recess? and it was cold outside, juniors just come in to random rooms any time
and she's like well i left the cottage meeting early and that's when i found the mess, are you trying to tell me that someone came in here in the two minutes i was gone, made the mess and ran off?
and i was like are you saying that we opened a packet of preservatives and made the mess when mr hindmarsh was in the room and we were actually in class?
and then she just changes the topic to something completely different
saying how she doesn't believe me, and how she's justified in thinking that it's me because i talk in class
i've been talking to people in my class that sit at various places in the room and they tell me, yes, i do talk in class, but so does everyone else, and i'm definately not the person who talks the most.
so what the fuck is this bullshit?
and then she goes on to talk about my disrespectful, rude, arrogant way of talking to people and is like yeah blablabl can you just talk to your teachers with more respect blablab you're rude etc
and i was like
well you pulling me out of class like that, accusing me of something i didn't even do, calling me a liar and then going so far as to try make me rat out my own friends? what do you call that?
and she was ilke yes, that was a bit rude but i would have treated you with the proper respect were it not for the reports of your appalling behaviour and blablabla
and im thinknig oh so because i talk in class you can talk to me like i'm your bitch is it?
but she went on to say and i'm a teacher so i'm higher than you on the school hierarchy, if you even understand what that is

and im thinking
wow
bitch who the fuck do you think you are?
yes, you are a head teacher of social sciences, albeit a good teacher from what i hear
but that doesn't mean you can just go around doing wahtever the fuck you like and expecting everyone to kissy our ass
definately not me.

so she just started telling me off about my behaviour and how im discussed int he office and how my name keeps popping up
and i was ilke well i dont understand because it's not like i'm the only one that talks in class and the people around me talk over me when i'm not talking anyway so what's the difference?
and she's like well you're mentioned more than the others so you must be really bad or some shitfuck assumption she made
and she says how it's my fault some people aren't doing as good at eco as they should be
and how i'm being rude to my entire class or some shit
she's talking as if she's some kind of omniscient prick and she knows everything that's been going on and whatever i say is just poppycock
like the red queen in alice in wonderland
and she's saying how i'm gaining notoriety in the office because blablablbal and she's spoken to some of my other teachers abuot me and blblablaal

and iw as ilke
mrs roberts? = =
well you can hardly blame us because when we're not learning anything we have nothing else to do. i have people sitting by me that are drawing pictures and playing on their iphones, you can hardly accuse me of distracting them
and she's like well i don't know what happens in japanese but blablabla

and im thinking ms roberts that cunt
at the end of last year when i was picking up ext jap and mr hatton was going around asking eng and jap department if i was competent enough to pick up the extensions, she told mr hatton i was underperforming, easily distracted and not doing so well lately.

i'm coming 4th.
1st is caroline, 2nd is gigi and monica. i'm 4th.
and carroline, gigi and monica are all REALLY GOOD at japanese.

so what bullshit is this? i don't mean to be arrogant but i am hardly 'underperforming', which leads me to believe she'll say anything about me.

ms black accused me of being 'constantly late' to class 'having a negative attitude' and being overtly aggressive when addressing teachers.
aggressive maybe so, but only to her, and what option did i have? here she is accusing me of trashing the eco room, calling me a liar and telling me i'm ruining my friends marks and i'm a wicked demon child constantly discussed in the office room. that's clearly bullshit and what option do i have but to be just as aggressive as she's being? how can i help but not be upset and REALLY FUCKING PISSED OFF THAT SHE'S TALKING TO ME LIKE THAT
constantly late?
everyone
is late to eco
i'm hardly ever the latest.
same for jap, so what bullshit is this?
this isn't even just from my perspective, i've asked other people too.
as for my attitude, she can actually suck a dick because she is the last person to lecture me on my attitude and the way i talk to people
that hypocritical white prick

and now i'm becoming more racist against white people because i talk to koreans too much.

fucking :(

i forgot what else she said but afterwards she was like so blablablabla i want you to respect your teachers more when you speak to them blablalabala stop being so rude in class or some shit and was like okay. now put this behind you and i hope you learn from this.

shocking. i was like wow so you're not even going to apologise for pissing me the fuck off yesterday with the whole trashing the classroom thing. in fact you think me talking in class just justifies your suspicion? how the fuck do you even teach legal studies? fucking ridiculous.
and she just talked in such a conceited condescending manner it was disgusting.
'condescending pig'

in short, i think ms black is a massive prick and should go back to teaching at a boys school where nobody gives a fuck about her anyway as long as she can teach.
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i talked to mr hindmarsh after school about this too
and he said what he told her was that he didn't know who made the mess but he just saw me playing with the satchel a bit in class.
which means she just took it wayy fucking over the top and went apeshit at me for no fucking reason. fucking pmsing bitches.
and he said well it's true that i do talk a lot in class i have to agree with him, blablablaa distracting others blablablablaa.
and i was like well instead of going off adn telling ms black, why didn't you just tell me?
it's not like you've indicated it before, yes you have told me off a bit but you do that to everyone i had no idea that we were the MOST rowdiest or the MOST problematic of the classroom and he's just like blablabalbfldsfsdf yeah ok you're right blablblaa sorry i just didn't want to upset anyone but now that the cat's out of the bag i might as well say it
and i said no it would have been fine if you ahd just told me, i don't know why ms black is the one to tell me
he explained that the bitchign about me was just random things teachers say in the office like oh today blablabla kept talking
or w/e and ms black was meant to js tell me off about the mess i made but she just ended up bringing up my behaviour in class
my behaviour in class is not half bad. a pathetic excuse to justify herself.
for a pathetic person.


in conclusion, mr hindmarsh is a pussy. but a decent person.
ms black is ridiculous and blatantly fucking stupid; blind to all sense of reason and rationality or decency in general, with a suffocating sense of entitlement and expects everyone to play 'sycophant'

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