1 packet of crunchy m&ms
1 block of whittakers
2 twix
2 1.5L of aloe
2 massive packets of prawn chips
4 packets of cuttlefish chips
34534534 instant ramens
1 big packet of maltesers
3 kinder buenos
lol im not even joking (except for the instant ramen part.. its probably about 4)
and this was in the past week/fortnight.
sorry, i'm not fat? say wut?
LOLL HAHAHHAHA FUCK OK NEXT WEEK IS EXERCISE MY ASS OFF AND EAT SALAD WEEK.
to add onto the list is
1 mint aero block
1 dark club chocolate block.
fuck, jap ext speaking stressed me so much.
3 minutes to prepare a 7 minute impromptu speech on the impact of technology on family relations.
really?
really. fuck me lol
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Sunday, March 27, 2011
what i do when i study for the eco and legal exam the next day
But in a way, I didn’t feel that bad for him. You can’t make a ho into a housewife, and when you take one out on a date, you aren’t helping your chances. I guess some guys never learn.
to the gallows
you don't know, but that's okay
you might find me anywayy
don't you know that i
beloooong in arms with you bayyyyyyybeeee
in a town that's cold and grey
we will have a sunny day
don't you know that i
bel o o ng in arms with you ba aee bee
baeee eee beee
i do not know where does it go when it-
that seems to be my exam song whenever its cold and exam bloc.
nobody understands the pain of having to study for legal and eco at the same time.
except for maybe ming.
and sophia and stuff but they're whizzes and almost topping both anyway
and i'm just going to whinge about this rather than doing it because that's what i do best. bitch about my problems rather than actively solving them, unless it is unavoidable.
so.
monday
economics
legal
jap tutoring
tuesday
study my butt off for jap speaking / jap
weds
jap speaking
thurs
jap exam
jap ext speaking
fri
jap ext
eng speaking
monday
eng ext 1
wow i jst realised how thoroughly fucked i am
especially coz i haven't done shit for jap, and i haven't even read my ext eng relateds (i've got one though.. :)) god bless ebooks.
which just defies the whole point of being able to bring books into the examination.
fucking hypertexts.
this is so disadvantageous to textual dynamics students
you might find me anywayy
don't you know that i
beloooong in arms with you bayyyyyyybeeee
in a town that's cold and grey
we will have a sunny day
don't you know that i
bel o o ng in arms with you ba aee bee
baeee eee beee
i do not know where does it go when it-
that seems to be my exam song whenever its cold and exam bloc.
nobody understands the pain of having to study for legal and eco at the same time.
except for maybe ming.
and sophia and stuff but they're whizzes and almost topping both anyway
and i'm just going to whinge about this rather than doing it because that's what i do best. bitch about my problems rather than actively solving them, unless it is unavoidable.
so.
monday
economics
legal
jap tutoring
tuesday
study my butt off for jap speaking / jap
weds
jap speaking
thurs
jap exam
jap ext speaking
fri
jap ext
eng speaking
monday
eng ext 1
wow i jst realised how thoroughly fucked i am
especially coz i haven't done shit for jap, and i haven't even read my ext eng relateds (i've got one though.. :)) god bless ebooks.
which just defies the whole point of being able to bring books into the examination.
fucking hypertexts.
this is so disadvantageous to textual dynamics students
Saturday, March 26, 2011
apparantly i'm a really calming person!
which sounds like bs because of what a crackhead i am!
i am constantly going ABIFUDHSFOISDF OMGO IASoFJSDIFJSODF.
i'm the one who needs calming
but yes!
calling the distressed destressing? heh.
maybe when it comes to academics. (is that why people like to study with me? because of my 'i don't give a fuck hey you'll be fine just have some more noodles' attitude?)
that's about it, pretty much.
BUT STILL GNAW WHAT A NICE THOUGHT.
maybe i'll become a more zen person if i stop stressing to other people.
OR MAYBE I'M SO CHILL COZ I STRESS TO EVERYONE ELSE then what's left is this .. 허무
all-fucking-negating nothingness.
so today i spent two hours waiting for a doctor.
then i slept most of today. got forced to go out for dinner coz cousins are leaving soon..
and i'm still sick..
so basically i've done jackall for the legal and eco exam i have on monday.
:D
joy!
i am constantly going ABIFUDHSFOISDF OMGO IASoFJSDIFJSODF.
i'm the one who needs calming
but yes!
calling the distressed destressing? heh.
maybe when it comes to academics. (is that why people like to study with me? because of my 'i don't give a fuck hey you'll be fine just have some more noodles' attitude?)
that's about it, pretty much.
BUT STILL GNAW WHAT A NICE THOUGHT.
maybe i'll become a more zen person if i stop stressing to other people.
OR MAYBE I'M SO CHILL COZ I STRESS TO EVERYONE ELSE then what's left is this .. 허무
all-fucking-negating nothingness.
so today i spent two hours waiting for a doctor.
then i slept most of today. got forced to go out for dinner coz cousins are leaving soon..
and i'm still sick..
so basically i've done jackall for the legal and eco exam i have on monday.
:D
joy!
Friday, March 25, 2011
it's just DIFFERENT
it's so inconvenient to have nobody to scream and run to
so i just ran around in circles screaming
at/to everyone but there was no one.
in the end i just hit my head on the wall and passed out for a bit
inconvenient, see?
i would liken it to be attempting to quit smoking cold-turkey because it's such a deeply-ingrained habit
but no, fuck that :L
so i just ran around in circles screaming
at/to everyone but there was no one.
in the end i just hit my head on the wall and passed out for a bit
inconvenient, see?
i would liken it to be attempting to quit smoking cold-turkey because it's such a deeply-ingrained habit
but no, fuck that :L
cuz everybody's breakin' breakin' breakin' me downn
숨이 막혔으면 해? 눈이 감겼으면 해?
너로 가득했던 가슴에 큰 못이 박혔으면 해?
어둠 속에 갇혔으면 해? 맘의 문이 닫혔으면 해?
따듯하게 입 맞추던 내 입이 피를 삼켰으면 해?
모든 걸 망쳤으면 해? 모든 길이 갈렸으면 해?
너란 유리 조각 파편에 두 발을 담갔으면 해?
그토록 다쳤으면 해? 죽도록 아팠으면 해?
그저 이 사랑이란 가면에 상처를 감췄으면 해?
너의 그 말,말,말. 그 잔인한 말. 가슴 아픈 말. 칼날 같은 말.
너의 그 말,말,말. 그 잔인한 말. 날 울리는 말. 날 죽이는 말.
fml im sick before exams
to cheer myself up i ate a pie that bled cheese.
and vomitted cheese in the microwave
it was supposed to taste amazing
too bad being sick makes everything taste like shit
너로 가득했던 가슴에 큰 못이 박혔으면 해?
어둠 속에 갇혔으면 해? 맘의 문이 닫혔으면 해?
따듯하게 입 맞추던 내 입이 피를 삼켰으면 해?
모든 걸 망쳤으면 해? 모든 길이 갈렸으면 해?
너란 유리 조각 파편에 두 발을 담갔으면 해?
그토록 다쳤으면 해? 죽도록 아팠으면 해?
그저 이 사랑이란 가면에 상처를 감췄으면 해?
너의 그 말,말,말. 그 잔인한 말. 가슴 아픈 말. 칼날 같은 말.
너의 그 말,말,말. 그 잔인한 말. 날 울리는 말. 날 죽이는 말.
fml im sick before exams
to cheer myself up i ate a pie that bled cheese.
and vomitted cheese in the microwave
it was supposed to taste amazing
too bad being sick makes everything taste like shit
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Saturday, March 19, 2011
IU
so i thought i got a little skinnier, then i saw IU and thought: why do i even exist?
tonight the moon will be at its biggest in like 30 or so years.
traditionally linked with natural disasters/disturbances in the world
it was going to be awesome and romantic (all by myself)
but today it's so cloudy i doubt i'll see a moon at all. ಠ_ಠ
tonight the moon will be at its biggest in like 30 or so years.
traditionally linked with natural disasters/disturbances in the world
it was going to be awesome and romantic (all by myself)
but today it's so cloudy i doubt i'll see a moon at all. ಠ_ಠ
Friday, March 18, 2011
first name ever, last name greatest
my intelligence is seeping out of my ears
today i bought another whole block of coconut whittakers and some twix
D:
fat fat fatty!
the only french word you know is buffet!
that's not true.. i know the word croissant
you look like a hobo that's been to a soup kitchen that specialises in icecream soup.
they say the camera adds ten pounds. looks like you've eaten four.
g-force? more like g- he's fat
AHFHDSOFIsdf
today i bought another whole block of coconut whittakers and some twix
D:
fat fat fatty!
the only french word you know is buffet!
that's not true.. i know the word croissant
you look like a hobo that's been to a soup kitchen that specialises in icecream soup.
they say the camera adds ten pounds. looks like you've eaten four.
g-force? more like g- he's fat
AHFHDSOFIsdf
Thursday, March 17, 2011
so my aunt wore my 392423432 year old thongs
and she accidentally dropped them into the water..
and she wasl ike omg im so sorry sldfhgdfg :(
and i was like lol dw they were 832492384 yars old anyway and they're js thongs
and she's like ogmdoifosfdsf sorry
and she shoved 50$ into my hand and told me to buy some nice ones
y she givin me so much money fdsf/?!DSfoif???
and she wasl ike omg im so sorry sldfhgdfg :(
and i was like lol dw they were 832492384 yars old anyway and they're js thongs
and she's like ogmdoifosfdsf sorry
and she shoved 50$ into my hand and told me to buy some nice ones
y she givin me so much money fdsf/?!DSfoif???
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
which do i like better.. scottish fold or munchkin
nothing better to distract me from today than a bunch of super cute cats.
forever alone.
wut a cute widdol munchkin :3
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
CONGRATULATIONS CHRISTINE YOU HAVE SUCCESSFULLY MADE A MONKEY OUT OF YOURSELF YET AGAIN
why do i keep doing this
FUCKIT FUCK I DON'T CARE
if you ain't got no dreaaam
how you gonna make your dream come trueee
별사탕.
FUCKIT FUCK I DON'T CARE
if you ain't got no dreaaam
how you gonna make your dream come trueee
별사탕.
Monday, March 14, 2011
mitsubitchi
i love it when you flex like thissssss
joke
umm
dizzee rascal used to be so awesome.
----
my cousins are here now... preh cool... preh cool.. (a bit awkawrd..)
it's cooooool :D
i love relatives manng~
my aunt is just.. the loveliest person ever :)
my cousins are still a bit shy. they'll warm up to me :)
Friday, March 11, 2011
m60 completes my life (makes it a little less shitty)
if this be not love, it is madness, and then it is pardonable
william congreve, 'the old bachelor', 1693
Thursday, March 10, 2011
supermegaawesome
so it turns out, after the earthquake in new zealand everything's fucked.
my uncle there is thinking about selling the house or w/e, it's clear it'll be difficult to live there from now.
his wife and his two children michelle and kate are coming to australia this week!
O#WRU*(SDFSODF FUCKSDFDSFIOJSDOFIDS OMGFDSGIODSJFODSFJDSOF IM SO EXCITED
DUDE
I HAVE NOT HAD / SEEN / TALKED TO RELATIVES
SINCE LIKE YR5 WHEN I WENT TO KOREA
AND I HAVENT SEEN MICHELLE SINCE SHE WAS A LITTLE BABY AND I WAS LIKE.. SIX
OH MY GODDDNESS :D
it's gonna be awesome. we're gonna talk in our kiwi accents and be kiwis.
she's gonna sleep with me though.. in my big bed... it'll be .. okay..
IM SO EXCITED!
it must suck for her though. it must be so disconcerting! I MUST ASK HER ABOUT THIS, IT'S AMAZING!
i'm going to shower her with cousinly love :)
FUCK OMG I HAVENT EVEN SPOKEN TO HER EVER
OMGOD
FINALLY CONTACT WITH AN ENGLISH-SPEAKING COUSIN
THISI S JUST AWESOME MANNN.
WE'RE GONNA HAVE FUSH AND CHUPS TOGETHA
OSFMOSDGSDOFSDFSF THE ADVENTURES WE'LL HAVE :D
the only problem i forsee is if she starts touching my shit.
if she touches my clothes shoes or w/e i will go ballistic.
i will hide all my expensiv makeup
and hope she has the decency to respect privacy
WHO AM I TO DOUBT MY LOVELY COUSIN
and i hope she's not spoilt and bratty.
i'm sure she'll be wonderful.
this is going to be so awesome manngg
my uncle there is thinking about selling the house or w/e, it's clear it'll be difficult to live there from now.
his wife and his two children michelle and kate are coming to australia this week!
O#WRU*(SDFSODF FUCKSDFDSFIOJSDOFIDS OMGFDSGIODSJFODSFJDSOF IM SO EXCITED
DUDE
I HAVE NOT HAD / SEEN / TALKED TO RELATIVES
SINCE LIKE YR5 WHEN I WENT TO KOREA
AND I HAVENT SEEN MICHELLE SINCE SHE WAS A LITTLE BABY AND I WAS LIKE.. SIX
OH MY GODDDNESS :D
it's gonna be awesome. we're gonna talk in our kiwi accents and be kiwis.
she's gonna sleep with me though.. in my big bed... it'll be .. okay..
IM SO EXCITED!
it must suck for her though. it must be so disconcerting! I MUST ASK HER ABOUT THIS, IT'S AMAZING!
i'm going to shower her with cousinly love :)
FUCK OMG I HAVENT EVEN SPOKEN TO HER EVER
OMGOD
FINALLY CONTACT WITH AN ENGLISH-SPEAKING COUSIN
THISI S JUST AWESOME MANNN.
WE'RE GONNA HAVE FUSH AND CHUPS TOGETHA
OSFMOSDGSDOFSDFSF THE ADVENTURES WE'LL HAVE :D
the only problem i forsee is if she starts touching my shit.
if she touches my clothes shoes or w/e i will go ballistic.
i will hide all my expensiv makeup
and hope she has the decency to respect privacy
WHO AM I TO DOUBT MY LOVELY COUSIN
and i hope she's not spoilt and bratty.
i'm sure she'll be wonderful.
this is going to be so awesome manngg
Sunday, March 6, 2011
today i went to the korean grocers with my mum
and i am like.. so ready to be a housewife. seriously.
bought everything i saw. well not really.
but i bought enough to be stocked for the next two weeks at school.
AND NOBODY CAN ASK ME TO SHARE BECAUSE NOBODY SHARES WITH ME.
except for the peopel that share with me. jokes but i'm taking a policy where those people who always scab try to scab off me i'll be like BITCH BUY YOUR OWN FOOD I AINT YOUR MUM
instead.. if i want to share.. i will offer my food.
BUT SERIOUSLY FUCKING SHITCUNT THE FUCK DO THEY GIVE YOU AT HOME?
NO, I AM NOT AVERSE TO SHARING MY FOOD BUT AT THE SAME TIME I WOULD LIKE TO EAT AS WELL. and i don't like you. so yeah. fuckoff. it's like 3$. fkn go buy it. dont' even say you can't finish it yourself BECAUSE IF YOU CAN POLISH OFF MY LUNCH, YOU CAN POLISH OFF YOUR OWN.
FAGGOT.
ok and i've bought drinks for the whole group coz im a luvly person.. jk
i'll use a cup from now..
what's with the lack of communal cups? i've been using sewons but there is another cup that looks just like sewons.. so i've just been using either thinking well nobody will mind so long as i wash it when i'm done.
ok time to eat some octopus flavored chips for breakfast :3
gotta love korean shit.
bought everything i saw. well not really.
but i bought enough to be stocked for the next two weeks at school.
AND NOBODY CAN ASK ME TO SHARE BECAUSE NOBODY SHARES WITH ME.
except for the peopel that share with me. jokes but i'm taking a policy where those people who always scab try to scab off me i'll be like BITCH BUY YOUR OWN FOOD I AINT YOUR MUM
instead.. if i want to share.. i will offer my food.
BUT SERIOUSLY FUCKING SHITCUNT THE FUCK DO THEY GIVE YOU AT HOME?
NO, I AM NOT AVERSE TO SHARING MY FOOD BUT AT THE SAME TIME I WOULD LIKE TO EAT AS WELL. and i don't like you. so yeah. fuckoff. it's like 3$. fkn go buy it. dont' even say you can't finish it yourself BECAUSE IF YOU CAN POLISH OFF MY LUNCH, YOU CAN POLISH OFF YOUR OWN.
FAGGOT.
ok and i've bought drinks for the whole group coz im a luvly person.. jk
i'll use a cup from now..
what's with the lack of communal cups? i've been using sewons but there is another cup that looks just like sewons.. so i've just been using either thinking well nobody will mind so long as i wash it when i'm done.
ok time to eat some octopus flavored chips for breakfast :3
gotta love korean shit.
Saturday, March 5, 2011
i did all my english work so today i just did jackall
"Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but refuse to admit openly. Some are afraid to show even the slightest sign of affection because of fear. Fear that their feelings may not be recognized, or even worst, returned. But one thing about human beings puzzles me the most is their conscious effort to be connected with the object of their affection even if it kills them slowly within."
Sigmund Freud
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
with regards to my arrogance
what i need is someone who will tell me off.
PROVE to me i am wrong.
to kick my ass and turn me around and make me face my shit.
i don't mean this in that they'll critique my every action and speech
but to change me as a person and reason with me and change my understanding of things.
and this is just a thought of now because i am undergoing yet another phrase of self-loathing and disgust.
do i always have to be such a freak?
at this rate i'll just alienate everyone and be left alone; like i want that.
why wasn't i born in a cave
or bought up in a society where i'd just turn into a conformist freak and just be a dumb slut like everyone else
HUWAI?
but this is what my friends are here for hm.
save me from myself!
jokes lol fuck this stupidly articulated cry for more attention (even if it is for negative attention)
i need self-improvement and since i had that thought i might as well start on myself.
PROVE to me i am wrong.
to kick my ass and turn me around and make me face my shit.
i don't mean this in that they'll critique my every action and speech
but to change me as a person and reason with me and change my understanding of things.
and this is just a thought of now because i am undergoing yet another phrase of self-loathing and disgust.
do i always have to be such a freak?
at this rate i'll just alienate everyone and be left alone; like i want that.
why wasn't i born in a cave
or bought up in a society where i'd just turn into a conformist freak and just be a dumb slut like everyone else
HUWAI?
but this is what my friends are here for hm.
save me from myself!
jokes lol fuck this stupidly articulated cry for more attention (even if it is for negative attention)
i need self-improvement and since i had that thought i might as well start on myself.
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
the weather
my life is in general, pretty alright.
albeit mostly gray.
sometimes it has its rays of sunlights but when it rains it pours.
when it rains it pours
ok i'm done being pmsy bitch now
fuck it all i'm goign to sleep.
i hate shoulders when they are cold.
i should just sleep. and sleep. and do some english work. then sleep again
good plan
albeit mostly gray.
sometimes it has its rays of sunlights but when it rains it pours.
when it rains it pours
ok i'm done being pmsy bitch now
fuck it all i'm goign to sleep.
i hate shoulders when they are cold.
i should just sleep. and sleep. and do some english work. then sleep again
good plan
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