MLS.

this song was sent to me by three people.. who probably don't know each other.
ISN'T THAT WEIRD????


Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everybody has their private world
Where they can be alone

Are you calling me?
Are you trying to get through?
Are you reaching out for me?
I'm reaching out for you

I'm just so fucking depressed
I just can't seem to get out of this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump

I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
And in order for me to pick the mic back up

I don't know how or why or when
I ended up in this position I'm in
I'm starting to feel dissin' again
So I decided to just pick this pen

Up and try to make an attempt to vent
But I just can't admit
Or come to grips with the fact I may be done with rap
I need a new outlet

And I know some shit's so hard to swallow
But I can't just sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow but I know one fact
I'll be one tough act to follow

One tough act to follow
I'll be one tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow
But you'd have to walk a thousand miles

In my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what it'd be like

To feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each others' minds
Just to see what we'd find
Look at shit through each others' eyes

Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked, just say true to you
So don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you

I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humour
Everything's so tense and gloom
I almost feel like I gotta check
The temperature of the room

Just as soon as I walk in, it's like all eyes on me
And so I try to avoid any eye contact
'Cause if I do that then it opens the door
For conversation, like I want that

I'm not looking for extra attention
I just wanna be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room
Maybe just point me to the closest restroom

I don't need no fucking man servant
Trying to follow me around and wipe my ass
Laugh at every single joke I crack
And half of 'em ain't even funny like

Ha! Marshall you're so funny man
You should be a comedian, god damn!"
Unfortunately I am
I just hide behind the tears of a clown

So why don't you all sit down
Listen to the tale I'm about to tell
Hell, we don't gotta trade our shoes
And you ain't gotta walk no thousand miles

In my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what it'd be like

To feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each others minds
Just to see what we'd find
Look at shit through each others eyes

Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you
So don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you

Nobody asked for life to deal us
With these bullshit hands we're dealt
We gotta take these cards ourselves
and flip 'em, don't expect no help

Now I could've either just sat on my ass
And pissed and moaned
Or take this situation in which I'm placed in
And get up and get my own

I was never the type of kid
To wait by the door and pack his bags
I sat on the porch and hoped and prayed
For a dad to show up who never did

I just wanted to fit in
Every single place, every school I went
I dreamed of being that cool kid
Even if it meant acting stupid

And Edna always told me
Keep making that face and it'll get stuck like that
Meanwhile I'm just standing there
Holding my tongue tryna talk like that

'Til i stuck my tongue on that frozen stop sign pole
At 8 years old
I learned my lesson then
'Cause i wasn't trying to impress my friends no more

But I already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description
'Cause where you see it, from where you're sittin
It's probably 110% different

I guess we would have to walk a mile
In each others shoes at least
What size you wear? I wear 10's
Let's see if you can fit your feet

In my shoes, just to see
What its like, to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what it'd be like

To feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each others mind
Just to see what we'd find
Look at shit through each others eyes

Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
So don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you

So don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
So

Lately i've been hard to reach
I've been to long on my own
Everybody has their private world
Where they can be alone

Are you calling me?
Are you trying to get through?
Are you reaching out for me?
I'm reaching out for you

Yeah, to my babies
Stay strong, daddy will be home soon

And to the rest of the world
God gave you shoes to fit you
So put 'em on and wear 'em
Be yourself man, be proud of who you are
Even if it sounds corny
Don't ever let anyone tell you you ain't beautiful

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GNAWW. eminem (Y)
anyways, my school shoes are size four. yours?

you're never gonna fit in much, KID

i hate vd lolll
incursion was faill. wasn't thinking clearly either.
cabinets should always be kept locked. so depressed children can't get to its contents.
haaaaaahhhhh im sick now.
again.

i wish i got straight a's this report :/
would make my life that much easier. too bad it's not gonna happen.
oh wells. still possibly enough to get me where i want. for now.
it's so annoying going through stuff to find proofs of my excellence. my mum throws half that stuff away because im not special enough.

i dont want to miss a thing.
and i need a jobbb but not at maccas lol
actually working at maccas @ st leonards aint so bad..
its like.. judy's second home. they're all so nice. free food + discounts too!
damnn... if only i'd gone to drama night.. one more lean beef burger for me :D

la la la lal allalala

omg i know this is wayyy overdue, but


WHAT THE HELL MANN
WHAT THE HELL
ME AND YEJI > THEM WTHHHH
maybe it was coz they were dancing. yeahh probably.
they dance heaps good *0*
i know you can't really sing in electric live, but THEY SOUND LIKE THEY'RE DOING KAREOKE/imitating 2NE1 and sort of failing. AND ITS THEIR OWN SONG SO ????
im disappointed. they got better past the half mark tho :/
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New York, I Love You
But you're freaking me out

New York, I Love You
But you're bringing me down

New York, I Love You
But you're bringing me down

Like a death of the heart
Jesus, where do I start?

But you're still the one pool
Where I'd happily drown

Maybe I'm wrong
And maybe you're right
Maybe I'm wrong
And myabe you're right

Maybe you're right
Maybe I'm wrong
And just maybe you're right

But maybe she's wrong
And maybe I'm right
And just maybe she's wrong

Maybe she's wrong
And maybe I'm right
And if so, is there?

heehee :3

so i've been listening to cherish by ai otsuka for a while now.
gnaww it's such a pretty song.
so are.. i think.. HEART, planetarium, goldfish fireworks and this other song.. i have forgotten.

today my dad bought my brother $100 dollars worth of yugioh cards. i dont remember ever getting anything like that. ever. ==
such is the nature of favourtism.

OHH YEAHH DID I MENTION? (no i didn't)
k is superfun.
and yeji said sing very loudly on singstar and you can hit notes easier.

omg mavesh thinks of the most random things ever.
"would you rather do the tree man? ... or .. .... a really hot gorilla?"
L O L. tough one there ;)
i was like .. who the hell is tree man? then i looked him up and oh my god.
if you think you've lead a tough life, go look up this guy. ohh man.
if i were a millionaire i'd buy him a whole litre of american cure/whatever it is

it's so nice to have no homework once in a while. well i do, but it's not that much. ha, being a yr10 sucks shit. FIVE MORE YEARS.

ANYWAYS, quote whoring again :0

“ Missing someone isn’t about how long it has been since you have seen them or the amount of time since you’ve talked. It’s about that very moment when you’re doing something and you wish that they were right there with you.

“ excuse me while I fall apart,
don’t flatter yourself sweetheart
let me take the wheel,
and crash this car
do you have to make this so hard?
you’re so good at pretending everything is alright. — Matchbook Romance


"There is no such thing as the perfect soul mate. If you meet someone and you think they’re perfect, you better run as fast as you can in the other direction, ‘cause your soul mate is the person that pushes your buttons, pisses you off on a regular basis, and makes you face your shit."
— Madonna

"What defines a best friend? What are the requirements to be a good best friend? How many hours a week does it entail? Stupid questions that have no answers. A best friend is not defined by how many times they talk on the phone, or how many hours they hang out together. It is not defined by how many sleepovers they gossip at, or how many inside jokes they have. There are no requirements or laws that state that a good best friend must hang out with them every weekend, or tell each other every little detail. A best friend is a matter of opinion. It is the person who has been there for you through everything, not just through the fun things, or the little things. It is the person that you call when you are at your absolute worst, it is the person who saves you when you didn’t even notice that you needed saving, mostly it is the person who accepts you for who you are, and the person that you are becoming"
— Unknown

"I may still not know what I want to be when I grow up, but I do know that someday I want to live in a house filled with my books and travel souvenirs. And the walls that aren’t covered in bookshelves will be covered with photos of my family and friends. When I leave the house I will be going to a job I love, and I’ll return to a person I love. So, that’s the dream I’m working on."
— Amber Morely

"Make a wish and place it in your heart. Anything you want, everything you want. Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. You never know where the next miracle is gonna come from, the next smile, the next wish come true. But if you believe that it’s right around the corner, and you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it. You just might get the thing you’re wishing for. The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it? Good. Now believe in it. With all your heart."
— One Tree Hill



"My knees buckled, I went down to the floor. I cried in English, I cried in French, I cried in all the languages, because tears are the same all around the world."
— Miranda July

"What I need is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction."
— Gossip Girl

"I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best."
— Marilyn Monroe

Be wise enough not to be reckless, but brave enough to take great risks.

It’s okay to fail – learn from it and you will succeed.

It’s better to be pissed-off than pissed-on.

"Everyone has their weak spot. The one thing that, despite your best efforts, will always bring you to your knees, regardless of how strong you are otherwise."
— Sarah Dessen (Lock and Key)

"She was a smart girl, until she fell in love."
— Sex and the City

i want to know how exactly to define what life should be.. what i should be looking for and trying for. i can’t seem to understand society anymore. life in the silicon valley.. well, it’s been impressed upon me that my life should go something like this: finish college, get a good job, keep a good job, make a lot of money, meet a guy who has done these same things, date for a while, both should get masters/phds, get married, have children, give them everything i was given. but my question is.. who said this is the dream life of every silicon valley baby? when did it become unacceptable to fall in love with someone of a different background and status? what’s so wrong with moving to a quiet town, say in texas or oklahoma.. getting a small house or maybe a farm.. raising a family the old-fashioned way? you don’t need a 6-figure salary to maintain a happy life somewhere other than the bay area, LA, new york or other places like that. when did we all become so discontent and jaded that all that matters anymore is how much money you make.. what i really want to know is.. when did love get so discounted that it means less than 100K a year at a job that likely will ultimately make you miserable? and if your heart feels broken every day while you live in a 500K condo wearing designer clothes and eating expensive food, what’s that REALLY worth?

"About all you can do in life is be who you are. Some people will love you for you. Most will love you for what you can do for them, And some won’t like you at all."
— ~ rita mae brown


"Anyone can become angry—that is easy. But to be angry with the right person, to the right degree, at the right time, for the right purpose, and in the right way—this is not easy."
— Aristotle

"A hug can turn your day around, it’s like an emotional Heimlich. Someone puts their arms around you, and they give you a squeeze and all your fear and anxiety comes shooting out of your mouth, and you can breathe again."
— Pushing Daisies

"We lie together. Smiling and holding on to each other and the night and the moment. We stare into each other’s eyes and softly kiss, speaking and saying more with the movement of our lips and the tips of our fingers, more than words will allows us to say. Words can’t say this. The one word love means too little for what it is. It means everything and that is still not enough. It doesn’t communicate even a fraction of the feelings involved. Love. The word is not enough for what it is. Love. Love."
— A Little Million Pieces, James Frey.

sometimes i feel like hope is a dangerous thing. it has both the power to keep us moving forward and the power to keep us from moving on. deciding on when to keep it in mind is probably one of the hardest decisions of all.

i want so badly to believe that
that there is truth,
that love is real.

Clark Gable - The Postal Service(photo via)

"You don’t always have to be what they want you to be."
— 10 Things I Hate About You (

"No matter how many times I tell you she’ll break your heart, or how many times she does it, you’ll never give up. Why, you ask? Because you love her."
— Great Expectations

"There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are messengers of overwhelming grief…and unspeakable love."
— Washington Irving

"Commitment is the component of love. Short term commitment is the decision that one loves someone. The long term aspect is the commitment to maintain that love."
— Robert Steinberg

"Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that’s just fabulous."

Take chances, take a lot of them. Because honestly, no matter where you end up and with whom, it always ends up just the way it should be. Your mistakes make you who you are. You learn and grow with each choice you make. Everything is worth it. Say how you feel always. Be you, and be okay with it..
unexcitable:- unknown

"I hated being depressed, but it was also in depression that I learned my own acreage, the full extent of my soul."
— Andrew Solomon

pheww;;

somebody will shoot me if i post any more in the same blog hhahaa

ninemsn <3

omg jennifer aniston is 40?
whoaaa O_O
i knew she was old, but 40!
how come she's still so prettyy???
:O

nooo dont give me that surgery bullshit, i think i'd realise if she had a touchup or two. she looks just like she did in friends! !!!!!!!!
botox? no she's not bat faced like nicole kidman apparantly is
.....

but wow. 40. single. kidless. rich and famous. i would be so ):
my mum is 40 ....
and that whole brad pitt cheating on her with angelina jolie WHILE they were still married- if that were me, id have died o_o..
she's one tough cookie.

YAY FOR JENNIFER ANISTON. ME = NEW FAN :)


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btw, that's bebeh t.o.p <3
SO SCREW YOU THOSE WHO SAY HE'S ONLY HOT BECAUSE HE WEARS EYELINER/HAS HAD SURGERY.
HE WAS HOTTER THAN ME ):

newaiiz, tyvm for the photo megan. will put it in a special spot in my school diary (;

THAT'S RIGHT YOU STUPID CHILD!

10 Grammar Mistakes That Make You Look Stupid

16 May 2007
Written By Jodi Gilbert

These days, we tend to communicate via the keyboard as much as we do verbally. Often, we’re in a hurry, quickly dashing off e-mails with typos, grammatical shortcuts (I’m being kind here), and that breezy, e.e. cummings, no-caps look. It’s expected. It’s no big deal. But other times, we try to invest a little care, avoiding mistakes so that there’s no confusion about what we’re saying and so that we look professional and reasonably bright.

In general, we can slip up in a verbal conversation and get away with it. A colleague may be thinking, Did she just say “irregardless”?, but the words flow on, and our worst transgressions are carried away and with luck, forgotten.

That’s not the case with written communications. When we commit a grammatical crime in e-mails, discussion posts, reports, memos, and other professional documents, there’s no going back. We’ve just officially gone on record as being careless or clueless. And here’s the worst thing. It’s not necessary to be an editor or a language whiz or a spelling bee triathlete to spot such mistakes. They have a way of doing a little wiggle dance on the screen and then reaching out to
grab the reader by the throat.

So here we are in the era of Word’s red-underline “wrong spelling, dumb ass” feature and Outlook’s Always Check Spelling Before Sending option, and still the mistakes proliferate. Catching typos is easy (although not everyone does it). It’s the other stuff — correctly spelled but incorrectly wielded — that sneaks through and makes us look stupid. Here’s a quick review of some of the big ones.

1. Loose for lose
No: I always loose the product key.
Yes: I always lose the product key.

2. It’s for its (or god forbid, its’)
No: Download the HTA, along with it’s readme file.
Yes: Download the HTA, along with its readme file.
No: The laptop is overheating and its making that funny noise again.
Yes: The laptop is overheating and it’s making that funny noise again.

3.They’re fortheir for there
No: The managers are in they’re weekly planning meeting.
Yes: The managers are in their weekly planning meeting.
No: The techs have to check there cell phones at the door, and their not happy about it.
Yes: The techs have to check their cell phones at the door, and they’re not happy about it.

4.i.e. for e.g.
No: Use an anti-spyware program (i.e., AdAware).
Yes: Use an anti-spyware program (e.g., AdAware).
Note: The term i.e. means “that is”; e.g. means “for example.” And a comma follows both of them.

5.Effect for affect
No: The outage shouldn’t effect any users during work hours.
Yes: The outage shouldn’t affect any users during work hours.
Yes: The outage shouldn’t have any effect on users.
Yes: We will effect several changes during the downtime.
Note: Impact is not a verb. Purists, at least, beg you to use affect instead:
No: The outage shouldn’t impact any users during work hours.
Yes: The outage shouldn’t affect any users during work hours.
Yes: The outage should have no impact on users during work hours.



6. You’re foryour
No: Remember to defrag you’re machine on a regular basis.
Yes: Remember to defrag your machine on a regular basis.
No: Your right about the changes.
Yes: You’re right about the changes.

7. Different than for different from
No: This setup is different than the one at the main office.
Yes: This setup is different from the one at the main office.
Yes: This setup is better than the one at the main office.

8. Lay for lie
No: I got dizzy and had to lay down.
Yes: I got dizzy and had to lie down.
Yes: Just lay those books over there.

9. Then for than
No: The accounting department had more problems then we did.
Yes: The accounting department had more problems than we did.
Note: Here’s a sub-peeve. When a sentence construction begins with If, you don’t need a then. Then is implicit, so it’s
superfluous and wordy:
No: If you can’t get Windows to boot, then you’ll need to call Ted.
Yes: If you can’t get Windows to boot, you’ll need to call Ted.

10.Could of, would of for could have, would have
No: I could of installed that app by mistake.
Yes: I could have installed that app by mistake.
No: I would of sent you a meeting notice, but you were out of town.
Yes: I would have sent you a meeting notice, but you were out of town.

MASTERCHEF!

hhahahahahahaha wannabe masterchef (Y)
WE CAME FIRST!
well i was in two groups. my original group's ingredient was seafood. my other one was chicken. hahaa twas fun.

i got there two hours and a half (maybe three) late because i forgot all about it. then the jennifer(s) called & texted me so i dragged karen there too :D
then we went to the park outside and looked back at the meadowbank building and LOL IT LOOKED SO DODGE. looked like the typical place tb's have their bitch fights.
loooooooooooooooool
no wonder saesoon's known as the tb church.

gee i'm forgetting everything so i'll make a list like everyone else.
lemons. koreans. tbs. tbg's (LOL). funny people. tomato. prawns, olives, octopus, noodles, mushroom. garlic bread&carbonara. flavoured chicken and shiskebablike things. weird plate with a carrot the shape of a cross sticking out of it. pink grapefruit (L). BOCCONCINI (italian cheese). sushi. bibimbab. spaghetti. pasta masta chefari. steak. more steak. various other foods.

the group that made the garlic bread and carbonara pasta (aka the yr10 tbs) came first, along with my other group who made the chicken :D
my seafood group were named the tbg's . the tb girls. by the guy from the pasta master group :D

NEWAIZ, THE PRIZE WAS MOVIE TICKETS. YESS. AND I WAS IN TWO GROUPS AND BOTH WON!
does that mean i get to watch two movies? 8)

FMFKINGL

QQ: if you found a 5$ note on the floor, what would you do with it?
A: buy a kfc chicken popcorn snackbox and give annabel the change so she won't have to split her note. LOL

i hate this period of time where you get all your exam marks back.
i did better in maths this time then i did last year in the yearlies. ha-ha.
as for jap, i got the worst marks in writing that i have ever gotten in all my jap history. fckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

EVEN SEWON GOT HIGHER THAN ME AND SHE PICKED UP JAP THIS YEAR. FML.
oh wells, i suppose my reading marks this year improved substantially. (HALF A MARK MORE!) half a mark off from full marks because i fucking misinterpreted youfuku for seifuku. YOUFUKU (LOL) = CLOTHES. SEIFUKU = UNIFORM.
YES I'VE GOT IT IN MY HEAD NOW.

tomorrow. commerce. ahhhhhhhhhh ):
i hope i did well. because after i did that test i left feeling accomplished.
hahahaaah chonny is sehr funny. but some other lesser popular youtube comedians just leave me going o_o" ......... (Y) *clicks link for communitychannel*

OMG FIRST TIME BLOGGING @ SCHOOL HAHA IM A NOOB

wtf is kareoke etiquette?
o_o

there's KAREOKE ETIQUETTE?


ohhhh dayuummmn I CAN DO THE SORRY DANCE NOW. DAZZRITE.
I CAN SLUT LIKE A WONDERGIRL TOO. BETCHES D<
g g g g baby baby baby g g g g

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kareoke was fun. i went to eugenie's house afterwards.
I SWEAR THAT GUY FROM SHINEE LOOKS LIKE JOE JONAS. and another one looks like hes permanently on crack.



CUTEST THING EVER OR WHAT?
it's so upsetting in the end ):
so very upsetting.

http://nw.ninemsn.com.au/article.aspx?id=820740

Beth's fake fury

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Ballsy Beth Ditto has taken a swipe at Katy Perry, calling her "I Kissed A Girl" song a "boner dyke" anthem for "straight girls who like to turn guys on by making out or like faking gay" — go Beth! "I hate Katy Perry!" she adds. "She's offensive to gay culture, I'm so offended. She's just riding on the backs of our culture, without having to pay any of the dues and not being actually lesbian or anything at all. She's on the cover of a f**king gay magazine."

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just another reason why katy perry sucks and lily allen is so awesome.
(Y)

DID I JUST GET OWNED?

LOL KOREAN HISTORY CHANNEL IS SO FUNNY.
those guys are viet and they can do korean accent better than me.
FUCK KJSDOIJDSOIFS AHHAHAHHAHHAHAHHA.


crude humour. crude humour. now back to college humour whoring.
then i will update me on kevjumba and nigahiga and community channel. then finish KO RI AN hisTORI CHANNARU.

"Two people can be perfect for each other but if the timing’s wrong it’s never going to work out. Bad timing is the reason that most normal people end up single. Weirdos and creeps are single cause they are weird and creepy but people like us are single because of bad timing."
— Love & Sex



havent quote whored in aages.

is this even possible?

tis tuesday and i already feel exhausted and tired and lazy and friday.




commerce and science in one day. two of the hardest hitters.
why do i feel that i'm not prepared for any of this?
why don't i care?
(as yeji said) i will care once i get the results back.
results telling me i'm not good enough and blablabla then my asian mum has to inflate that and shove it into my ears and make me feel even more insignificant and stupid and simple and 9939393
i want to be a tumbleweed when i grow up 8)
weeee

but seriously.
if i dont want to fail/mess up in epic proportions, i should study right? because if i fail i'll go through the tortures outlined above.
wrong, i do not study and take my chances on my memory capacity/natural genius(or not) and either ace it or crash and die and scream.
which is what happened with math coz that's something you need to consistantly work on and is... uncrammable. which is why it's one of my most hated subjects.
do your maths hw kids.
but im in mr ms class so i don't do it, just to piss him off a little more.
scienceeeeeeeeeee ....................................
ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..................................................................

zzzzzzzz will finis post tomraqw


a dream is like being able to fly or drive a car through the sky :D
happy tastes like candy and fairy floss and sunshine .
i can see rainbows. time for beddybyetime .

snap crackle boom.

http://news.ninemsn.com.au/world/820466/indonesian-model-flees-abusive-prince

oh my WHAT
yes i am an idealist and think most girls would have a happily ever after with a prince but then i realised that princes are actually humans too.
it's disgusting that a human would be allowed to act this way and get away with it. i don't care who his parents are, he's still human and should be subject to the laws that everyone else is.
what exactly has he done anyway? be born into the right family, that's all. people having "immunity" from criminal and civil charges (basically everything) because you're royal family? excuse me for voicing my opinions, but to me that is utter bull*. it's unthinkable a girl, a teenager, would be treated this way and even more unthinkable that the guy doing all this (double her age fyi) would get away with it. it's disappointing how low that government and embassy will go to cover up and lie to keep their crown clean.
thank god korea doesn't have a royal family.

to any persons who are malaysian or whoever takes offense to this
i'm sorry, i'm a feminist and an angsty 15 year old. perhaps i am overreacting but i don't think so. violence against women, extortion, abuse of power, oppression are a few of my most hated things :)
please don't assassinate me.