5am

i am up because i am on an energy high fuelled by whale chips
my arm fat is expanding
i think i've eaten about a kilogram of chocolate
and a decent amount of caramel too
and a few litres of aloe
big bags of corn chips

instead of studying for jap ext i was reading pygmy
i think i'll buy it

such joy

opening the box was probably the best feeling

then it was the badum badum fuck if it doesn't fit

and it did

then it was

walking around the house in them

yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss today is good day. (lol, what exams?)

talking to myself again ahhhhhah

note to myself : i will never buy another pair of shoes. this year.

NO MORE.

one day one day one day i'll realise that i am truly alone so it won't matter what i say

say because there is no reason not to but in saying so it gives it solid, tangible form and confirms the existence of something i'd rather deny and pretend never happened

yes it never happened happened happened
but seriously no more shoes.

jokes on mee, bruh


so o o o o o i want to play

i am a materialistic pig

roast me on a spit i taste consumeriscious
yuck that was not even a pun

but seriously this week i have gone.. shopping.
done a bit of notes.. for belonging and module a (end.)

i got my first opi nailpolish (big apple red) and i feel as if my quality of life has exponentially improved. i also feel like throwing away all my other nailpolishes that flake and shit.


what else did i do? sleep a lot.
wow it's 6.30 friday and i dogged my friends because i felt sick and i thought i'd start getting some solid work done at home..

and then gmarket happened to me.
they have mac lipsticks there for 6$ where they chop them up into 1cm/.5cm pieces and put them in glass tubes so you can try them and stuff

i think that's what i'll do for shades that i want that were limited edition / things i doubt i can pull off like russian red

the red i have is lady bug but it looks kind of like sauce on me.
sort of..

6$.. that's like.. lol lunch? lunch or lipstick?
LIPSTICK.

this is a bad sign.

starting off my holidays with a bang

evry day im studyin'

jaoke mbord
so.. $AUD fell below parity like.. yesterday/yesterday yesterday. ruined my week.
NOW I CANT BUY SHOES FRMO AMERICA. WELL ICAN BUT IT COSTS ME $10 MORE.
THANK GOD I BOUGHT MY LIPSTICKS ALREADY.







IDNO Y BUT ITS 1AM AND I SUDDNELY FEEL ALL ENERGISED/ WHY AM I NOT LIKE THIS IN THE MORNING?

need a dress

you know how they say koreans would be nothing without their circle lenses?
i disagree.

i'm starting to think it's fake eyelashes o_o


needa get me some of that..

:(