don't drag me down to your level.
wait no, you can't really do that coz i'm so fl-
well yes anyways if it (it being what you were telling all yo bitches about me) were actually plausible; if it actually sort of had some connection to reality/had something other than being baseless conjecture on your behalf, i'd have been pretty miffed.
but it's not. i'm just a bit disappointed imagination eluded you, it's getting a bit monotonous. why not try something hot and new, like.. ohh geee.
wow now that you think about it, most of the topics have been covered.
why not take things up a notch higher and yknow.
i am actually an undercover lesbian stripper prostitute camwhore from zimbabwe and im here to give you all herpes+hayfever. oh and im here to steal obama from all y'all uhh.. people :D
there, that sounds like a decent yarn. go on. take a step out of the unoriginal predictable boring dull girl box and into the - drumroll -
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
lollylollylollypop da da dad a
the 21 / 2EN1 song lollypop with big bang is so catchy.
and i saw the CF for the phone and i was like D:
WHY DOES TOP LOOK SO GREEKY AND LOSERISH?
yeah but he's still hot :E
i think 21 sounds more like an asian kelis. wondergirls might be up for some competition. one of the girls had really weird hair tho o_o
wondergirls looked pretty retarded too when they first debuted .
and the song itself i think is more big bang than 21.
top has had his nose done i swear.
doesn't change the fact that he's a stud tho <3
and i saw the CF for the phone and i was like D:
WHY DOES TOP LOOK SO GREEKY AND LOSERISH?
yeah but he's still hot :E
i think 21 sounds more like an asian kelis. wondergirls might be up for some competition. one of the girls had really weird hair tho o_o
wondergirls looked pretty retarded too when they first debuted .
and the song itself i think is more big bang than 21.
top has had his nose done i swear.
doesn't change the fact that he's a stud tho <3
Thursday, March 26, 2009
these are the loves of my life.
“Sometimes you fall, spinning through space, grasping for the things that keep you on this earth. Sometimes you catch them. They can be the hands of the people you love. They can be your pets- pups with funny names, cats with ferocious old souls. The thing that keeps you here can be your art. It can be things you have collected and invested with a certain sense of meaning. A flowered, buckled treasure chest of secrets. Shoes that make you taller and, therefore, closer to the heavens. A suit that belonged to your fairy godmother. A dress that makes you feel a little like the Goddess herself.
Sometimes you keep falling; you don’t catch anything.
Sometimes you fall, spinning through space, grasping for the things that keep you here. Sometimes you catch them. Sometimes you don’t.
Sometimes they catch you.
Francesca Lia Block
today me and nicole were discussing on the way to school
'that year eight kid always looks pissed off, i swear. HOW CAN SHE DO IT? wth is her problem even CILLA can't do that'
'lolllll who's this'
'THAT KID who keeps looking at everyone like this *does angry face, chin down eyes looking at you*'
'LOLLL'
'half the time cilla's just mega pissed off the other half she's fucking hi laughing at whatver she finds. like OMG A LEAF! AHAHHAHAHAH ITS A FUCKING LEAF HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAH! OH A STAIR HAHAHHAHAHA OH MY GOD ITS A FUCKING RAIL AHAHHAFISF OH FUCK IM GONIG TO KILL MYSELF. and then ester comes along and starts laughing too and she's like I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT IM LAUGHING AT BUT IT'S STILL FUNNY HAHHAHAHAHHAHA and then eugenie and evelyn comes and then we all come and then yeahh :). but that girl's just like. eww. this footpath is dirty that just fucking ruined my day. why is this school so fucking yellow eww this tree is too big wth there's possum poo over there OMG MY LIFE SUCKS D:'
there was something else but i've forgotten .
http://singittogether.tumblr.com/page/1
i think this is flicks blog.
see that canadianxkorean kid? HE IS SO GAWDAMN CUTE.
IN FACT I'D ALMOST SCREW ANY CANADIAN MAN OUT THERE IF THAT MEANT MY KID WAS GOING TO LOOK AT CUTE. OIMDSFSD if only i was born last year.
i can totes see a rising star in that kid.
AshdOISJD (L)
Sometimes you keep falling; you don’t catch anything.
Sometimes you fall, spinning through space, grasping for the things that keep you here. Sometimes you catch them. Sometimes you don’t.
Sometimes they catch you.
Francesca Lia Block
today me and nicole were discussing on the way to school
'that year eight kid always looks pissed off, i swear. HOW CAN SHE DO IT? wth is her problem even CILLA can't do that'
'lolllll who's this'
'THAT KID who keeps looking at everyone like this *does angry face, chin down eyes looking at you*'
'LOLLL'
'half the time cilla's just mega pissed off the other half she's fucking hi laughing at whatver she finds. like OMG A LEAF! AHAHHAHAHAH ITS A FUCKING LEAF HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAH! OH A STAIR HAHAHHAHAHA OH MY GOD ITS A FUCKING RAIL AHAHHAFISF OH FUCK IM GONIG TO KILL MYSELF. and then ester comes along and starts laughing too and she's like I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT IM LAUGHING AT BUT IT'S STILL FUNNY HAHHAHAHAHHAHA and then eugenie and evelyn comes and then we all come and then yeahh :). but that girl's just like. eww. this footpath is dirty that just fucking ruined my day. why is this school so fucking yellow eww this tree is too big wth there's possum poo over there OMG MY LIFE SUCKS D:'
there was something else but i've forgotten .
http://singittogether.tumblr.com/page/1
i think this is flicks blog.
see that canadianxkorean kid? HE IS SO GAWDAMN CUTE.
IN FACT I'D ALMOST SCREW ANY CANADIAN MAN OUT THERE IF THAT MEANT MY KID WAS GOING TO LOOK AT CUTE. OIMDSFSD if only i was born last year.
i can totes see a rising star in that kid.
AshdOISJD (L)
sweet dreams are made of these
there's nothing quite like a sprinting race with your brother after tennis.
and beating him :)
well it was a big soccer field. i beat him to the other end.
then there was this gate thing and he went to the exit while i just jumped over it. i beat him to the car. succkerrr .
then i fell onto the grass and watched the clouds migrate across the sky, thinking fuck homework, fuck the srp, fuck the assignements, fuck school cert, fuck those people- just fuck everything.
these clouds are all that matter now :)
and for three minutes i lay there in complete wordsworth-style bliss until my mum beeped the horn at me telling me to get in the car.
she bought me an ice cream for exercising. a fatty korean-store one. (:
and beating him :)
well it was a big soccer field. i beat him to the other end.
then there was this gate thing and he went to the exit while i just jumped over it. i beat him to the car. succkerrr .
then i fell onto the grass and watched the clouds migrate across the sky, thinking fuck homework, fuck the srp, fuck the assignements, fuck school cert, fuck those people- just fuck everything.
these clouds are all that matter now :)
and for three minutes i lay there in complete wordsworth-style bliss until my mum beeped the horn at me telling me to get in the car.
she bought me an ice cream for exercising. a fatty korean-store one. (:
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
the sky is growling at me and it sounds lika fucking plane flying wayy too low.
except planes don't give you magnificently terrifying bolts of lightning like that.
i hate thunder ):
mock trials may be just a game.
but games exist for the sole reason that i may win.
and when i participate in a game, im not there to draw, lose or win
i'm there to fucking TEAAAAR IT UP AIJSDIOASDJOA IT'S ON!!
im going to pwn you alll .. well i want to.. hfdsdf
:D
i had something else to say, but i've forgotten.
except planes don't give you magnificently terrifying bolts of lightning like that.
i hate thunder ):
mock trials may be just a game.
but games exist for the sole reason that i may win.
and when i participate in a game, im not there to draw, lose or win
i'm there to fucking TEAAAAR IT UP AIJSDIOASDJOA IT'S ON!!
im going to pwn you alll .. well i want to.. hfdsdf
:D
i had something else to say, but i've forgotten.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
karlie kloss is such a pretty name
feast your eyes megan :)
it's times like these i really want to punch my dad in the face.
making a mountain out of a molehill.
really, reaaally pushing it.
stretching it out until there's nothing left at all.
and today in the car he was just like, didn't we agree we made up?
i flipped him off and told him either he was talking to himself (having one of his one-sided arguements/conversations with me) or i didn't speak clearly enough when i said FUCK OFF.
i raised my voice for the last two words.
then he said some other crap and i ignored him. i literally zoned out. i dont give a *. he was bitching about my maths tutor calling him a shekki and stuff.
this "shekki" has achieved more than he has in his whole life (except for getting a realy good job as one of the fat cats of a business)
but that was in the past. LOOK AT ME I DONT EVEN HAVE A PHONE SO I SAT OUTSIDE MY TUTORING PLACE FOR TWO HOURS WONDERING WTF WAS GOING ON BECAUSE I HAD NO MONEY SO I COULDNT CALL HOME AND MY TUTOR WASN'T THERE AND WTH.
it turns out he had a car crash. *
Monday, March 23, 2009
because
friends
stick
together.
i had so much chocolate today it's shocking.
me - do you think it'll be good?(pointing at club, mint filled dark chocolate bar,2$ sale!)
nicole- its in CARDBOARD wrapping, of COURSE it'll be good!
it turns it it was only in cardboard wrapping, probably because if it wasn't, the chocolate bar might break in places and minty goo ooze out.
it was nice, but i prefer aero. ihad so much chocolate i actually said HEY MEGAN! WANT MY LUNCH? and she quickly got rid of it for me. <3
friends
stick
together.
i had so much chocolate today it's shocking.
me - do you think it'll be good?(pointing at club, mint filled dark chocolate bar,2$ sale!)
nicole- its in CARDBOARD wrapping, of COURSE it'll be good!
it turns it it was only in cardboard wrapping, probably because if it wasn't, the chocolate bar might break in places and minty goo ooze out.
it was nice, but i prefer aero. ihad so much chocolate i actually said HEY MEGAN! WANT MY LUNCH? and she quickly got rid of it for me. <3
Sunday, March 22, 2009
(Y)
me and kristie did underwater kungfu.
thank god there was nobody much else at the pools. it was really nice.
hhaha fun times.
we threw a blue sinker into the pool
i saw through the facade but it's all good :)
we had races to see who could retrieve it faster/throw it further
i can hold my breath under water for a minute
or more. i came back up because i was scared the guy might think i drowned.
the 10 krispy kremes i ate went straight to my arse and thighs.
thank god there was nobody much else at the pools. it was really nice.
hhaha fun times.
we threw a blue sinker into the pool
i saw through the facade but it's all good :)
we had races to see who could retrieve it faster/throw it further
i can hold my breath under water for a minute
or more. i came back up because i was scared the guy might think i drowned.
the 10 krispy kremes i ate went straight to my arse and thighs.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
\
i must be overreacting. yes. i am. ihate disapprove of people who have no self-control.
i spend so much time swallowing my words and pushing back my temper.
when i do that, it takes a lot of energy and effort - i expect everyone else to do the same for me, at the very least.
common courtesy, really.
just because you're angry, doesn't give you any right to say whatever you want and do whatever you want, just because it makes you feel good.
though i guess you can, if you really want to.
but you can throw as many tantrums, throw, kick, punch, scratch and break everything you want.
you can scream and cry and bitch to the whole world; it still won't change a thing.
yes, i know, it's all about you. you you you. but to me, this is my world.
from my perspective, my world is all about me. me me me.
and what you you you are doing is putting me me me out of my happiness.
it doesn't seem to work like it used to. somewhere along the line, i developed a consciousness and now we just don't click.
i don't like it.
yes, i also know you were bought up like that.
of course you can't take no for an answer, ever, can you?
you're used to getting everything your way and you seem to be able to notice everyone else's shortcomings but your own.
take take take take take. i've nothing more to give.
i know, you've given lots too. and i greatly appreciate that.
but you were to me, much more than you could ever live up to, it seems.
semi best friends, after all, are meant to actually care.
but enough with my bullshit.
haven't you had enough?
i have.
now i'm going to have to try compensate for what i've done
the people i'd turned my back on, bitched about and maybe even backstabbed; for you.
i'm going to try make everything better. but for me this time.
i must be overreacting. yes. i am. i
i spend so much time swallowing my words and pushing back my temper.
when i do that, it takes a lot of energy and effort - i expect everyone else to do the same for me, at the very least.
common courtesy, really.
just because you're angry, doesn't give you any right to say whatever you want and do whatever you want, just because it makes you feel good.
though i guess you can, if you really want to.
but you can throw as many tantrums, throw, kick, punch, scratch and break everything you want.
you can scream and cry and bitch to the whole world; it still won't change a thing.
yes, i know, it's all about you. you you you. but to me, this is my world.
from my perspective, my world is all about me. me me me.
and what you you you are doing is putting me me me out of my happiness.
it doesn't seem to work like it used to. somewhere along the line, i developed a consciousness and now we just don't click.
i don't like it.
yes, i also know you were bought up like that.
of course you can't take no for an answer, ever, can you?
you're used to getting everything your way and you seem to be able to notice everyone else's shortcomings but your own.
take take take take take. i've nothing more to give.
i know, you've given lots too. and i greatly appreciate that.
but you were to me, much more than you could ever live up to, it seems.
semi best friends, after all, are meant to actually care.
but enough with my bullshit.
haven't you had enough?
i have.
now i'm going to have to try compensate for what i've done
the people i'd turned my back on, bitched about and maybe even backstabbed; for you.
i'm going to try make everything better. but for me this time.
TAROT CARDS
Strength
The Strength card affirms that my alter ego today is the seductive beast of my Animagus, whose superpower is to master self-control to tame fears or impulses to prove of what stuff I'm made. I boldly go... but a willful heart is part of my secret identity. My infinite fortitude is seen by what I do, sacrifice or defy to stand up for what I feel is right, including admitting when I'm wrong, keeping out of it or not dignifying responses provoked by moral cowards and brutes. When resolve is tested I draw on the courage of my true character from the more savage or humble virtues of my natural instincts to maintain objective by composure. This enables me to hold my tongue against bravado, repress claws at empty threats, and not turn tail in pride against passion when it's hard or inconvenient, but to persuade through self-restraint until assimilation is complete or resistance is futile.
i got this tarot card twice this week.
my tarot cards have been so .. startlingly relevent this week-
You can fool some of the people all of the time, and all of the people some of the time, but you can not fool all of the people all of the time.
- Abraham Lincoln
The Strength card affirms that my alter ego today is the seductive beast of my Animagus, whose superpower is to master self-control to tame fears or impulses to prove of what stuff I'm made. I boldly go... but a willful heart is part of my secret identity. My infinite fortitude is seen by what I do, sacrifice or defy to stand up for what I feel is right, including admitting when I'm wrong, keeping out of it or not dignifying responses provoked by moral cowards and brutes. When resolve is tested I draw on the courage of my true character from the more savage or humble virtues of my natural instincts to maintain objective by composure. This enables me to hold my tongue against bravado, repress claws at empty threats, and not turn tail in pride against passion when it's hard or inconvenient, but to persuade through self-restraint until assimilation is complete or resistance is futile.
i got this tarot card twice this week.
my tarot cards have been so .. startlingly relevent this week-
You can fool some of the people all of the time, and all of the people some of the time, but you can not fool all of the people all of the time.
- Abraham Lincoln
ughhh i had a spicy/chilli dinner. it was spicy pork +rice + other korean stuffs.
it sucks i can't take chilli food very well.
yes, i'm still asian.
but my mouth is burning
if i were speaking idh bi schpieking woike bbis.
nicole the g 4 christine the j <3
or it could be like..
let nicole the g be g
let christine the j be j
the product of g and j is GJ
GJ = the best iced chocolates ever.
hahhhhhhhh sign of schizophrenia. word-linking/stuff like i did above is a symptom of schizophrenia. except if you're schizophrenic, you can just go from nicole the g 4 christine the j to gj=the best iced chocolates ever.
i'm not schizophrenic enough, i need to do the working out D:
fill the space ;)
it sucks i can't take chilli food very well.
yes, i'm still asian.
but my mouth is burning
if i were speaking idh bi schpieking woike bbis.
nicole the g 4 christine the j <3
or it could be like..
let nicole the g be g
let christine the j be j
the product of g and j is GJ
GJ = the best iced chocolates ever.
hahhhhhhhh sign of schizophrenia. word-linking/stuff like i did above is a symptom of schizophrenia. except if you're schizophrenic, you can just go from nicole the g 4 christine the j to gj=the best iced chocolates ever.
i'm not schizophrenic enough, i need to do the working out D:
fill the space ;)
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
google QUOTE OF THE DAY
The most perfidious way of harming a cause consists of defending it deliberately with faulty arguments.
- Friedrich Nietzsche
Good-bye. I am leaving because I am bored.
- George Saunders
Learning to dislike children at an early age saves a lot of expense and aggravation later in life.
- Robert Byrne
- Friedrich Nietzsche
Good-bye. I am leaving because I am bored.
- George Saunders
Learning to dislike children at an early age saves a lot of expense and aggravation later in life.
- Robert Byrne
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
your friends are all the dullest dogs i know.- shaun tan collage
look inside, look inside your tiny mind and look a bit harder-
(8)
jap test was so easy i nearly cried with relief
i thought it was meant to be hard, seeing as it's worth what.. 15% of marks?
rachel is my idol. THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR BOTHERING TO SCAN ME EVERYTHING.
my jap mag cover was skanky ttm.
i hope i did okay in the test. ms didn't even bother to give me this year's textbook because she'd run out. i did pretty okay i think. in fact i had about 10 minutes left over after checking a few times so i think i'll be fine... i hope D:
copper sulfate.
must find copper sulfate.
srp sucks ): logbooks suck.
- - -
this will be fun. either way. this is fun.
look inside, look inside your tiny mind and look a bit harder-
(8)
jap test was so easy i nearly cried with relief
i thought it was meant to be hard, seeing as it's worth what.. 15% of marks?
rachel is my idol. THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR BOTHERING TO SCAN ME EVERYTHING.
my jap mag cover was skanky ttm.
i hope i did okay in the test. ms didn't even bother to give me this year's textbook because she'd run out. i did pretty okay i think. in fact i had about 10 minutes left over after checking a few times so i think i'll be fine... i hope D:
copper sulfate.
must find copper sulfate.
srp sucks ): logbooks suck.
- - -
this will be fun. either way. this is fun.
Monday, March 16, 2009
hohr bung gee
the mind is willing, but the body is not.
the body is weak.
but the mind is all at matters in the end.
CAZ IS MY DAI LOU O_O
somebody must explain that to me some day. it means boss? in chinese?
it was nice getting back in contact with friends.
ASSUME MAKES AN ASS OUT OF U AND ME-
gay. assumptions save a lot of time and money (because time is money) and mental brainpower.
which i could spend on so many more worthwhile things. i dont like telling my reasons and presenting them like excuses just to avoid further provoking.
humble= making self look like shit
this movie im watching is hypocritic, ironic and slightly funny.
people lose humility so very easily
this world spins at an interesting angle.
"It is impossible to make people understand their ignorance; for it requires knowledge to perceive it and therefore he that can perceive it hath it not."
— Jeremy Taylor
i hope i haven't overestimated you.
where's the fun in that?
AHAHAHAHAHHA
you're so fucking HILARIOUS
AHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA
no really. DO IT. DO IT!! I DARE YOU!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
aww man you're so delusional its almost cute.
but it's not.
grow up.
pull your socks up.
really.
wake up. it's not going to happen. not the way you'd want.
wait wait. no. ignore me. if you really want to do it, then by all means!
amuse me. it's up to you really. i don't mind either way.
i don't know why. you spark up my otherwise would-be-boring life sometimes. even though providing me with cheap entertainment may not be in your list of intentions.
but that's what makes it so fucking hilarious AHAHAHHHHAHA.
how the hell did you get into the school you go to?
AHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA
no really. DO IT. DO IT!! I DARE YOU!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
aww man you're so delusional its almost cute.
but it's not.
grow up.
pull your socks up.
really.
wake up. it's not going to happen. not the way you'd want.
wait wait. no. ignore me. if you really want to do it, then by all means!
amuse me. it's up to you really. i don't mind either way.
i don't know why. you spark up my otherwise would-be-boring life sometimes. even though providing me with cheap entertainment may not be in your list of intentions.
but that's what makes it so fucking hilarious AHAHAHHHHAHA.
how the hell did you get into the school you go to?
Sunday, March 15, 2009
"I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity."
— Edgar Allan Poe
today we saw a raven at the trainstation and shouted nevermore at it like speds. it was one of the biggest freaking ravens i've ever seen. bigger than a basketball.
*
i already said that.
i would tell you
but from what i hearsee, you probably won't care about anyone else but ys
it's okay.
i dont believe in karma but i believe in bigger things. ↕
there's only two (maybe three??) places. which one will it be?
— Edgar Allan Poe
today we saw a raven at the trainstation and shouted nevermore at it like speds. it was one of the biggest freaking ravens i've ever seen. bigger than a basketball.
*
i already said that.
i would tell you
but from what i hearsee, you probably won't care about anyone else but ys
it's okay.
i dont believe in karma but i believe in bigger things. ↕
there's only two (maybe three??) places. which one will it be?
Saturday, March 14, 2009
instead of doing my pile of homework and starting vd (i bought my vd book yesterday) or starting my srp, i burnt the day image collecting. fun fun fun.
did YOU know hilary looked like bindy irwin before she had surgery on her nose and wherever? I DIDN'T :D I always hated her (lindssay lohan ftw) but thought she was pretty.
learn something new every day.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
200th post D:
i don't want to do english hw. 200TH POST!
this is also a sign i have no life, i suppose.
edit: I GOT ALUM (ALUMINIUM POTASSIUM SULFATE) TODAY!
apparantly it's also a lethal poison so if i take a spoonful and swallow it i will die a painful death. YAYYY.
and i can like. slip it into foods. and . stuff. but yeah i'd get caught and that would suck because i'm not murderer material ):
but i can't be held responsible if my stupid fucker of a dad eats it. which is totally plausible seeing as when god was giving out brains, his rolled down the gutter. i also impulse bought this cocoa lip balm AND IT SMELLLS SOO GUT.
cocoa is my favourite smell. in the whole entire world.
cocoa butter. then i like papaya and strawberry and passionfruit/pink grapefruit and stuff. and shea butter. and pizza. and aosidjasod so many nice smells in the world :)
you know what a bad habit of mine is? when buying a new lip balm, i like to roll it up so it's extended as long as it can get, and then i measure it and smell it and roll it back down again. it turns out palmer's cocoa butter formula lip balm isn't very compatible iwth that because it WOULD NOT go down. so i tried pressing it and it fell off.... and then i fixed it and tried putting it back on.. it keeps falling off. damnit. oh wells it still smells nice.
23232 read this so i can stop embarrassing her.
this is also a sign i have no life, i suppose.
edit: I GOT ALUM (ALUMINIUM POTASSIUM SULFATE) TODAY!
apparantly it's also a lethal poison so if i take a spoonful and swallow it i will die a painful death. YAYYY.
and i can like. slip it into foods. and . stuff. but yeah i'd get caught and that would suck because i'm not murderer material ):
but i can't be held responsible if my stupid fucker of a dad eats it. which is totally plausible seeing as when god was giving out brains, his rolled down the gutter. i also impulse bought this cocoa lip balm AND IT SMELLLS SOO GUT.
cocoa is my favourite smell. in the whole entire world.
cocoa butter. then i like papaya and strawberry and passionfruit/pink grapefruit and stuff. and shea butter. and pizza. and aosidjasod so many nice smells in the world :)
you know what a bad habit of mine is? when buying a new lip balm, i like to roll it up so it's extended as long as it can get, and then i measure it and smell it and roll it back down again. it turns out palmer's cocoa butter formula lip balm isn't very compatible iwth that because it WOULD NOT go down. so i tried pressing it and it fell off.... and then i fixed it and tried putting it back on.. it keeps falling off. damnit. oh wells it still smells nice.
23232 read this so i can stop embarrassing her.
beeboobeebuubeeboo
that's what i thought an ambulance sounded like when i was a kid.
i want time to stop for everyone except for me and people i like.
so that while everyone's frozen, i can take all their food, crash planes, steal shoes and sleep whenever i want.
i need a rest. a break from all this shit.
arghhhhhhhhhhfuck. i'm all set with homework this holidays too.
where the fuck am i going to get aluminium potassium sulfate?
mr drstickers is scawwy what if he's like why didn't u ask me for it before il be like idno cz ur fat maybe
and i just woke up because when i came back from school i just threw myself in bed. i have so much shit on my hands my brain is tearing at the seams. i need some easter egg.
i want time to stop for everyone except for me and people i like.
so that while everyone's frozen, i can take all their food, crash planes, steal shoes and sleep whenever i want.
i need a rest. a break from all this shit.
arghhhhhhhhhhfuck. i'm all set with homework this holidays too.
where the fuck am i going to get aluminium potassium sulfate?
mr drstickers is scawwy what if he's like why didn't u ask me for it before il be like idno cz ur fat maybe
and i just woke up because when i came back from school i just threw myself in bed. i have so much shit on my hands my brain is tearing at the seams. i need some easter egg.
Monday, March 9, 2009
PEANUT BUTTER JELLY TIME
this is a bad habit, but i keep taking food off nicole.
her parents are.. chefs. and they own two restaurants and have an excellent taste in food. or what they give their daughter to take to school.
and recently nicole's been finding huge chunks of money in her wallet.
real mysterious like.
so jealous ):
nicole is hot. a hotter wallet and an even hotter lunchbox.
damnit .
yes well anyways, this particular day, i stole half her lunch, she gave me this really nice asian jelly and two muesli bars, one happened to have peanuts in them. i didn't know i was allergic to peanuts.
after maths tutoring (OMG I WENT THERE FOR THE FIRST TIME TODAY AOSIDJASOD. i learnt more in that one hour and a half than i learnt in a whole week at maths.)
i was hungry so i shoved it into my mouth and consumed it in like.. five minutes.
then my tongue began to tingle. then my oesophagus and stomache and everythign else began to burn and itch like crazy. like i actually wanted to rip myself open and scratch my... oesophagus. yeah it hurt. it felt like i ate knives and it was ripping through my ... pipes. yeah.
agony ):
i would want to blame nicole but it's not her fualt her lunchbox is hot. and i kinda took it. if only her mother knew.. that'd probably just kill my future prospects of visiting her house ever again.
speaking of which, last time, they gave us a whole box of donuts and my mum was js like.. what lovely people :)
she's such a clever looking girl, i bet she's smarter than you. go play with her more, maybe then you'll get smarter.
her parents are.. chefs. and they own two restaurants and have an excellent taste in food. or what they give their daughter to take to school.
and recently nicole's been finding huge chunks of money in her wallet.
real mysterious like.
so jealous ):
nicole is hot. a hotter wallet and an even hotter lunchbox.
damnit .
yes well anyways, this particular day, i stole half her lunch, she gave me this really nice asian jelly and two muesli bars, one happened to have peanuts in them. i didn't know i was allergic to peanuts.
after maths tutoring (OMG I WENT THERE FOR THE FIRST TIME TODAY AOSIDJASOD. i learnt more in that one hour and a half than i learnt in a whole week at maths.)
i was hungry so i shoved it into my mouth and consumed it in like.. five minutes.
then my tongue began to tingle. then my oesophagus and stomache and everythign else began to burn and itch like crazy. like i actually wanted to rip myself open and scratch my... oesophagus. yeah it hurt. it felt like i ate knives and it was ripping through my ... pipes. yeah.
agony ):
i would want to blame nicole but it's not her fualt her lunchbox is hot. and i kinda took it. if only her mother knew.. that'd probably just kill my future prospects of visiting her house ever again.
speaking of which, last time, they gave us a whole box of donuts and my mum was js like.. what lovely people :)
she's such a clever looking girl, i bet she's smarter than you. go play with her more, maybe then you'll get smarter.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
science is making me go nutty
whenever someone says something like.. cosmic.. i think of candy.
and .. shiney stuff.
and cosmopolitan.. and cosmetics. and costumes.
i think when i was little there was some sort of cosmic candy ad because i can't read a paragraph of cosmic shit without getting myself another milkyway. (AHAH YEAH I KNOW)
and intergalactic makes me think of electric music. and technology. and. navy blue stuff with shiny stuff. and games.
cerebral is just pretty. pretty pearly weird stuff that is yummy.
i am going nutty i don't want to do nay more work ):
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and .. shiney stuff.
and cosmopolitan.. and cosmetics. and costumes.
i think when i was little there was some sort of cosmic candy ad because i can't read a paragraph of cosmic shit without getting myself another milkyway. (AHAH YEAH I KNOW)
and intergalactic makes me think of electric music. and technology. and. navy blue stuff with shiny stuff. and games.
cerebral is just pretty. pretty pearly weird stuff that is yummy.
i am going nutty i don't want to do nay more work ):
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i'm a crunchy nut
edit : post test results -
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see how much more sane i am, without the added stress? (no)
f*sulks
i hate science.
i hate this assignement.
it's yet another stupid assessment worth a ridiculous amount on my report which does not benefit me in any way except for a number on a piece of yellow paper.
because of this i find no motivation whatsoever to complete it.
it's not like i have an interest in science anyway- i lost that way back in yr7 when i had that shitass teacher (who has hair growing all over her ugly face) who didn't teach anything. probably wasn't fair i was stuck with her while everyone else had cool teachers.
when i am stressed i eat like crazy. right now i am eating like crazy.
so far i have had a hungry jack's cheeseburger, fanta, chips, milkyway bar, milk, krn barbeque stuff, rice, schweppes lemonade, cashews, cashews and more cashews, sweet potatoe, cookie+cream icecream. fck.
but that's besides the point.
i am falling ):
i can feel it.
i don't know whether i want to get back up again.
because then there'll be more work.
i want to drop out of school (no i don't)
this place is prison.
i hate this assignement.
it's yet another stupid assessment worth a ridiculous amount on my report which does not benefit me in any way except for a number on a piece of yellow paper.
because of this i find no motivation whatsoever to complete it.
it's not like i have an interest in science anyway- i lost that way back in yr7 when i had that shitass teacher (who has hair growing all over her ugly face) who didn't teach anything. probably wasn't fair i was stuck with her while everyone else had cool teachers.
when i am stressed i eat like crazy. right now i am eating like crazy.
so far i have had a hungry jack's cheeseburger, fanta, chips, milkyway bar, milk, krn barbeque stuff, rice, schweppes lemonade, cashews, cashews and more cashews, sweet potatoe, cookie+cream icecream. fck.
but that's besides the point.
i am falling ):
i can feel it.
i don't know whether i want to get back up again.
because then there'll be more work.
i want to drop out of school (no i don't)
this place is prison.
Sunday, March 1, 2009
new role model: the lemur king from madagascar
lolll madagascar 2 is one of my favourite movies now.
i love that lemur king.
and that tiny thingo with huge eyes that screams like me.
in fact i think i should have been born a lemur.
i can like. see myself doing the things they do. hahaa yeah im deranged.
this is what you look like when you luvo.
well to me, that's what you look like. minus the monobrow. and the uhh.. "chunkehness"
"girl u huuuuuuge~"
nicole says (6:51 PM):
gosh best song on earth
nicole says (6:53 PM):
ACCEPT ALREADY
nicole says (6:54 PM):
every minute you delay to get it is a minute wasted when you could've listened to it
*CJAY! says (7:03 PM):
sorry i was eating dinner
*CJAY! says (7:03 PM):
omg ogmo mgo ogm you MUST WATCH MADAGASCAR 2
nicole says (7:03 PM):
yeah LoL
*CJAY! says (7:03 PM):
why isn't it transferring
nicole says (7:04 PM):
how long was dinner? it was like 2minutes! were you having 2minute noodles? HAHAHAHHAHAH LOL I"M SO FUNNY
nicole is like. my sparkler. yeah. she sparkles up my day. i nearly choked on my food from .. silently chuckling.
btw js so you know, nicole is hot (:
i love that lemur king.
and that tiny thingo with huge eyes that screams like me.
in fact i think i should have been born a lemur.
i can like. see myself doing the things they do. hahaa yeah im deranged.
this is what you look like when you luvo.
well to me, that's what you look like. minus the monobrow. and the uhh.. "chunkehness"
"girl u huuuuuuge~"
nicole says (6:51 PM):
gosh best song on earth
nicole says (6:53 PM):
ACCEPT ALREADY
nicole says (6:54 PM):
every minute you delay to get it is a minute wasted when you could've listened to it
*CJAY! says (7:03 PM):
sorry i was eating dinner
*CJAY! says (7:03 PM):
omg ogmo mgo ogm you MUST WATCH MADAGASCAR 2
nicole says (7:03 PM):
yeah LoL
*CJAY! says (7:03 PM):
why isn't it transferring
nicole says (7:04 PM):
how long was dinner? it was like 2minutes! were you having 2minute noodles? HAHAHAHHAHAH LOL I"M SO FUNNY
nicole is like. my sparkler. yeah. she sparkles up my day. i nearly choked on my food from .. silently chuckling.
btw js so you know, nicole is hot (:
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