f*sulks

i hate science.
i hate this assignement.
it's yet another stupid assessment worth a ridiculous amount on my report which does not benefit me in any way except for a number on a piece of yellow paper.

because of this i find no motivation whatsoever to complete it.
it's not like i have an interest in science anyway- i lost that way back in yr7 when i had that shitass teacher (who has hair growing all over her ugly face) who didn't teach anything. probably wasn't fair i was stuck with her while everyone else had cool teachers.

when i am stressed i eat like crazy. right now i am eating like crazy.
so far i have had a hungry jack's cheeseburger, fanta, chips, milkyway bar, milk, krn barbeque stuff, rice, schweppes lemonade, cashews, cashews and more cashews, sweet potatoe, cookie+cream icecream. fck.

but that's besides the point.
i am falling ):
i can feel it.

i don't know whether i want to get back up again.
because then there'll be more work.
i want to drop out of school (no i don't)
this place is prison.