forget about your boyfriend and meet me at the hotel room. ho.

NSG FORMAL :D
umm. also the first day of my p's.
my unborn baby being vengeful.
as you might know, the first day for me is like hell. sometimes i stay home just because of it. it's like someone stabbed a knife into my stomach and started to draw circles or something. kills. and my legs get serious muscle pain. and i get migrains.
today in total i think i took five pills.
and i can still feel it (though very slightly)

i spent most of the day going O_O OMG IM SUCH A LOSER
and being a loner. my dress was the longest out of most peoples. and it was like a garbage bag. if i shook my ass you wouldn't have been able to tell.
i spent most of the formal at the table trying to look normal because i'd run out of panadol. i took two more when i got back, but yeah, formal was painful.
jung and yool and raymond and all the other nsg's must think im some sort of anti social whore. which is a paradox i know.

sorry man. i feel so dead.

oh yeah the hummerzines were hot.

EVERYONE SHOULD GO TO THE DANCE.

i am in a state of internal disquiet.

i dont know what i'm saying.

hornsby formal is going to be so fun.
maybe i should have said i'll go to normo formal.

btw nsg's are hot.
they all looked like dolls tonight.
normos wish they were me :)

i think i'll update later.

but- hummerzine's were hot. 500$ each. took 2.
so many couples grinding.
i wish i had someone i liked. so i can dance with them and take them to formal(s).
but i don't.
jang geun suk is with me in spirit.

zzz

yes i think i'll update later.

ONELOOVE

Can Anybody Help Me
I'm Outta Plans
Guess I Left My World In Somebodys Hands
I Don't Like To Hurt But
Everyone Gets Weak
Someone To Rely On
That's What I Really Need

Now Here We Stay
It's All That Were Worth
I've Been Thru The Pain And Been Dragged Thru The Dirt Whatever They Tell You Were Bigger Than Words
I've Been Where Your Standing I Know How It Hurts
Let This Be A Song Now And This Be A Day
And We Stand Together That Will Be Okay
Because Were Survivors Were Making It Work
Expecting The Best When They Hope For The Worst

One love - This is the way we found
One love - Even though they'll let you down
One love - Nobody's perfect now
One love - Don't let that hold u down
One love - Let's stick together now
One love - We got to stand our ground
One love - It's easy to believe in
One love - Believe in u and me
Onee Loveeeeeeeee

Now I Cud Try And Fix This All By Myself
But I Know Itd Turn Out Better If U Help
No One Likes To Hurt But
But Everyone Gets Weak
Someone To Rely On
That's What Everybody Needs

Now Here We Stay
It's All That Were Worth
I've Been Thru The Pain And Been Dragged Thru The Dirt Whatever They Tell You Were Bigger Than Words
I've Been Where Your Standing I Know How It Hurts
Let This Be A Song Now And This Be A Day
And We Stand Together That Will Be Okay
Because Were Survivors Were Making It Work
Expecting The Best When They Hope For The Worst

One love - This is the way we found
One love - Even though they'll let you down
One love - Nobody's perfect now
One love - Don't let that hold u down
One love - Let's stick together now
One love - We got to stand our ground
One love - It's easy to believe in
One love - Believe in u and me
Onee Loveeeeeeeee
Onee Loveeeeeeeee, It's Oneee Loveeee,
I'm here to tell you It's One Love, oh
One Loveeeee, Said It's One Loveeee
Sing With Meee One Loveee,
One Love To Be Oh That's All We Need
One Love


So abw is over. it was fun. alright, so i'm a pessimistic bitch and i thought it was shit at first. my group was pretty cool. we did alright. it was fun while it lasted. it went by too quickly, almost. well i did skip a whole day.
i'm gonna miss normo. they have an awesome library. with this room with glass walls on second storey.
and i was only just beginning to learn how to navigate around the school.
IT WAS SO GOOD TO BE BACK AT HORNSBY THOUGH.
holy shit i felt like a normanhurst girl for a while.
it would be so weird going to a co-ed school.

omg the ads. THE AARON CHAN ONE (is that how you spell his name) by mesmermise, THEIR AD WAS HOT MANNNNN. i was like OMG i'll totally buy that. naww jessie yue. sorry guys, but i think that should have won. i wouldnt mind watching it over and over again. oh and heather's one was funny too. heather reminded me of cruella deville.
SEJONS AD WAS HOT TOO. WHOAI AISDOASD OH MY GOD. i thought it was some skanky chick in their photos.. but it was actually sejon. holy crap. he could pass as a girl. group 3 thought their ad was shitty but i thought pedram(?) running around shouting in another language looking like a red indian was pretty fucking hilarious.

through abw i overcame some of my social retardedness and overcame my fear of talking to people of the opposite gender excessively taller than me.
in fact, sometimes i was so bored i got kicks out of annoying the fuck out of everybody else and rambling off with people. and singing and dancing and typing up other people's speeches and reports for them HMMMM.
aww man. that was a good week. had its boring parts but beats school any day.
the only bad thing was that it was so goddamn hot.
i spent most of the days in the library though.

fun fun fun.

life and resilience next week o_o
fun fun fun?

i know its not mine but i'll see if i can use it for the weekend or a one night stand

EVERY MORNING THERE'S A HALO HANGING FROM THE CORNER OF MY GIRLFRIENDS FOUR POST BED.

ABW.

i am stuck in a group full of .. okay people. megan's group is worse off.
but just so you know, we have 2 boys that failed commerce. 50% man. and the other 3 i dont think do commerce. but hey, they're alright.. just.. some of them.. are a bit.. idle.

davina anita caroline chloe are a whizz.

BUT MEGANS GROUP OH MY GOD. I'M GOING TO USE NAMES. david sun and richard.. something. oh my goddddd i do feel sorry for her. they're the reason why her group's not skyrocketing. seriously.
I NEED TO BITCH. see, they act like they know eveeyrthing so i listened for a while then i realised they have no idea what they're on about.

they think increasing shares from a million to two million is going to get profit somehow. the hell?
that's just only one of the many stupid things they did. SHOCKIN.

normo is a bit.. yeah on the whole.
i suppose the rumour they sent the smart, well behaved half over to hornsby is true, because half the time i'm hearing guys hit on female teachers and discuss which is hotter. "miss, you do hula hoop much?" ..... or discussing which chick has the biggest rack. "duuuude her boobs are huuge checkitoutt"
they're so.. eugh. eww. thank god not all guys are like that. or at least are good at hiding it.

it's okay. my group. you're alright. we're coming third. we're losing with dignity.

i wish they'd consider things before they put us in random groups. seriously, you'll win depending on what group you're put in.
if i were in a group with say.. bianca and cindy and queena and.. kelvin and stuff from normo, we'd be gg. get share price over 30 by second quarter or something equally crazy.

we could have been corporate nightmares ):


THURSDAY - we came first in one quarter. second in the next. highest share price at normo was 28.something i think. AND OUR MARKET'S IN DEPRESSION. HOWZAT.
alright, so i was a bit biased before. normo's not that bad. was pretty fun today other than the times i spent annoying the fuck out of people because i was so bored.
TOMORROW I GO BACK TO HORNSBY. YAY.

see, the thing is, they put wayy too much makeup on jang geun suk while they're filming. makes him look old and .. snape-like.

(L)

dayumm who's a sexy bitchh




pretty boring video. but it was all worth it. to see them do the beginning of the abracadabra dance.

this is why they should tie me up and blindfold me

I SHOULD NOT BE ALLOWED TO WATCH DRAMAS.

you're beautiful. imagine what would happen if i was watching iris.
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH PARK SHIN HYE WHY IS SHE SO PRETTY OMG WTH MAN.
total girl crush. well not really. wahh (L)

don't google image her everyone looks funny there. except for top. mostly.

당신은 미남이시네요= hot overload.
i can't say much about the storyline though. so far it's been sort of predictable and typical and bla bal bla and cute.

oh so this time jang geun suk plays some dark brooding character who is irrationally obsessed with something and is always bitchy. like prince zuko. let me guess, something bad happened in the past that scarred him for life? perhaps to do with something his parent did? OH it has something to do with his mother HOW DID I KNOW.
then you got that super duper ultra mega cute hongki~ who is kind of oblivious to everything and stupid and really cute.
then you have the calm kinda gentlemanly shiwoo. HE IS SO SWEET. like jiwoo from f4. and hwang te gyung is gu jyun pyo. and you have the very cute park shin hye being jandi. except this time she's actually pretty.

I SWEAR, IF GO MINAM/hye GETS WITH HWANG TE GYUNG (which she will i bet)
IM GOING TO BE VERY UPSET. what about shinwooo mannn. he's such a darling.
i bet its gonna end up with her softly rejecting him and him taking it like a man and hwang te gyung turning out to be a really nice guy. total prince zuko. which is okay, don't get me wrong i love jang geun suk so much i dont even care if his characters are asswipes- but it happens every single time.
i'd like to see at least a tiiiiny bit of variation in this. it's like a regurgitated version of every other drama based on behind the scenes celebs. like my last scandal and over the rainbow mixed with coffee prince.

BUT GODD A.N.JELL IS SO HOT O_O
F4 aint got nuttin' on them

gawddamn its 3.30.
one day i am going to be pretty o_o
just never like park shin hye. more like park bom. ohwells 3:


ep3 made me look at oldboy. i remember watching that when i was really little but i forgot what it was about. you should read up on it sometime. mann it's fucked up. almost as fucked up as my mind at 4am.

4.10am i live and breath for shiwoo. HIS ACCENT IS LIKE MY DADS BUT CUTE.
(L)(L)(L)
what it must be like to live in a drama world.

i will not sleep tonight.

vanilla twilight :3

Sorry I let you down
Sorry it wasn't quite true
But don't get hung up on it
Just soldier on with it
Good luck with shooting the moon

ok go ok go ok go
why don't you like ok go. they're so calming.

school cert was a breeeeeze. lucky i didnt really study. it'd have been a waste of my time.
hey, i'm not saying i got 100%. wouldn't it be funny if the results came back and i failed? LOL
but serioussslyy it was a waste of my time. i made faces at ha eun for 30 minutes for gods sake.

AND AND
JANG GEUN SEUK IS HOT. HAHhh
but not in dang shin eun mi nam i shi nae yo. or whatever it is in english.
he kinda looks like snape in that. sort of.
I DONT KNOW WHY HE ALWAYS GETS THE BITCHY ROLES.
he's such a cutey.

will watch baby and i shortly.

look at me, im turning more fobby.
ehm. oh yes, megan found some fantastic party invites. it fits the theme of our party down to a .. Z.
i am going to wear a big pirate hat. and a rapier.
what would that look like with fairy wings and a wand?
megan is going to be an indian (AKA A SAVAGE)
is it my fault i've too many friends (HAHH I WISH)
bollocks to your courtesy! if the eve of my glorification is ruined because of the losers you must invite out of courtesy (which they make no effort to reciprocate) I WILL BURN DOWN YOUR TOTEM POLE AND KILL PRINCESS TIGERLILLY. ALRITE?

you have to click on it to fully appreciate the tiger lilliness of it all.

owl city is a nice name, their song names are really nice too. vanilla twilight. umbrella beach. hot air balloon. meteor shower. strawberry avalanche (coz anything with strawberry in it is awesome)etc etc. its so dreamy and stuff yknow? like. the nice kind of dreams. with fluffy clouds and sunshine and fairyfloss and happiness and blue stuff. like those kids tv shows they used to have. (the ones they have nowadays are rubbish. except for pocoyo.)
POCOYO.... is japanese.
asian kids tv shows ftw. i like the .. clay / model stuff they make . they're so cute :3

i hope i don't fall asleep next exam.
I THINK I SHOULD SLEEP. I AM SO WISHY WASHY TODAY.
i finished the tommy&tuppence series and i am now at peace.

duuuude me and megan are like, totally on the same wavelength.
if we were the kind of petty little brats, we would probably have killed each other already claiming so called "copyrights" and "blablabla, i started this or i found this site first or i was the first to like this so you can't either unless you worship me because i need to feel esteemed"
the rubbish you girls think of. (but yeah it is kind of funny sometimes when they take you seriously and actually listen to you)
i dont think tumblr or facebook or food or country road bags or emoticons or phrases in the english language belong to anyone. i think only the creators can claim stuff like that.. because well.. they made it? though things like facebook and myspace and bebo are all clones. it's stupid you know? to not let someone else like something just because you (or so you think) "liked" it before them. especially if its a commercial product. i dont think the creator/owner cares if you dont want everyone else to have the same thing. i think s/he just wants profit profit and more profit.
if it was even possible for someone to claim copyright on some trend or whatever they claim they started, people would have taken out patents and copyrights or whatever on it and we'd all be living in a grey box.
but just so you know aosidjasodif is completely original and you're not allowed to copy it because it's totally my phrase you know. if i find anyone saying aosidjasodif to anyone anywhere i will have a totally irrational breakdown and will bitch to my little shallow minded minions and act all important. thankyou. (no not really. i just said that so i can pretend to be all cavalier and polite and formal and reasonable and stuff. there is a bird chirping in my neighbourhood and it's fucking 2am)
stellar/cosmic dust ftw.

you know megan, i'm sure you'd love corinthians.
choco mint corinthians.
it's a shame i polished off the last tin.

by the way, my group, i really like you guys and i think you guys deserve more o_o
it's funny how you only begin to appreciate things and see their worth once you know what's worthless/whatever so you can draw comparison.

SORRY SORRY SORRY my brain switches off at 1.30 every day.
zzz

dustland fairytale

i had a huge blog i typed up and posted but then my internet fucked up and all of it went boom and now i'm in a pretty bad mood and i can't be bothered to type it all up again

I'M IN MIAMI BIIITCHh

sometimes i really do miss you.
other times i don't.

irrelevant titles ftw.

how do i say this? 아시워.
it's a shame you don't understand. if i said it aloud you'd probably say it sounds harsh and angry.
did you know, that's one sign you probably shouldnt study a language for hsc? :D
apparantly it shows you're intolerant to languages (the ones you don't understand) and, dare i say it? i dare to. ignorance.

it's such a crying shame, and even bigger because you don't care. well maybe not anymore. i don't even know if i do either..
what i'm wondering is, is this boat sinking or has it already sunk?

I REALLY NEED TO LET THIS DROP.
and get over it + myself + everything else.
i suppose it's because time is running out. i really ought to do something but i don't know what.
hmm.

interpret this any way you want. i disgust myself sometimes because because because
i don't know why but i do whatever anyway. maybe it's because i don't care

oh look, my mind's changed again. i do care.
oops. now i don't. i swear there's tablets for this.

thus saith the lord thus saith the lord thus saith the lord thus saith the lord

when i was little i thought anastasia and prince of egypt was disney, but it's actually dreamworks.
not that it really makes a difference to me though, it's still an awesome movie.

so right now my list of favourite movie producing companies (is that what its called?)
are

1. disney. i doubt it will ever change, unless they kill their animation and go on with their stupid tween shows because i never like any of them. not even lizzie mcguire when i was a kid. +miley cyrus should be stoned. but only because i dont like her.

2. dreamworks. there's so many films they do that people think are done by disney LOL. unlike pixar, which is actually owned by disney

3. studio ghibli. most of their stuff's really hectic and dream-like, eg spirited away. i really like their movies but as a kid i watched them too much. i guess thats where i get my random dreams from..

4. ehm. i dont know any particulars. warner bros? hah.

anyways, so i was analysing the film prince of egypt.
i think its the first time i watched it since i turned 9.
when you watch it after 3 years of being trained as a mini film critic, you begin to notice all the little elements and features you just looked over as a kid.
like those seemingly pointless/random scenes or things you don't understand because you're too young to?
yeah. well. heh :)

for example, this screenshot was taken after the red sea caves back in over pharoh and his army.
SEE I AN EGYPTIAN? this cleared up a lot of confusion for me because i thought they'd all been killed because they were egyptians and they were trying to kill hebrews but i was like but they were only following orders ):
were they killed based on race? no, turns out it was based on faith :)

ha eun is soo good at clearing up stuff like these .

i wanna watch howls moving castle next.
WITH ENGLISH SUBTITLES SO I KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON FOR THE MOST PART.

jap.. fml.
my marks are making me confused. i'm meant to be happy and sad and disappointed and proud all at the same time.

depressant.

DEAR FORCES WORKING AGAINST ME TODAY
I AM SORRY FOR SKIPPING CHURCH TODAY.
I WAS BORED AND SINGING AND SKIPPING AROUND THE HOUSE LOOKING FOR MONEY SO I COULD GO TO THE STORES AND BUY CANDY.
THEN I SAW A BOTTLE OF JACK DANIELS AND BECAUSE I'M HOME ALONE I OPENED IT.
IM REALLY SORRY AND I WONT DO IT AGAIN (MOST LIKELY)
PLEASE GIVE ME BACK THE LID.

edit: thanks man.
alrite alrite i learnt my lesson. geesh.
really creative too. i cant believe i looked over it.

BTW 김영운♥
♥♥♥