when it rains it pours

FML WHY DOES THE WORLD PISS ON ME THUS
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK MY LIFE
FUCKkkkkkkkk

BACK THE FUCK OFF!

(is the name of a really nice pair of shoes)

BUT SERIOUSLY OMG DO YOU WANT TO RUN ME OVER SCHOOL?
BACK
THE FUCK
OFF.

i hate school o_o
not school necessarily, but i hate the people in school.
like mr karnups who is a stupid douchebag and though i hate ms black down to her ovaries i'd prefer her over him because at least then we might reach an understanding that i'm not some tb demon child and that she's not some stupid irrational psycho bitch

i also hate ms sexton for thinking she can manhandle students just coz she's a woman and a teacher. you don't just GRAB KIDS and DRAG THEM. or lean out of windows and holler at them. or grab their clothes and try take them off o_o
its fucking creepy and kimochi warui

also, my sub for english, that motherwell's class rejected, she sucks kindof and is annoying.

there, i've effectively bitched about my entire day now.
also i got my period today so i had some megatastic cramps and was going to try sleep it off when a small spider with those venomous fangs walked across my blankets.. while i was trying to tuck myself in..

and you know when you make sudden movements spiders go apeshit and suddenly start crawling RELALY REALLY FAST?
so i slowly.. gradually slipped out of bed, got a bug spray, sprayed it, then went to look for the vacuum cleaner or something long taht i could put it on and throw it away without touching the spider.

but when i came back IT WAS GONE.

i will not be able to sleep tonight :0


i also hate short guys. I HATE YOU ALL.(jokes you're cute and i feel tall) and guys that gabber. YOU GUYS LOOK FOOLISH! (i'm not joking)

lololololol

so cj what did you do these holidays

uh............... lol
i'm usedto sleeping at 4am and waking up sometime in the afternoon
i got morning class first day back
i am so

f u c k e d
lolololololol

another edith piaf fanpost

watching her perform this live made me like it 32423432x more.

let's take into consideration this is addressed to her lover who had recently passed away in a plane crash

If one day life tears you away from me
If you die and go far from me
Little matters to me if you love me
Because I will die too
We would have eternity for ourselves
In the blue of all the immensity
In heaven, no more problems
My love, do you believe that we love each other?

God reunites those who love each other


I AM SUCH A MASSIVE WUSS.

BUT SERIOUSLY.
i love edith piaf

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0g4NiHef4Ks&feature=related

i wish that had been my bedtime lullaby as a child. too bad being asian i never got any o_o

WHY AM I SO HOT?

[12:12:22 AM] Christine Jeong: bich
[12:13:05 AM] megrann: ...
[12:13:06 AM] megrann: omg.
[12:13:13 AM] megrann: fuck cj
[12:13:14 AM] megrann: why am i so attractive
[12:13:19 AM] megrann: WHY
[12:13:41 AM] megrann: ...
[12:13:46 AM] megrann: omg i really can't help being so beautiful
[12:13:53 AM] megrann: DSHGIHISGHISGDI
[12:14:05 AM] megrann: my charisma and face.. such a curse
[12:17:16 AM] Christine Jeong: LOLL
[12:17:20 AM] Christine Jeong: can i blog this
[12:17:25 AM] megrann: yeah
[12:17:42 AM] megrann: i dont mind if the world knows of this...
[12:17:48 AM] megrann: it really isn't my fault

that i'm so hot


HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH LOL



[12:28:38 AM] megrann: hly shit
[12:28:41 AM] megrann: just realised how hot ur dp is
[12:28:47 AM] megrann: ur hair
[12:28:48 AM] megrann: o-o
[12:28:58 AM] megrann: and ur serene candid face
[12:29:28 AM] Christine Jeong: ...
[12:29:32 AM] Christine Jeong: you are so lesbian
megrann


SO REPRESSED
HEHHEHEHE

whenever i read a story

or watch a drama
a movie, a cartoon, a whatever

その時、オレは「いいなぁ～」と思う。それから、すぐ「どうしてオレの生活はこんなにつまらないかぁ」と思われる。まんがとかえいがとか何かいい物語の主人公だったらいいな。


いいな。

i need a boyfriend.

no but seriously, why can't i be sophie from howl's moving castle. or.. or.. JUST SOMEBODY.
i wish i had a plotline set in front of me that i could follow. some greater power designed and crafted my story so that i know somebody knows where it's going.
coz as it is i'm just a driftweed. how existential of me.

i wish i had a guardian angel, or some really cool guy to take care of me like those stories.
maybe it's because i cbs taking care of myself.
i'll live with it :(

like ancient bruises

i'm awake and i feel the ache



well i went
lindt cafe today
and had ice chocolate and waffle. next time i'll have chocolate cake.
waffles were nice. ice chocolate was ok.
i agree with the general consensus of lindt cafe being nice but overpriced.


i went shopping.
nothing much to buy.
beh..


i didn't do much today in terms of productivity.
story of my week.
LOL TRIALS.

joke idc.

(i will soon)
ahahahhahaa..

but alumni day made me pretty dead seat on going to canberra
wooo :D


ruururu

hyomin and soyeon from t-ara are so pretty

yotam's party

at jotham's party i learnt how to shuffle from master dlu
(not very well, BUT I'LL GET THE HANG OF IT SOMETIME)

watched guys dance very.. admirably. (mostly yool, bene, .. this guy that kept gabba-ing.. apparanlty he goes baulko.. lol)

ummmm OH YEAH IT WAS PROBS THE NIGHT JOTHAM GOT THE MOST ACTION IN HIS ENTIRE LIFE. kissed a girl. on the cheek. she vas verrry pritty~ so i told him to try hard / do his best and he kicked me

a lot of bad photos of me.. i wish i did what everyone else does and go through them deleting.. oh wells..

we played mafia and abcd..... yeah.... and had a lot of food........ i am so not a partycat when it comes to talking.

somebody needs to give me a socialising 101 course.
i do not know what to say!
and when i listen to people talk i think they're all strange.

it's like a false sort of brightness. unless you actually are that bright. but i can't do that to strangers because seeing them doesn't make me happy!
so?????? I DONT KNOW :(
megan was like say i like your shoes (everyone was barefoot)
hahahhh...


jotham's house is really big and spacious.

grace moon is the nicest sister in the world, he should buy her a million mimco bags

cookie is so cute and warm and smart and soiefjsdog

jotham got an ipad 2

me and jo got picked up late so we accidentally intruded on this really cute family thing..

jotham's got the nicest relos i swear.

all in all, great night for jotham (SHOULD HAVE SEEN THE DRUNK MAN TRYING TO OPEN THE IPAD 2 PACKAGING, THEN PUT THE CHARGER TOGETHER IT WAS SO HILARIOUS)

and... a fun night for the rest of us.