i can do numerology . betches.

as a stressbuster (in fact, all of yesterday and today) i have been reading books.
not books related to any of the exams that are coming up, nothing of the sort.
in fact i have been reading .. good novels (the tragedy of the korosko), books on fortune telling, dream dictionaries, chicken soup for the christian soul and all te other useless stuff which enrich the mind 8)

i cbf studying, seriously its too much of a hassle. as if i'll need to know what coastal management is when i'm 30.
i just read my numerology reading for my destiny and it says i'm set for success in whatever i do :)
for that one you have to use the numbers for your birth date so megan's set for success too (Y) cheers to us babe.


but i still havent started studying. tis 4pm now.
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahaaahhah geo -_-
aww lawdy :D

oh oh only foh you (L)

http://popseoul.com/2009/05/18/super-junior-heartbroken-over-its-you/#more-55768

OAIJDAOSIDJAS I DIDN'T KNOW THERE WERE TWO VERSIONS!

IM GOING TO FANGIRL NOW, BRB.

BACK. omg i'd love to live in super junior town. farrout dong hae's voice is like ear chocolate.
so's most of their voices actually. its disappointing they can't do that live.
think i like the official mv better.. because its "cooler" and their acting is a bit sloppy. like .. the whole hands in pockets thing? clutching heart? (it's on your left side btw) a tad overdramatic. OH AND IN THE BEGINNING that random thing donghae does. o_o
i just looked him up and i'm getting a plastic fantastic feeling.

KANG IN (L) is so fat now.. ohwells <3
BUT STOP EATING SO MUCH CAKE . stupid cooking show.
i would probably fangirl over a lot more super juniors but i dont know many of their names..
HANKYUNG IS THE HOTTEST CHINESE GUY IVE EVER SEEN. WHOA.



from yesterday,
the nsb's little band performance at lane cove was.. freezing.. haha i cant play like that to save my life >:
ohh and nsg musical was so sweet :3
it wasn't all that woww in the first half tho. yeah, they sang well.


i think my favourite is hey there. but i can't find the lyrics for the version sung by the girl.

Hey there, you with the stars in your eyes
Love never made a fool of you
You used to be too wise

Hey there, you on that high flying cloud
Though she won't throw a crumb to you
You think some day she'll come to you

Better forget her
Her with her nose in the air
She has you dancing on a string
Break it and she won't care

Won't take this advice
I hand you like a brother
Or are you not seeing things too clear
Are you too much in love to hear

Is it all going in one ear
And out the other

Better forget her
Her with her nose in the air
She has you dancing on a string
Break it and she won't care

Won't you take this advice
I hand you like a brother
Or are you not seeing things too clear
Are you too much in love to hear
Is it all going in one ear and out the other?

oh no you di'nt!

aww lawwwd. i just pulled a ron.
IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT IT WAS IM SORRY IM SORRY IM A BITCH I KNOW IM SORRY
미안해마안해미안해마안해미안해마안해
whaddoidowhaddoidowhaddoido

what do i say?

FML.

7.17pm. i got home just then.
motherF*
2 hours of waiting at the hospital. first doctor i got was a random indian who said something about this not being covered by medicare and illegal and blablablbalbalbabla and told me to wait more. so i did.
then i got a korean doctor and him and my mum talked and i dont know what the hell went on but he was like if you don't bring the records of your vaccinations etc (my mum always throws them away so i keep them lying around my room..) you'll have to take the tetanus booster needle again.
i was like O_O. no. fucking. way.
apparantly the other diseases + such can be detected by a blood test but tetanus can't.
so tomorrow i have to go in for a blood test. i just found my tetanus form. thank god. i just saved me from a weeks pain and 80$

i have a morbid fear of needles, you probably know that. i panic every single year when the nurses come. i can't take the whole jabbing into you and squirting what, monkey brain tissue cells and whatnot into my bloodstream.
not to mention it hurts.
and if they slip up then -
oh my god i don't want tomorrow to come.

I DONT WANT A BLOOD TEST. ARGHSFDSF

im sorry

i am such a horrible horrible person.


ohh lordy i have not done any work today. and today was meant to be the day i finished everything.

im drowningggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
like an emo.

my brain switches off at 12.30am daily.

soooo cold .
haha finally finished a bit of my stressbusters part on the benefits of chocolate.

chocolate contains phenlyethylamine, which causes changes in blood pressure and blood sugar levels leading to feelings of excitement and alertness, accelerating pulse rate, resulting in a similar feeling to when someone is in love :)

gnaww im going to buy me a bar tomorrow. heehee.

why hello there beautiful :3

다른 사람 필요 없어 나는 그냥 너라고
다시 한번 물어 봐도 나는 그냥 너라고

it's you by super junior, cutest lyrics ever.
haha according to this page, kibum doesn't actually even sing in this song haha.
in the mv they have bowl cuts. seriously, since when were they hot? o_o

ahhh so tired D;
i better do well in jap test

omg kang in looks like a miniture top. T.O.P (L)

stressbusters is stressing. i need oreos. and sleep.

i like parties

bianca's got a very pretty house. i like the decorations very much.
her pool also would have looked very inviting were it not pouring outside.
WATCHED 17 AGAIN AGAIN. zac efron is hot in that film.
i've noticed in other movies and photos he ... doesn't look that nice.
i think its that hairstyle and his shoes and sunglasses (FKNG AVIATORS THAT IVE WANTED SINCE GOD KNOWS) and that jacket.
whoever was costume/outfit designer was a genius.
i'll say this again BUT HIS CHARACTER IN THAT FILM IS SOO CUUTE <3
i'd totes marry him if i were that girl. well she did marry him bu- yeah :)
then we watched the beginning of slumdog millionaire. great movie right there.

her mother makes the most awesome cakes. i wish my mum could bake like that. like, it seriously looked like it came out of a store. she even painted this painting which looks like the stuff you buy from art galleries.

funfunfun :)
OMG PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN 4 IS SCHEDULED?
the 1st movie has been my favourite since i first watched it. the 2nd was hectic and a bit confusing and the end just made me o_O but it was okay cz it ad jack sparrow. the 3rd was even more hectic and confusing and i didn't get half of what was happening and the end was so sad omg WILL DIES D:
and at the end after 10 years he comes back to see his 10 year old son.
seriously, how can they make a sequel from that?
granny elizebeth and sparrow? 20 year old son is spitting image of the new davy jones?
or maybe they'll pull another "second generation" thing so its centered around the son. thatd be depressing, you can't have pirates of the carribean without jack sparrow. that's just. no.
it's like a cart without wheels. it wont go.

so tired now ):

the party was a really nice break from this tiring lifestyle i've been leading lately.
i'm constantly exhausted. a lot of things are breaking and falling apart and then crashing down on me.
joyy.
but i suppose i'm not the only one, everyone else seems to be going through something similar, though it may be about something completely different. it's our reactions to these events that set us apart.
some just crash and burn. others ignite. some are capable of just tanking it. i wish i could be like that.

tis my defective nature, i was bought up like that. oooo.


what am i trying to pull here, i'm a-okay. i have wayyy too much hw tho ):
exams ):

i cant stop eating i cant stop eating i cant stop eating i should stop eating.


or i'm not going to fit into my clothes tomorrow.
lordy that would suck.

STRESS=NEEDFOOD=FAT=MISERY=CANNOTFITINTOMYCLOTHES=WASTEOFMONEY=BAD
especially in recession.
my brother's playing a really weirrd game on the computer next to me.

athletics carnival 8)

my day kinda went like this.
i woke up at 6.30 as usual, had breakfast and told my mum nobody was going to athletics carnival so i was going to stay home and study maths with megan.
my mum was like == omg 3rd day at home, you're crazy. but i said i'd be studying so she let me.
and i was like :D i h8 school.

so i went back to my room and was like "hello heaven :)" (LOL RACHEL) and climbed back into my warm bed.
and went back to dreamland. until 30 minutes later my phone rang because of megan fking chen.
i slurred something and hung up. went back to sleep.
10 minutes later- megan calls again. she says jo and gillian are coming. im like yeah okay :)
DONT CALL ME AGAIN FUCK YOU WAKE ME UP AGAIN I'LL KILL YOU.
went back to sleep.
then she called me again about where to get off.
then she called me again asking where i was.

roarrr. so i didn't get all that much sleep and i was a bit tired all day. maybe i seemed stoned.
oh yeah my mum likes you guys. she was like, yeah they're such happy little kids :) you should invite more friends over blabla you're such a loner .
nobody cares what my dad thinks so it's a-okay :)

megan was dressed skimpy ;o
knee high "converse" with hot pink laces missy!!
i can't say much for myself either, my shirt was wayy too big.
we eye-toyed and made a fail cake because i don't have an electric whatchamacallit.
it smelt and tasted okay tho .
MEGAN WAS GOING SO AGRO ON ARCHERY!
WE HAVE A VIDEO AND I THINK JOANNAS GOING TO POST IT ON FACEBOOK.
we did athletics.. on eyetoy.

megan ditched us halfway to walk to daniels house. bitch.
she's still there now D<
im still sick. so i squeezed lemons and made a lemon honey tea thing sewon told me to make.
I LOVE LEMONS THEY SMELL SO GOOD AND THEY'RE SO PRETTY WTH (L)

i've eaten wayy too much today, i kinda feel sick.
i've got a headache, im sleepy and i havent done any maths all day haha.
shyt. coaching in.. an hour and a half. ):
i hate school nosdf
today was nice. it would have been nicer if i woke up at 12 tho. coz whenever i do that i'm hi for the rest of the day 8)

BRITNEY SPEARS > MILEY CYRUS 4EVAA <3

OOOOOH SCOUT!

me and megan know how to box.

couldn't have put it better myself.

trait snapshot:
messy, outgoing, open, self revealing, ambivalent about chaos, unpredictable, social, likes large parties, likes to stand out, risk taker, quick to make friends, does not like to be alone, rash, fame seeking, sarcastic, social chameleon, low self control, food lover, not rule conscious, weird, assertive, not a perfectionist, anti-authority, thrill seeker, vain, likes to fit in, reckless, emotionally sensitive, leisurely, trusting



whoaaaa that's me?
i like parties :)
im going to have a big one. not gonna be 4k like annabel's tho. more like.. ........ . .. .. .
gee.. probably wont even scratch the 1k line. ummmmmmmmmmm
WE'LL MAKE UP FOR THAT WITH THE FANTASTIC PEOPLE WE INVITE, WONT WE MEGAN?



can we have a late birthday partyy pleaaaaaase?
a really really really late one. and we can all go kareoke and watch a movie or eat at a restaurant or something. anything really. i miss my birthday parties D;



whoaaa perez hilton blogged about 2ne1! twice!
AND SUPER JUNIOR! WHAAAAAA
so it's NOT just paris hilton...
(Y)

haha in lee hyori's u go girl mv there's a plastic surgery scene P;
hey girl hey you go girl! de-le-de-le-de-le-de-le dat girl! hey!

Michael Lynton, CEO of Sony Pictures sez:
"I'm a guy who doesn't see anything good having come from the internet. Period. [The internet has] created this notion that anyone can have whatever they want at any given time. It's as if the stores on Madison Avenue were open 24 hours a day. They feel entitled. They say, ‘Give it to me now,' and if you don't give it to them for free, they'll steal it." "


let there be happiness.
and there was happiness in the world.
yesss.

my computer is fcky and so is my msn. hmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i wonder whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :)


oh wells. i learnt what jwalking is.
i nearly got run over by a car in eastwood.
coz i ran in front of it and it was 10cm off, i swear.
i kept running coz the driver was asian and this is where he gets out of the car and shouts at me in asian.

jwalk is a nice band. better than crown j. i never actually listen to crown j's songs.
i woke up at 9pm. i am deathly ill. my tennis teacher wil shooot mee.

am i going to school tomorrow?
:?
i want chicken souup mummmyy.


i hate being sick. it muddles my brain-waves

sorry im about a week late on this BUT-

i go by the name of CL of 2NE1
it`s been a long time comin’ , but we`re here now
and we about to set the roof on fire baby (uh oh)
you better get yours cuz i`m getting mine

에에에에에에 , 2NE1 에에에에에에 you gotta ring the alarm
에에에에에에 we 2NE1 에에에에에에 hey hey hey hey

come in come in come in 다른 세상으로
지겹기만 한 고민은 이제 등을 지고
la la la la 가식 없는 나의 콧노래로
ha ha ha ha 다신널 비웃지 못하도록 now let`s

춤을 춤을 춤을 춰요 wanna get down 보다 큰
꿈을 꿈을 꿈을 꿔 세상은 내맘 대로 다 할 수있기에
큰 자유를 위해 tonight (tonight uh)

내 눈빛은 빛나는 별들로
내 심장속을 태우는 저 불빛도
영원하진 않겠지 but 잃을건 없지 oh~

난 미미미미미미미치고싶어
더 빨리 뛰뛰뛰뛰뛰뛰뛰고싶어
저 높은 빌딩 위로 저 푸른 하늘위로
크게 소리리리리리리리 치고싶어

you got that fire 나의 가슴을 꿍꿍꿍
you gotta drop it like its hot 멈추려하지마
ooooh that fire 네머리속을 뿜뿜뿜
I gotta drop it like its hot 멈추려하지마

Get up get up get up 몇번넘어져도
믿엇던 세상이 날 또 다시 배신해도
나나나난 절대 울지않아 바보처럼
엄머머머 내숭 떨지말아 남들처럼

내가 저 끝까지 데려갈께 follow follow me
숨이 차오를만큼 달려주는 나의 가슴이
왠지 난 싫지만은 않아 재밌죠
겁내지말아 Let it go
보다 더나은 내일로
let let let let’s go

내 눈빛은 빛나는 별들로
내 심장속을 태우는 저 불빛도
영원하진 않겠지 but 잃을건 없지 oh~

난 미미미미미미미치고싶어
더 빨리 뛰뛰뛰뛰뛰뛰뛰고싶어
저 높은 빌딩 위로 저 푸른 하늘위로
크게 소리리리리리리리 치고싶어


에에에에에에 , 2NE1 에에에에에에 you gotta ring the alarm
에에에에에에 we 2NE1 에에에에에에 hey hey hey hey


미미미미미미미치고싶어
더 빨리 뛰뛰뛰뛰뛰뛰뛰고싶어
저 높은 빌딩 위로 저 푸른 하늘위로
크게 소리리리리리리리 치고싶어

언제나 오늘처럼만 자유롭고 싶어

wikihow

the most depressing thing ever -


How To Live A "Gossip Girl" Life
Have you ever wanted to live the life of the girls in the popular novels called "Gossip Girl"? Do you want to be like Blair Waldorf and Serena Van Der Woodsen? You don't need to be pretty or popular or rich to live like them! Well, grab your best friend and get the party started!

Steps
Grab your best friend and tell her what you want to do. Hopefully she will join. One of you has to decide on who you want to be--Blair (who has long brown shiny straight silky hair) or Serena (who also has long shiny tousled silky blonde hair and blue eyes) you can't have acne and you have to always wear brand name clothing and smell good and be really beautiful!
Grab two "Loser" girls and give them huge makeovers. If they are fat, have them lose weight so they're skinny, and if they're ugly make them prettier. You don't have to make them look like Blair and Serena's friends but make sure that they get excited for this new project! Tell them that they will be super cool and popular if they follow you (which you probably will be:). Also, if you or your best friend are ugly, give yourselves makeovers and make sure you guys look like Blair and Serena (on the cover of the first gossip girl novel the girl with brown hair is Blair and Serana is the one with the black dress and blonde hair) Do an at-home facial too so you can get rid of your acne!
Read all of the Gossip Girl novels so that you know more about the whole world they live in! It's so cool!! Shop at TJ MAxx or Marshall's for name brand clothing and always hang out together! Make sure you always have clean and tailored clothing so that you look rich! Have as much clothes as possible but don't waste your money!
Make sure your nails and skin are perfect just like Blair and Serena and her other friends! Do it yourself at home with home recipies so you can waste you money on clothes!
Have designer clothing, any label that is hot right now. DO NOT try to copy the same style as the Plastics in Mean Girl. The gossip girls are mean, but classy and dress more European in high end designer brands, not like normal teenagers like the Plastics.
Find boyfriends. Choose a jock, never ever a nerd even if they are friendly in a geeky way. It will be easy because you'll be looking hot.
Make sure you always look your best at all times and always wear makeup. Try light pink cream blush, black eyeliner drawn thinly along the lash line, black mascara and light pink lipgloss. Pluck eyebrows everyday (they grow quickly) and get legs waxed by a professional so you don't have to deal with nicks and cuts from shaving. Plus it lasts a long time and you'll have silky smooth legs for about a month!
Make sure you all have really cool rooms. If possible, try to decorate your rooms like the Four Seasons hotel in Boston! It's gorgeous (go to google and search four seasons boston and look at the guest room pictures! They are so nice!)
Act like the it girls at school so you can become really cool and popular.
There are also articles on how to be like Blair, Serena, Vanessa, and Jenny.


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its articles like these that made those ****** girls yr9s/8s smuggle boys into their school and try be like blair and serena. thing is, these things aren't written in stories for nothing.
ITS BECAUSE ITS FICTION, ITS UNATTAINABLE, ITS UNREALISTIC AND ITS ALL IMAGINARY.
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

being yourself rocks. okay that was cheesy but BLAIR? SERIOUSLY? SERENA?
queen bee anyone?

i have no idea where i'm going with my life.

i don't know what i want to be when i grow up.
hell, i don't even know if i want to go to school ever again.
well of course i don't. if i had a choice i wouldn't.
but i don't ):

why couldn't i be born as a hotel heiress or osmething so i can live like a pampered mindless little girl. i'd be stupid and selfish and an idiot, but i'd probably still be happier.
that's all that matters in the end, isn't it?

i don't know. i don't know anything much nowadays.
all i know is that i need more sleep. i'm wayy too tired and stressed. it's week 3 and my mind is screaming for another holiday.

i need a break. yr10 sucks.

kristie's house was fun. i didn't get any noodles tho. sucked D<

idno why i changed links. im weird.
actually, somebuddy was trying to hack my blog. hello monsieur/madamoiselle.
you done now?
am i allowed to do this?

:)

kristie makes me laugh so hard i nearly threw up my sausage roll.
i love dark chocolate and wii baseball.
WII TENNIS IS FOR PUSSIES THAT CANT PLAY THE REAL THING.
THATS RIGHT KRISTIE, IM CHALLENGING YOU!

i disgust myself.

hosaaaanna hosaanna

today was an out of ordinary day.

narribean beach sucks D:
FREE HATS <3

and ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm photos. lots of photos.

i only just got on the internet. our router broke. stupid (#$(#*#.

yeah. laggy internet. busy day. will do maths now. speak broken english.
good day.

evryone, who searches God, will find him. “Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.” (Mt 7,7)

어떡하죠?

I got tired of waiting
wondering if you were ever coming around
my faith in you was fading
when i met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

romeo save me i’ve been feeling so alone
i keep waiting for you but you never come
is this in my head, i don’t know what to think

181. EVERYONE IS SO IN LOVE WITH BEING IN LOVE, THEY FORGET ABOUT WHO THEY'RE ACTUALLY "FALLING IN LOVE WITH." STOP FORCING YOURSELF TO FALL IN LOVE WITH PEOPLE YOU BARELY KNOW. IF THE RIGHT PERSON COMES ALONG YOU WON'T HAVE TO TRY, EVERYTHING WILL JUST FALL INTO PLACE. AND IT'S OK TO BE A LITTLE BIT LONELY FOR NOW, IT'LL ALL BE WORTH IT IN THE END.

LOLLLLL

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oo ms/r hacker

what are you going to do once you hack my blog?
post on mine?


o_o
weirdo.

there's nothing on my blog, other than posts i published which is visible for everyone. you don't need to hack to see that.
god, can you please stop now?
aren't you sick of it? i am.

using all the grapevine vocab words

this is no mellifluous post, i'm jocoserious. :)
i'm my group's yogi for the stressbuster but i'm not zygodactylous, that'd just be disgusting.

the cockalorum in my house gets fucky kinesthesia every time he gets drunk and soon he'll engage in noctambulation, to add to his previously existing alexithymia. speaking of which, he's not the only one who can't express himself without the use of profanities and obsceneties and even chooses to vituperate publicly sometimes. what a boondoggle. again, he's not the only one.
i, as a self-proclaimed deipnosophist would like to point out that there is an excrescence of a being, whom with their unasinuous friend(s) seem to believe in the floccinaucinihilipilification of everything, or most things and thinks of most others as a bunch of gobemouches. your thoughts are quaquaversal and philodox, i would advise you to make an attempt to be more reticient but you are too philodox for even that.
so i say go read a hagiography, and learn something while you're at it. maybe then you'll get more interlocutors than your usuals. excuse my logorrhea, but my mom's oxyphonia is very agitating.
i am going to improve my tachygraphy and try lose some steatopygia. this was all written on my friends' whigmaleeries and i am still suffering from extreme xenophobia as usual.


i dont think this actually made proper sense.
ohwells. DARE COMPLETED.

YESSSSSSSS

i love fridays.
it's my favourite day. vendredi. kinyoubi. geumyoil. the gold day.
that's riiiiight.

HAHHAHAHAHAHAAAHHAHAHAHA
I LOVE SOMETHING TSHIRTS
natalie wood (L) and owls. and ben sherman.
at least i pay for what i wear. asian ttm lol.
it's been a week and i still got jai ho stuck in my head. pussycat dolls are catchy :3

Just keep it burnin', yeah baby,
Just keep it comin',(Jai ho)
You're gonna find out, baby,
I'm one in a million.

(Jai ho)You are the reason that I breathe(Jai ho)
You are the reason that I still believe,(Jai ho)
You are my destiny,
Jai Oh! Uh-uh-uh-oh!

No there is nothing that can stop us,(Jai ho)
Nothing can ever come between us,(Jai ho)
So come and dance with me,
Jai Ho! (oohh) (You and me, it's destiny)

Catch me, catch me, catch me, come and catch me,
I want you now,
I know you can save me, come and save me,
I need you now.