Sunday, November 16, 2008

oh yeah.

i have irrational fears of many things.
for example i can't take cockeroaches or spiders or any insect of the kind.
they flitter and flutter and if you squash them they leave gross juice marks.
i'm scared of falling from great heights, therefore i am scared of heights.
i am scared of big things. like. monsters. bigfoot. abominable snowman. bears. everything like that.
solid things that are bigger and fatter than me and are capable of killing me simply by sitting on me. that means im scared of a lot of teachers too =D
especially when they have that lolloping gait, swinging their arms violently around.
that really really really freaks me out.

what doesn't freak me out, however is things like ghosts.
satan. demon. i don' tthink they exist. and even if they do, i've nothing to fear.
ive got a bigger power on my side *smirks*

*saves

edit: i think i know the reason i am scared of big things well.. things taller than me and thicker than me adn stuff. that walk like.. with stomping feet and have big arms and walk very fast. and have quick, agile and violent movements.
it's because that is the image of my -
and that's been his image since i was very, very young. perhaps ever sincei was born.
one day i'm going to defeat the evil giant but even then i will still be scared.


bastard, he'll pay for this in the afterlife.

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