WHAT THE SHIT MEGAN

apparantly i am now a capricorn.



i find this deeply upsetting.

http://jannock.wordpress.com/2005/09/13/star-signs/

Constellation Dates
Capricorn – January 19 to February 15
Aquarius – February 16 to March 11
Pisces – March 12 to April 18
Aries – April 19 to May 13
Taurus – May 14 to June 19
Gemini – June 20 to July 20
Cancer – July 21 to August 9
Leo – August 10 to September 15
Virgo – September 16 to October 30
Libra – October 31 to November 22
Scorpio – November 23 to November 29
Ophiuchus – November 30 to December 17
Sagittarius – December 18 to January 18


CURSE YOU OPHIUCHUS, SERPENT BEARER.
I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THIS. I WILL NEVER ACKNOWLEDGE BEING A CAPRICORN.
I GREW UP AN AQUARIUS AND I WILL DIE AN AQUARIUS, PERIOD.

me and megan were discussing how most people, well actually forget it.

OMG I THINK I HAVE OCD MANN IM FUCKING DEPRESSED OMG I HAVE XENOPHOBIA DONT TOUCH ME IM CLAUSTROPHOBIC GARHHH BIPOLAR

GIVE ME MY FUCKING MAGIC MUSHROOM.

and megan was just telling me, if you feel uncomfortable amongst strangers, that's kind of normal. a phobia is like. being scared of something so bad you start crying or nearly chuck. like how someone in yr7 cried when they came too close to a bridge.

perhaps there are milder forms but either way, having a mental disease or a phobia or something like that, is meant to be kept private. like having a small dick.
what's the use of going around telling people? they'll just use it against you, unless you were talking shit all along.

a person with an actual mental disease can be prescribed medicine, (like my friends grandma) and most don't go shouting it out to the world like DUUDE IM SUICIDALL OMIGOD
because the only response they'd get would probably be like naww ): wuts wongggg~?
which doesnt really help.

bringing me to another topic me and sewon, later sabrina, then megan were discussing. not everyone can empathise. most just sympathise. perhaps that's why depressed people sometimes never get better, coz they're given so much crap like ): get better sooooooon~<3 ): are you feeling better today? whats wronggg ): did i do something bla bla bal bla - well at least they gave a shit and tried. or pretended. i guess it makes a difference if they actually meant it. or gave a thought about what they were saying.

i ought to have better things to do in vd, but i've little or no interest in paper pins and paper jewellery.

i hope i can find charles perkins' obituary.