what i need is someone who will tell me off.
PROVE to me i am wrong.
to kick my ass and turn me around and make me face my shit.
i don't mean this in that they'll critique my every action and speech
but to change me as a person and reason with me and change my understanding of things.
and this is just a thought of now because i am undergoing yet another phrase of self-loathing and disgust.
do i always have to be such a freak?
at this rate i'll just alienate everyone and be left alone; like i want that.
why wasn't i born in a cave
or bought up in a society where i'd just turn into a conformist freak and just be a dumb slut like everyone else
HUWAI?
but this is what my friends are here for hm.
save me from myself!
jokes lol fuck this stupidly articulated cry for more attention (even if it is for negative attention)
i need self-improvement and since i had that thought i might as well start on myself.
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