wait for me!

i ought to make another new year's resolution -
to get to sleep before 12am.
sleeping at 3am in the morning is becoming a habit
an unhealthy one
which will make me short and FAT.

oh noes D:

as for 2008, it sucked almost like every other year.
everyone wanted to shoot me at some point (most) and very few people really care(d)
my standards have gone up again and i do believe i have ruled out a few friends as actually being friends of mine.
i don't want any leeches feeding off me this year.
on the other hand, i learnt that i'm not as alone as i think i am. and i actually do have a few very good friends. i hope i'm right.
because i don't think i can deal with another year with people whom i just can't depend on or rely on for anything, nomatter how small it may be and they always have the most suss and dodgy excuses/reasons for everything.
they suck me out of me. not to mention they piss the hell out of me.

fuck.

i need some more real friends, with .. unfake people.
people who are more supportive and.. considerative :)
because i hate being taken for granted
and feeling like an unecessary hanger on/tagalong
this year was full of bullshit and i took it from too many people.
i'm not stupid, i'm just very... tolerative.
thank your lucky stars i've been bought up tolerating some of the craziest shit you'll ever hear of.

to those people who made this year bearable, thankyou very very much.
for those shiny bursts of happy fits :D
i don't think that sounded sincere enough
and i would apologise for being so irritable and annoying at times
but the right kind of people don't want apologies. they don't seem to need them. and the wrong kind of people use it against you in mean ways.
and that's a quote i read once on igoogle.