dispelling a few stupid theories

as you all may know, i got into nsg and blablabla i might be going.
i guess this comes with going to a girls' school, but i've been hearing some theories people have come up with and some might have a point while others are just plain stupid. i'd like to clear up and discuss a few of these with nobody in particular and on a blogspot. i guess this is just for peace of mind.

- i am not going to nsg just because judy is there. she is a good friend of mine but what kind of person moves schools just for one person. helloo? would you? i wouldn't. it's not like im some kind of loner either. no really.

- i do not have connections there o_o dude.. i hardly know a handful. plus i'm not a gangster/whatever. i dont have "connections", i have "friends"

- somehow everyone knows me and they all hate me there - bullshit. they may have heard someone by my name goes to hornsby and got in, but they're probably thinking what i'd think if i heard someone got into hghs. "what's she like?"

- i don't hate hornsby. i don't know how to prove that i don't though. i've considered rejecting the offer. why leave a school i'm familiar with and where i'd get all the subjects i want, to go to a school where i barely know anyone inc. teachers and have to do ITALIAN instead of SPANISH? i don't even know if i'll get the subjects i want to take.

- as far as i know, i'm fine with everyone who's fine with me. it's stupid to change schools for even stupider reasons like that.

- i did not just get in because i had connections. we were told they base their selection on academical merits, and i certainly don't know anyone in the judges(?) panel / acer.

there was also something like how i'm a dumbshit and they must have lowered their standards a lot for someone like me to get in.

well, aren't you just the nicest? let's see who'll do better in the hsc. i challenge you. actually no, that made me sound very arrogant, so i'll just say-

did you apply for a different school?
i don't think you did. and if you did, you didn't get in.

it was really nerve-wracking and difficult for me and it took a lot of time and guts for me to actually accept, and i'd say i actually tried this time.
so can you just try be happy for me? please?